Mmmm braaiinnnsss..
It’s been quite some time but I’ve risen from the dead ! ~
I never had the intention of leaving these forums for so long - but hey shit will happen, and it will happen without warning. Anyway, I still feel that I owe all of these wonderful place quite a bit for the wonderful experiences I’ve had under the influence of their pheromones so I’ll just break into the good stuff.
I’ve actually taken a break from pheromones as well as from forums, so hopefully reporting will inject enough incentive for me to get back in the game. Unfortunately, I don’t have the money on me to buy new mixes and the such, but the time for that shall come
I hope.
Anyway, back on the ~businessss eeennd~ of things:
Lately I’ve been forced to give a lot of classroom presentations. Now I’m no blushin’ bride when it comes public speaking but I still cant help getting the pre-speech jitters as well as the ‘very’ convenient brain farts mid-speech. So I set out trying to get rid of this with perhaps a feelgood combo.
Now you may be asking, 'Cookie - what in good god’s name are you doing, creating combo’s at such an amateur stage ? ’ But hey ! I’ve discovered something that kinda works for me:
I have yet to truely perfect it so I wont be daring enough to post the dosage, but I got a couple good hits using Instant Shine+TAF+and…strangely enough, Spaceland.
Now I’m familiar enough with TAF in conjunction with Shine, but spaceland scares me silly.
I have to admit, when I first gave Spaceland a good ol couple of spritz for a particular presentation it was the worst mistake I ever made - I mean, I could recall all the dirty details for your reading entertainment, if only I could remember it. It was horrible. But I tried half a spritz, and voila !
My brain seemed much more obedient in terms of not straying into far off unrelated topics ( did I feed my dog this morning ?? ), and even though such effects can easily be caused by TAF, I have to say the feeling was substantially different enough to mention it. TAF allows me to focus on what I need to talk about, but I felt a tiny bit of Spaceland complemented it nicely - it almost..numbs out all possibilities of certain things that can co exist WITH focus. For me, it was nervousness.
However, one spray too much and I’m afraid it’ll blot everything out and defeat the whole purpose.
Anywho, thaz it for now - next time, I’ll have to stop by with a real 'professional-like" report 