Hi everyone,
I’m a 25 year old male from upstate New York. I am originally from Turkey and a Muslim.
I don’t know how I got into this pheromone thing via wandering internet. But, it definitely seems interesting.
Let me tell you even more interesting stuff. Most people at first glance, I suppose have a good reason not to believe such things having drastic impacts on human attitude (But I do, this is why I ordered small potions to try). Now, you might not believe what I will say too, which is subtly related to what you are discussing on this forum.
You might have heard about spiritual practices like the Buddhists and Yogists do. In Islam, there’s also a spiritual branch called sufism in which one tries to find the unity of God by seclusion, remembrance and contemplation.
I also do not exactly remember how I got into this spiritual practice. Let me also tell you that I was a hardcore smart ass positivist (I’m a PhD student) who didn’t believe or hardly believed any spiritual stuff. The dreams and strange scary illusions I had somehow directed me to this path. Through repentance of sins, remembrance of past life and the unity of existence (some will find these expressions meaningless which is far more meaningful to me than anything else now) for some 1 week to 10 days, I rarely (maybe 2 or 3) got out of my apartment, talked very little and mostly spent my time in my room thinking, praying, contemplating, murmuring, etc. I remember sometimes losing my cool. All these happened with utmost intensity and sincerity. The sense of loneliness, the quietness, your eye turning towards your self… Words cannot explain.
I finally got out of my apartment to meet people and the mood I had was again difficult to explain. I thought that everything in the world was completely transient and material things didn’t have any value. Before the practice, I used to overlook some people, even abhor them say because they were mean or ugly. But after, everybody seemed so valuable, so worthy of attention.
I was looking at everybody and everything around as if they were a miracle of creation. When I was in a room or in a cafe, everything talked and every single move seemed as a natural part of a planned action flowing perfectly and my sense of seeing a whole scene in details greatly improved. And, it was annoying that other people were completely oblivious of what I was experiencing which I considered the only valuable thing in those days. They seemed busy with life. And, that was it.
My facial expressions, the looks in my eyes changed as my friends told me so. (eg, I was smiling, but not in a pretentious, sexy or sexual manner, in the manner I have explained above). You will not believe me now. It didn’t happen on everyone. But, I strongly sensed that some people looked at me in a strange awe, affection and love. Besides, the two cashier girls in a nearby store I regularly go, started to have real warm conversations with me. I do not know their intentions, but they acted as if I were their close friends for long time. One of them might also be interested in me.
This mood lasted for 2 days as I remember. And, I have lost this sense now. Because, I needed to practice continuously. But I have learned that practicing this sort of stuff without supervision is extremely dangerous. So, I gave it up and got back to life.
Now, spiritual realm (one either believes or not, I do) has nothing to do with the tangible, concrete pheromones which is the topic of this forum. I never thought that I would lean on pseudoscience, but it is not difficult for me now to believe that one can achieve to produce these sorts of effects (produce pheromones say) by rigorous training. I don’t know how they work. But, I have actually witnessed that if you “really, deeply, intensely” feel something and take control of your spirit and stay concentrated, people tend to see and treat you in a different way. True or not, but pheromones might be producing different sorts of effects you talk about on this forum directly. (Apparently, they do not produce the mood I had, though) I won’t go into the scary tales of how a person can do weird and bad things to somebody else without physical intervention, just through spiritual practice. (You are right, most of my friends also wouldn’t believe that I believe these sort of stuff now, but I do).
As the bottom line, I would suggest everyone to act responsibly and not to overdose these things as I have read some insane stuff from the forum (some scary, some really weird). I believe that abusing this thing is plainly unethical and might even become serving evil.
What if I see these pheromones really work? Taking this assumption, I am extremely cautious now, and I feel a little bit guilty. I ordered stuff to feel joyous and attract people to me, especially women (IS, IMF, Ammo small bottles).
Have you ever experienced any side effects of these products? Any of them… Does it happen that the person using them might go astray and make everything seem like a game in his life? I’m scared.
Thanks
