okay.. i am a 24 year old romanian funny(oh lord) guy, who’s been interested in computers since he was 11..
girls used to hit me all the time, but i was veeery shy and i either couldn’t see it, or i couldn’t pull myself together and have.. balls.. or either bluntly didn’t like them. heh, i was also skinny back then, and very tall.. was even nicknamed ‘eclipse’ once, because when i showed up.. the guys who were 5 seconds earlier skimming their eyes now were like “wow.. no more sun eyes wide open..”
since then i grew up, one thing led to another and now i’m a pretty big guy(1.95/6.4ft & 95kg/200pounds) who practiced bodybuilding a while back in his youth, but he quit because of the school/job offering..(now i’m rather unfit, but in a month or two of practice i could loose up to 15kg).. but i don’t really want to now. me likes pretty little/beautiful/smart/cunning/impulsive girls (shy girls too.. ) :P. i’m not interested in any particular type really, but i’d would like to date rape several asians lol (near impossible to find here, don’t worry)
i’m not looking for LTR.. if she’s nice, feminine, good>very good looking and interested.. she’s my type :P. i won’t say no to an average, if she is interesting, magnetic, has something unique that attracts me. i have to say, here in romania almost 30% girls have a niice body and are very beautiful, 40% same but not so good looking figure as first category, and the rest.. umm well.. are like.. let’s say, the female version of NJM’s beloved ‘jabba’. so i’m used having nice looking women/girls around all time.
i don’t want LTR’s because well.. i can’t date one for long enough to like her after 3-4 months. they all got schizo, wanting LTR, even implying for us to take things further (aka marriage), or moving in with them.. oh well maybe some would have felt flattered, but you guys out there might get where i’m coming from.
i always make my intentions known from the beginning, no ltr, and if they feel good about it, we go for it. it’s not really.. personal.i have other plans, and also i don’t believe in marriage, it’s just a piece of paper, that only makes good things bad.. and worse(IMO). at least here, a common thing is.. after a woman marries she’s like she lived her entire life, and that’s it, makes 1-2-x babies, then becomes lazy, starts to get FAT, and so on. not all, but a very high percentage. marriage it’s almost like russian roulette here, in my opinion at least. another thing i don’t like..most women wear makeup (wich i trully hate).. but only a bunch know how NOT to make themselves repulsive..(yeah, there are here some ugly looking creatures covering the whole face with that creepy powder and act like they are some superwomen.. reality being > poor 19 years old please come and pay for my drink cause i dont have money, i spent it all on make up 
). i believe in honesty, respect, and if she’s (never met.. HER) what i want, then i guess i would feel good about her wanting to have more, and i wouldn’t dihl her like hell when she ‘wants to have a serious conversation about our future’. that, or she has to be rich lol. so far i haven’t cheat on anyone, when i’m in a relation, it’s exclusive, even if it’s ffs. oh and i can be a real ass when i want to, but i really don’t prefer it over diplomacy and common sense. i don’t like violence. never hit anyone unless i had to defend myself. too many men here beat the crap of “their” woman/girl.. so, just call me mr. nice guy 
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i’ve had numerous opportunities ‘in life’ that passed by.. because i was too busy or too focused on something right at that moment. but i’m not sorry for anything, `cause if i did something else, i wouldn’t been here today, having the friends i have, because of some particular circumstances.. i wouldn’t know what i know today.. and i wouldn’t be spamming this forum lol.
what more is to say, i have some problems with my spare time.. busy all the time.. i’m not the club kinda guy, at least lately.
now i’m single and don’t bother much.. screwed around a few milfs and i have to say they knew what they wanted, no comments, no questions asked, exclusive relation both ways, for.. ‘sport’. and i’d really like that kind of relation with the younger but.. can’t do it without casualties, so i’ll stick to milfs for a while.
ok, so.. here i am today, that’s how i am roughly.. i’m trying to change a little, improve myself, be more impulsive, more open, more direct.. have more fun, and maybe discover a new me, new visions of life. people are prone to change.
**i am right now but that can be the ammo/shine/openness/A314 combo applied earlier in the day. hahaa, made my day btw.
24 may 2008
yesterday i finally got my pheros, in a tiny lil` box.. from my good old friend alex, wich now lives in spain. he also referred me here.. i mean, just linked me, and my “WOW instinct” came in making me register in a couple of days and since then.. i’ve read some interesting things here, good and bad.
today i had to wake up early.. gotta go to uni. exams today. the secretary HB8 30ish~ milf.. who is really never happy about anything, always unhappy, yelling at anyone without apparent reason.. wasn’t there today. i’m planning to make her my temporary phero target, i’m planning to cut the the shy guy/respect attitude and go for it, act exactly how i feel, not how i THINK.. i’m too much of a thinker but today.. the shine worked out wonders, i’m a little cold and can’t smell really well but.. made me almost refuse the morning coffee lol. also i noticed some “yummi” looks (rather than dihl) from some hot girls, but they were not alone/single. *hint. major dihl from some guys. intimidated for sure, but i counteracted it fast with a friendly voice and ‘what’s up homie’ attitude.
damn, maybe the instant openness influenced this post ? shoulda sprayed some honesty too lol.
what i have: A314 (half the bottle, the other half alex has it, just wanted to experiment). to go’s: shine, honesty, openness, ammo, Turn Up The Heat. all standard 1x strength.
i’ll go today experiment some more on some friends..
a downhill run has begun for me now.. and don’t know when/if i’ll be able to stop.. i salute ya’ll out there who entertained me in the last ~month..: steveo, tater, data4, z4, idle, zeph, tmoz, nbully, ponderu, denied, phoenix, bosshank, pheraoh, mockingbird, phya, tisha(yummi), ariadne, inkling..njm and more.. but can’t really remember ALL. best forum ever, from what i saw, people are not afraid to say what they think, they are even encouraged to do so, like on othe…].well.. damn, this post is full of every crap came to my mind instantly.. but came to an end. 