Xiphoid's Web

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Women's Journals
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Well, I think it’s time I join the ranks and start my own journal to report about all my adventures and victims that get tangled in my web :roll_eyes: My first few adventures have already been reported but I’ll cut & past them so it’s all in one place…

Let the games begin eh?

IS/a and IS/b Self-effects…
Well, I have now tried both the IS/a and the IS/b separately. Both have a clear effect on me in terms of self effect which I found quite surprising. I thought I was supposed to be either an IS/a or an IS/b girl… (or was that TAH or TAL)

Anyways… here’s what I noticed when using IS/a and IS/b;

IS/a (1 spray between wrists, 1 spray to the chest)
The self effect was quite dramatic and quick, I noticed it after just a few minutes. I was more smily and chatty than I usually am. In terms of sexiness it was a very energetic and confident flirty sexy feeling, I just felt like “come jump me right now”

IS/b (1 spray between wrists, 1 spray to the chest)
This one had a definitive effect as well, but not at all like IS/a, very much less energetic. It was more of a slow, sultry & seductive sexiness… a “I feel like burlesque dancing or doing a slow striptease before getting down and dirty with you”.

I guess they really did fit the descriptions used here LOL It’s definitively a big difference between Angelina Joli & Marilyn Monroe

Im just surprised I reacted to both! And as much as I liked the thrill of the IS/a effect on me, I felt a bit like I do when I get smashed…it just wasn’t quite me. My personality fits better with IS/b, I felt a lot more like myself with that one.

Bottom line I suppose…I’ll wait and see which one my TG reacts best too and then have that one as my staple

Fingers crossed one of the IS potions will work its magic and help me snag him

Mx300 mix up.
Hello
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IS/b Adventure

I’ve now tested my new IS/b as well… what a gem!

Product name and strength
IS/b, 1x strength

Application dosage and locations
1 spray between wrists, 1 spray to the chest, 1 spray to the neck (after my shower) & 1 spritz over my hair before heading out (figured that it would work better with some in my hair as it’s so cold here now I have half of my wardrobe overing myself up).

Enviroment tested in.
At home, on the bus and out & about in town

Self effects.
Nice confident but relaxed feeling, less energetic than IS/a. I usually have people starring at me, but it makes me uneasy and I usually avoid eyecontact and look away. Not so today, I made eyecontact with people, smiled instead of looking away and actually liked the fact that people were looking at me.

Effects to others
Wow… where do I start?

  • At home; I was getting ready to head out & my flatmate was on the couch. Normally he doesn’t seem to notice me at all (he is planning his wedding & is totally in love so not looking at other women). Today I noticed he kept glancing at me as I was brushing my hair. I then went to put some lipgloss on, and the glance turned into a proper stare…

  • On the bus; as I get on there is this geeky looking guy. I walk past him, smile and sit down across the isle from him. I notice him glancing at me so I look his way. The poor thing looked scared! He spent the rest of the busride staring at his feet. Maybe the IS/b sprayed in my hair was too much? Or maybe he was just embarrased I caught him looking at me?

  • Still on the bus; 3 chav lads in their early 20’s get on, walk past me and sit in a few seats behind me. I hear one of the say: “I’m so fking horny" another goes: "she’s fking fit”…and the conversation continues much the same for a while. I know that when chavs talk every other word is f**k, and they can have been talking about some chick they saw before getting on the bus…but I was one of 3 females on the bus & the other two had walkingsticks and shopping trolleys…

  • At Starbucks: This was the best! I was standing in line to order and could feel that someone was standing a wee bit too close…you know the feeling when someone is in your personal space

Then I hear a sniffing sound and turn my head to look behind me…I end up almost cheek to cheek with this guy who is sniffing my hair and neck! He’s so close there’s literally 1-2 inches between us! When he sees I’ve noticed he has this goofy, apologetic smile like he knows he’s been caught with his hand in the cookie jar. In a very low voice he comes out with this: eehh…hi
I just turned around and had to bit my lip to not just piss myself laughing! Come on, who walks up to someone in Starbucks and starts sniffing their hair & neck???

The rest of the day in town didn’t give any obvious hits like the one in Starbucks, but I don’t know if that was because of the cold weather & me wearing too much, or if the IS/b was wearing off. There were guys looking & smiling at me but that’s not that unusual

Duration of effects.
First sprays at 10am, the one to my hair was about 11am. The Starbucks hit was about 1pm… so at least 4 hours

Range
Other than Mr Sniff at Starbucks, most were within 2-3 meters of me

Right…that was my first IS/b adventure! I’m really looking forward to testing this again…as well as the other goodies I got in my order

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Well hello Mr postman

Product name,scent and strength
IS/a, 1xStrength, to-go bottle, scent…slightly unisex, light musky fragrance (neroli?)

Application dosage and locations
1 spray split between wrists, 1 spray on my chest

Enviroment tested in.
At home, room temp

Self effects.
Noticed a kick after ~10mins, a happy & excited feeling you get when you’re really looking forward to something. Slight increase in heartrate, but the “happy/excited” kind, not stressed or anxious. After ~30mins feeling is still there & I also feel “excited” in a different way, but I have noone to take it out on

After ~45min I feel much the same and I’m quite energetic & smily (Im not normally a very smily person)

Effects to others
Postman rings the doorbell, I open the door (dressed in my baggy tracky-daks & without makeup mind you), smile, say hi & he has this surprised “OMG what do I do now” look on his face. He looks at me head to toe & hands over a parcel…without saying a word! So I say thanks, smile again & close the door…

The postman has NEVER done that before & I have opened the door dripping wet wearing only a towel more than once, and he never as much as blinks, usually only laughs & says something like “oh, did I catch you in the shower again? Sorry about that”.

Duration of effects.
Still going…about 1hr into the experiment sofar. Will add more later.

Effects from mixing with other products.
Not done yet

Range
1-2 feet?

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victim? lol

Good report :slight_smile:

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IS/b and IH

Well, I have to say I’ve had an interesting day. I had quite a few hits I reckon, even though I wasn’t in a test-mood today…

After my shower (~7am) I put the following on;

  • Instant Honesty - 1 spray to the back of my head
  • IS/b - 2 sprays to my wrists, 1 spray to top of my chest/neck
  • 2 sprays of my normal perfume behind my ears

I wasn’t feeling much self-effect but then I wasn’t in a test-mood today. Anyways, I figured I could do with a bit of a pick me up so I added 2 sprays of IS/a, 1 spray split between each wrist & 1 spray on my chest. This was around 9.30am.

At about 11am I went to sign up for a mock exam we have to do, (practical clinical exam with specific time slots for 2 people at a time only available). While I was looking at the board one of my colleagues (very cute, but very young and very taken) came up to me to chat. This isn’t out of the ordinary, he’s a nice guy and we chat from time to time. But today the conversation goes as follows;
A: There’s only one space left on the 17th, it’s with me. You really want to take the exam with someone nice, you think I’m nice don’t you?
X: Eehm, yeah I do. (A points out the blank space to sign up again & I do)
A: Are you coming to teaching today?
X: No, I can’t, I have a clinic
A: Oh…ok then… (and with a sad muppet looking face he wanders off)
Not quite sure what to make out of that one…

At about 12.30 I have the following conversation with my clinical partner who at the moment is in a bit of a grumpy mood as his fiance is demanding he has to actively participate in the wedding planning;
X: Did you bring lunch today?
R: No, why? Are you hungry?
X: Yeah, but I don’t feel like eating
R: (Scoots his chair over really close) Now I’m worried! What’s wrong? I get so worried when you aren’t hungry!
Ok…I’m normally a food machine so it’s not like me not to be interested in food but I was beeing cheeky and was on PheroTalk sending PM’s so lunch didn’t seem all that important

Maybe he was generally concerned, he is a very sweet guy, but I thought it was a bit much even for him.

R keeps worrying a little so I give in and we decide to go for lunch. As we get up to go he grabs the folder with my notes and goes: “Let me carry that for you”…

Now THAT has NEVER happend before. We get along great but he knows I’m not keen on being treated like a girl (as we work in a very male dominated field) so he always treats me like one of the boys (except when I’m in a pissy mood…then he brings me food

)

Anyways…that was my day…quite interesting.
Can’t wait to see what will happen tomorrow

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Thanks JB! So far I’m definitively enjoying the ride :roll_eyes:

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What not to do at work…

I had a not so fab day today…I have a feeling I may have OD 'd my consultant on Come Talk To Me Mix 2 & Instant Honesty today in clinic, and with a less than desirable outcome for the poor patient…

I wore 3 sprays of CTTM (1 for each wrist & 1 on the back of my neck/head) and 2 sprays Instant Honesty ( 1 to the back of my neck/head & 1 split between my wrists)…

Anyways…we were in clinic assessing patients for gastric banding surgery & I was explaining to the patient about the risks of possible complications etc with surgery…
The patient asks about the likely outcome of a successful operation, and before I get a chance to answer my consultant did so for me; “Well, lets not be over-enthusiatic, you’ll never be skinny & have a figure like her (and points to me!), you’ll never look like Xiphoid”…

I just wanted to dig a hole & disappear! The poor patient looked shocked initially, then teary-eyed…I wont be wearing that much CTTM & Instant Honesty to clinic again that’s for sure! The consultants comment was the worst bit, but I was way too chatty too, (took me bloody 45 minutes to talk to one patient!) luckily without any rude language

Technically I wasn’t completely to blame for this OD though! I tried the exact same dose last night (just to check for self-effect) & I was chatting to a certain someone here who really must have noticed

If this lovely sparkly shiny man had just told me I was a bit of a motormouth I would have worn less today…
So basically, since I’m a woman I can do what women do best… blame this one on a man! :roll_eyes:

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Mx135 & IH

I decided to wear Mx135 with Instant Honesty to work today. It worked well! Not sure if I prefer it to my usual IS/b & CTTM mix yet though, I’ll have to try it a few more times.

Product name,scent and strength
Mx135 (choclatini), & Instant Honesty 1x (Neroli)

Application dosage and locations
4 sprays Mx135 (1 split between wrists, 2 to cleavage/neck, 1 to back of neck)
2 sprays Instant Honesty (Instant Honesty – Deep Relational Communication Pheromone – You Won’t Believe Your Ears! - Alpha A314) (1 split between wrists, 1 back of neck)
Covered with my normal perfume (Lolita Lempicka)

Enviroment tested in.
Indoors, hospital environment (normal roomtemp)

Self effects.
I love the Mx135, I don’t know if it’s because of the choclatini scent (which blends really well with my perfume) or because of self effects. I feel happy, but not energetically so, calm & confident…oh, and sexy. The Instant Honesty makes me a bit more chatty, but also more tolerant to listening & talking to people that would normally bore me (and boredome + ADD don’t mix well…not if you need to pay attention to what’s said)

Effects to others
My flatmate who is NOT a morning person, and normally doesn’t talk much at all before breakfast, was chatting away quite happily today…

I didn’t notice anything anything on the bus to work, but then I was wearing like 10 layers of clothing

At 30 mins before the grand round meeting my colleauge J comes up to me. He’s a lovely, but an extremely eccentric geeky guy, that I have the occational chit chat with, 9 times out of 10 I initiate those chit chats. Today however, he walks past me, slows down & then turns around and comes back to chat. He asks if I’m going to grand rounds, to which I reply that I am. There’s always coffee & croissants served prior to the meeting (as it’s an eaaarly one) so he asks if we should go get some coffee. We head over, get the coffee and sit down… we sit there for 10-15 mins and chat about nothing really, but the entire time he is talking to my boobs!

Now that’s something new… Sure, I was wearing a fitted shirt, but he never stares like that…

When it’s time to go into the meeting he walks the other way, so I ask him if he isn’t going in & he goes; “nah, I just wanted to have coffee with you”…

Duration of effects.
Approximately 6 hours, I felt it had worn off by lunchtime

Range
A few feet…3-4-ish

Time exposure.
I put the phero’s on after my shower, around 6am, the meeting starts at 7.30 so the coffee & chat moment with J would have been roughly 1 hour after application.
Self-effects are pretty much within minutes of application

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Mx135 & CTTM2

Sooo…second day of testing Mx135 at work, but this time with Come Talk To Me Mix 2 instead of Instant Honesty . It was an interesting day, overall I’d say I got slightly more obvious hits, and also (with the guys) a bit more attention than when combining Mx135 with Instant Honesty . I still think the effects were still not too flirty or sexual for the workplace.

Product name,scent and strength
Mx135 (Choclatini) and Come Talk To Me Mix 2 (Neroli)

Application dosage and locations
5 sprays Mx135 - 3 to chest/neck, 1 split between wrists & 1 to the back of the neck
3 sprays Come Talk To Me Mix 2 - 1 to back of neck, 1 split between wrists & 1 over my hair

Enviroment tested in.
Home & at work (hospital environment), normal room temperature

Self effects.
Mx135 has the same effect as usual on me; puts me in an overall good mood, and makes me feel feminine & sexy without being too flirty. Come Talk To Me Mix 2 makes me a little bit chattier, and I also initiate more conversations.

Effects to others
At home my flatmate (the one who is NOT a morning person) pretty much bares her soul whilst we are getting ready for the day, telling me about very personal things, and how a phonecall last night really upset her. I don’t add much to the conversation, partly because I thought I’d just let her vent but partly because she doesn’t give me much chance to without interupting me. Before I’m about to head out to catch the bus she says she’ll take the next one as she needs to collect herself. I head out to the bus stop…2 minutes later she appears and chats all the way to work which is unusual for her.

At work as I walk in to the department for the ward round I get a DIHL (http:///) type stare from the new Registrar. He continues to look at me and smiles everytime I look back at him. He also gave me one of those “top to toes” type glances…he did try to be discreet but he failed

We head off on the ward round and there’s 9 of us in total, (I’m the only female). All the guys are very attentive, I get plenty of smiles and catch more than one of them checking me out, (though the Reg is the one who’s most obvious) and of course the hold the doors open for me too

For some reason it also seems I kept beeing the one leading the group (in terms of where we were going next) and several of the guys seem to prefer walking behind me…I have a feeling they were checking my butt out, or just enjoying walking in the pherotrail I leave behind, because I’m not normally the one heading the troupe

After seeing a particular patient, one of the consultants begins asking me about the in’s & out’s of pituitary tumours…he completely ignores any attempts by the other guys to add to the conversation

I also have a possible hit with one of the patients, (though as I don’t know him it could also be that he’s a bit of a sleeze, he didn’t look the type IMHO). The patient keeps his hands under the covers, with some obvious movement in the groin area…Maybe he just had really itchy balls, who knows, but he was looking at me and not the rest of the group

Duration of effects.
Overall duration of effects was about 5 hours.
I applied both phero’s after my shower at about 7am, the hits with my flatmate occurred about 30 minutes after that.
The other effects on my colleagues and the patient were pretty much within a minute or two of beeing near me.

Range & Time exposure
The colleagues reacted when beeing within a few meters of me, except for the Registrar…he seemed to have more of an instant reaction as I walked through the door. Possibly due to a sudden cloud of phero’s as I opened the door perhaps? Or maybe I should check what his reaction is like when I’m not wearing phero’s…he is new after all so I don’t know if he just liked what he saw regardless of the phero’s.

More experiments to come…:smiley:

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Coffee without the coffee…

Today I decided to test Mx135 together with IS/b, but later added on a bit of CTTM2 to the mix.

Product name,scent and strength
Mx135 (choclatini), IS/b (neroli), & CTTM2 (neroli)

Application dosage and locations
5 sprays Mx135; 1 split between wrists, 3 to chest/neck, 1 to back of neck
4 sprays IS/b; 1 split between wrists, 2 to chest/neck, 1 to back of neck
3 sprays CTTM2; 1 split between wrists, 2 back of neck/hair

Enviroment tested in.
Out & about in town (10 C/50 F) & at Starbucks (normal roomtemp)

Self effects.
Sefl-effects were pretty much what I always get with Mx135 & IS/b. Happy, good mood and feminine sexy, but calmer & without the energy/motivation that IS/a comes with.

Effects to others
I was initially just going to wear Mx135 & IS/b today, but when I was getting ready to head out with my flatmate I noticed she was back to her normal morning self…very quiet, tired and depressed. So I decided to add the CTTM2 to the mix. Within 20 minutes she was very chatty and seemed to be in a much better & calmer mood. On the bus into town she was chatting away quite happily.

At Starbucks something funny happend…We ordered our coffees separately (to make sure noone “stole” our table :roll_eyes:) and the barista was a young guy in his early 20’s. He keept smiling at me when I placed my order. When I got the coffee he smiled again, winked at me and said “have a very nice day”. Not too dramatic…I go sit down to let my flatmate order her coffee. She comes back with it, and a slice of cake for me! And she refuses to let me pay…awesome! Then I have the first sip of my “coffee”…except my Caramel Macchiato was just hot milk :roll_eyes: I take it back to the barista to complain…the poor lad looks soo embarrased & apologised for forgetting to put the coffee & caramel in the milk :smiley: His manager rocks up, tells him off and tells me they’ll make me a new one straight away…then the two of them stand there for a good few seconds with goofy smiles just smiling at me! The other customers seem a bit impatient, so I go; “eehm…my coffee?” which kick them into gear & I finally get my caffeine kick :roll_eyes:

Duration of effects.
Approximately 4-5 hours. Mx135 & IS/b was sprayed on at about 11am, the CTTM2 half an hour later. The Starbuck’s moment was at 1pm.

Effects from mixing with other products.
My flatmate is going through a rough time emotionally but I’ve noticed such a change in her when I wear CTTM2 or IH + CTTM2. I might start wearing it around her to lift her mood and encourage her to talk more…it’s no good bottling it up. I have noticed though that the CTTM2 alone lifts her mood and makes her chattier in general, whereas the CTTM2 + IH makes her talk about the personal things that she is struggling with at the moment.

Range
Most effects were from peple within 2-3 meters of me, but then I was wearing a winter coat…

Time exposure.
My flatmate’s mood changes within a few minutes of me putting on CTTM2. The Starbuck’s barista would have been about the same.

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Removing confounding variables…

This was supposed to be my phero free day…but I couldn’t resist. I needed to go grocery shopping so figured I’d try what would happen if I go with phero’s but without any prettyfying grooming :roll_eyes: basically to remove the confounding variables of pretty clothes, make up and such things as the cause of the attention I’m getting…

So..I headed off t the grocery store dressed like a chav in my trakkies & hoodie, absolutely no make-up and with glasses instead of contacts…

Before leaving I spritzed on;

  • 3 sprays IS/b - 1 between wrists, 2 to cleavage/neck
  • 2 sprays CTTM2 - to the back of my neck & hair

As I was walking down the isles I noticed a guy who kept walking behind me. I glanced back at him and he smiled. He kept following me with a 4-5 meter distance, isle after isle. I overheard him on the phone with a mate saying something like “gotta get her name” :roll_eyes: I sped up my trolley and lost him.
Another 2 guys I walked past stared…one went to the other “Jesus, did you see her”?

The rest of the shopping was quite uneventful, lots of smiles but nothing specific.

Looks to me like it’s definitively the phero’s :smiley:

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Oh how I love the DHL man

I’ve been working from home today waiting for the DHL man to bring me my latest order of toys… I figured I’d use the same mix as I did with the postman to see if the DHL guy reacted the same way…

I spritzed on my IS/b & CTTM2…waited for what felt like an eternity…then he finally shows up in the beautiful red & yellow van. I open the door but completely forget my initial plan, I don’t even look at the guy…I’m utterly mesmerised by the lovely yellow parcel he’s holding in his hand :roll_eyes:

I guess I buggered up that one, but hey, who cares! I have my new toys and some pretty awesome extras (I love Androtics & their gifts :smiley:)…

Now I’ve got some heavy duty phero testing to do!

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Good hits. Congratulations!!!:slight_smile:

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I got my first bottle of EST yesterday I thought I’d test that one properly first out of the new toys I got. Partly because I think I could get away with testing it at work so it would be quickest to do that one first…and of course i WAS a bit impatient too having herad sooo much good stuff about EST.

So here goes;

Product name,scent and strength
EST, unscented, 5mcg/spray

Application dosage and locations
4 sprays - 1 split between wrists, 2 to cleavage/neck & 1 to back of neck

Enviroment tested in.
Hospital environment, normal room temp

Self effects.
Eehh…none…I felt nothing

Effects to others
I may have had a hit, but I’m not completely convinced. I had to go to occupational health today to get a Hep B booster jab & a Mantoux test. The Dr there was VERY nice, almost babying me, making sure I was lying on a couch rather than sitting whilst having it done, and she made me stay there for a few minutes afterwards, asking me more than once if I was ok.

Now, I’m naturally very pale (I’m talking Bobbi Brown’s foundationshade Alabaster, not just fair skin) and I do NOT like needles…so it’s quite possible that she interpreted my pale face and nervous laughs (my lame attempts to pretend bad things aren’t coming :roll_eyes:) as “oh, this one is going to faint, lets treat her like a child”…

However, to complicate things I added more phero’s around lunchtime because I was feeling sorry for myself having had to undergo the needle torture…and after that, oh boy did I get hits. The problem is I don’t know if it was due to the EST (https://phera.com/) , or the IS & IS/b I added… Some hits did feel slightly more soft and “let’s take care of Xiphoid”-ish, but others were just the standard hits I’ve gotten sofar…

I added 2 sprays IS2x and 3 sprays IS/b, on my wrists and neck… 15 minutes later I had my clinical partner take a completely wrong turn in a part of the hospital we know like the back of our hand. When I laughed & pointed this out he goes; “I get so distracted by you, you were talking”…I hadn’t said a word & pointed this out to him. I ask if I always have had that effect on him & he then says; “No, I don’t know what it is about you lately, but you distract me”…This was at 1pm.

At 1.30 we had clinics…the Reg I’ve spoken about previously did his now normal thing around me…Lots of smiles, always standing close & today he kept leaning over me when I examined patients, with his face really close to my hair & neck :roll_eyes:

I also had a patient who was quite funny…it was 71 year old man with a very good body for his age (regular gym goer)…he kept flexing his muscles :smiley: made examining the joints quite difficult, but he wouldn’t stop!

Sofar all hits after the addition of IS & IS/b have been what I normally get. But around 3pm I had one that was a bit softer feeling that made me wonder if the EST was possibly having a slight effct in combination with the IS & IS/b…
I had seen a patient with a condition which was unfamiliar to me & my consultant grilled me during the examination (which is pretty standard). After the patient & the consultant leaves the Reg comes up to me and says; " Is he done interrogating you yet? Are you ok?" I was abit surprised so I just laughed it off & said something like “well you learn something new every day”. He then goes; “Well, I can sit down & go through it with you. If you want we can meet up & I can teach you”… Hmmm…don’t know if this was the EST making him so soft & cuddly or if he was hitting on me :confused:

Duration of effects.
Not sure…if the afternoon hit was partly due to the EST then that would make the duration a good 8 hours…Is EST longer duration than other phero’s?

Effects from mixing with other products.
Jury is out on that one…

Range
All “victims” were within 2-3 meters of me

Time exposure.
Most effects were seen within a few minutes of being near me

So…my conclusion so far…It’s possible that EST gives my normal mix a softer almost “damsel in distress” type feel to it, but I need to do some more tests. 20 mcg isn’t a whole lot of EST so it may just be in my head.

Tomorrow I plan to double the dose of EST to 40 mcg to see if that does anything…and no adding extra phero’s for lunch! :roll_eyes:

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Second day with EST, let’s hope it works

Well today I will test ESTagain, with a dose double that of what I had yesterday…Hopefully it’ll do it’s thing and make people all nice, cuddly and "lets take care of Xiphoid"ish because I’m not going to have a fun day today…

I’ve got 5 hours hooked up to an IV today with various things given to see how I cope with them & to see how far you can push me before crashing with a horrible hypo episode :frowning: Not looking forward to it both because of my “dislike” of needles and because I hate hypo’s… So I reckon I deserve some pretty funky EST effects!

ANywho…I have sprayed on 40 mcg

  • 2 sprays on wrists
  • 2 sprays on each side of my neck/cleavage (so 4 in tot)
  • 2 sprays on the back of my neck

Lets see what happens… :roll_eyes:

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Bloody nurses

Right… my torture session is over! Thank GOD! Never again will I agree to let a nurse cannulate me! Apologies to any nurses out there but I need to blow off some steam…

First of all, let me say thing…I have beautiful veins! Big, fat, juicy veins that are clearly visible without the tournique on…The (quite senior) nurse managed to after 3 failed cannulations trigger a seizure. Her brilliant comment after I came too; “Oh, what happend? I thought it was in”…I’ll tell you what happend you incompetent muppet! You tried to cannulate my median nerve rather than the Basilic vein (which you should ideally leave anyways) :angry: If you don’t know your bloody anatomy you have no business cannulating people, least of all patients with needle phobias!

Rant over…:roll_eyes:

Anywho…I’m still alive but I have a feeling my EST had absolutely F*** all of an effect on her :roll_eyes: Maybe I need to up the dose once more…

Today might not have been a total EST disaster though. As I waited on the bus after my tests were done something did happen. Granted I probably looked a bit pityful, but I still doubt this was just a normal nice lady; As the bus approached, this elderly lady looks at me, smiles and says:“You go on love, go ahead”, and then ushers me to get on the bus as the first passenger. Now this lady had what I presume was severe osteoarthritis. She was in obvious discomfort, and stuggled to walk with her 2 crutches…I’m not so sure a lady like that would normally let someone jump the queue :confused:

I’ll try to up my EST dose to 60 mcg tomorrow and see what effect that has :slight_smile:

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Third day of EST

So, test day three with the EST…starting to get close now I think :smiley: I’m not sure if I should go up to 80mcg or just 70mcg tomorrow…

Here’s todays report;

Total dose of EST 60mcg, applied as follows after my morning shower;

  • 2 sprays on each wrist
  • 2 sprays on each side of neck/cleavage
  • 3 sprays on back of neck
  • 1 last spray on chest

Self-effects: Nil as usual, but I’m not expecting anything dramatic here

Environment: Hospital indoor environment, normal roomtemp

Effect on others: I reckon I had a definitive hit today. I was in the library around 10am and was about to walk out when I ran in to this colleauge of mine that is definitively not on my list of favourite people.

Then after a couple of minutes I noticed how the subject suddenly shifted from work-related to Xiphoid related…he looks at me and goes; “X have you lost weight lately?” Now anyone who knows me will know that saying I look like I’ve lost weight is not exactly something I take as a compliment, BUT from the look on his face and the tone of his voice I could tell that he really did mean it as a compliment. When I replied that “yes, unfortunately I have lost a bit” he spent the next 5 minutes going on about the possible reasons I struggle to keep weight on. He was acting so very weird & out of character, he’s NEVER empathetic, caring or concerned about my physical, let alone emotional wellbeing…

The only way I can explain it is that either he was seriously doped up on EST or he developed an acute onset multiple personality disorder :roll_eyes: I wonder how the meeting tonight will go…

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Im loving your experiences girly! Keep it up! I ought to start me a journal too. It keeps me encouraged to read over my different experiences to try and find HITS! LOL

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Fourth day of EST

Total dose of EST 80mcg, applied as follows after my morning shower;

  • 2 sprays on each wrist
  • 6 sprays on neck/cleavage
  • 6 sprays on back of neck

Self-effects: Nil as usual, but I’m not expecting anything dramatic here

Environment: Out & about in town, cold & frosty

Effect on others: Hmmm…nothing noticed. BUT, it was a cold day today so I was wearing my winter coat and gloves…The EST is very unlikely to have been able to diffuse out and affect anyone.

My flatmate was sweet and offered to carry my bags but I don’t think I can put that down to the EST, it’s more likely to be because of my arm still being bruised and sore :roll_eyes:

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Blind dates…

Last night was that double blind date that I got suckered into going on… Oh dear… total success phero-wise…disaster as a date :roll_eyes:
I wore the biggest combo I’ve worn sofar in my phero adventures…

Product name, scent and strength
IS/a, P83 @5mcg, Mx135, CTTM2, IS-Mx288

Application dosage and locations

  • 4 sprays IS/a (1 to wrists, 2 to cleavage/neck, 1 back of neck)
  • 5 sprays P83 (2 to wrists, 3 to back of neck)
  • 2 sprays Mx135 (1 to wrists, 1 to cleavage/neck)
  • 3 sprays CTTM2 (1 to wrists, 1 to back of eck, 2 to hair)
  • 3 sprays Mx288 (1 to wrists, 1 to cleavage, 1 to neck)

Enviroment tested in.
Pub and restaurant

Self effects.
The mix was a great going out combo in terms of self effect. I felt happy, excited and sexy, kind of like I’ve had a drink or two getting ready (which I hadn’t). The Mx288 version of IS doesn’t give me the same kick as the standard IS does though, I noticed that.

Effects to others
Well…where do I start…My flatmate and I met up with the 2 guys at a pub for a few drinks before dinner. The pub was packed but we got ALOT of attention when we arrived. I noticed more than a few DIHL’s from guys around me. There were 2 men who gave up their table for us which I thought was very nice of them :roll_eyes: They remained standing near us the whole time we were there and they kept staring & smiling at me. The bartenders were jsut the same…very smily, flirty and gave back more money than they should have when I bought drinks…Oh, and I got served first even though there were plenty of people waiting :wink:

The guys we were there to meet…sigh…I’m sure they were lovely but I was soo not interested. I felt sorry for my flatmate as well because as we sat down with our first drinks they were both fixed on me, giving me ALL the attention. I struck up a conversation with one of them so the second eventually started talking to my mate.

The table next to us had a few men that looked like they were about 60 or so…they kept looking at me and smiling and then I heard one of them go; “they didn’t make them like that one back in my day” :roll_eyes: Hmmm… I do like older guys, but not that old.

We got to the restaurant and sat in the bar while waiting to get seated. “My” date sat way to close to me on the couch for my liking…his thigh was touching mine and he kept leaning in to my neck and when he talked to me he was soo in my face…

We got to our table and ordered food. I was already getting a tad frustrated with my date. He was way too much into me! Ok, I do like getting compliments, but I don’t want to be told in every second sentence how amazing I am! The topic of converstaion was all about me, everythign I said or had done was “fascinating” “brilliant” or bloody “amazing”…and he had this lovesick puppy look the whole time.

To make matters worse, he was an anthropologist…and unfortunately to steer the conversation off me I asked him why he had gotten into anthropology, what was it about it that interested him? He then proceeded to tell me all about evolution, monkey’s and “home latin name this” “homo latin name that”…he just went on and on…

I had a whole pitcher of sangria and that didn’t help :roll_eyes: OMG he bored me to tears… I even tried making stupid bimbo comments and cracking jokes about anthropology…didn’t help at all…the lovesick puppy eyes were still there & I was still f***ing amazing…

The restaurant was fab though, and the food was beautiful. My flatmate had a great time she said, she was laughing at me :roll_eyes: she knew this guy was driving me nutz but he was totally oblivious…The restaurant staff were great too, we had awesome service and I even got to make up my special order main course :smiley:

Towards the end of the night though my flatmate and I ended up getting in a cab after my date suggested I stay at his place…“because cabs are soooo expensive and I’d be very comfortable at his place”…yeah right buddy! I ended up telling him sorry, but I don’t think so, I had a great time but no you can’t have my number…

Duration of effects.
I sprayed on my combo when getting ready for the pub at around 6.30pm…We arrived at the pub at about 8pm.
I also did a top-up of IS/a (2 sprays) around 10pm…seemed like a good idea at the time after quite a few drinks :roll_eyes:

Range
Most people at the pub were within 2-3 meters of me, but “my date” kept his distance to about 1 foot or less the entire night…

Time exposure.
When we arrived at the pub I noticed DIHL’s and smiles within a few minutes. The effect on the guys we were meeting was almost instantaneous…maybe because they were closer to me…

So I think it’s safe to say this was a great going out combo! I got a lot of attention, much more looks & smiles than I usually get, and I was only dressed in jeans and a non-cleavage showing top so it wasn’t the outfit. The combo definitively put me in a party mood too, and I reckon I would have had guys approach me if we hadn’t been there with our “dates”.