New Mission in my College LIFE: Increase my status with attractive women especially, and be congruent with A314 and use it to see how it affects attracting other girls.
One situation (taken from my journal):
Dosage :
- 1 drop A314 applied to neck and slight to chin for self effects.
- 3 drops IH : neck, elbow (biceps), wrist.
- 1 drop A1 neck. (Might have been too strong)
Okay, big day. I was supposed to talk to a friend tell her I still have feelings for her but I don’t have time for a relationship. (keep in mind she supposedly never had feelings for anyone) I’ve told her a year ago I had feelings she said, well I don’t have feelings for you yet I’m the closest to you to sum it all up.
Okay, so I told her exactly that I need to work on myself and I need to get my things straightened up. I “admit I have feelings for you but let’s just be friends because I have to sort some things out”… She thought I was saying that because she has a tendency to stop talking once she finds out someone has feelings for her or atleast she thought I thought that. She concluded: I’m never going to have anything against you and I’m not going to stop talking because you have feelings for me. I know that’s how you feel, I don’t want to tell you to wait, I don’t know what type of guy I want. The Instant Honesty kicked in! Before, about a year ago, it was all about the fact that she never had feelings for anyone and so forth. Finally admits she doesn’t know what type of guy she wants.
In the end she had to go to work so she said call me if you want to talk about this more, because I know she was expecting something else.
The whole day, I went to just shoot hoops with a friend of mine. Alot of people came in (asian). They did not say much, but they started shooting around once they asked us, we let them. The entire time, I felt respected. They did not say much, yet respected. Giving the ball if I make it in, right away.
The group definitely seemed to have raised their respect level as I ran into them yesterday when I was just shooting around with a friend of mine. Not the same reaction yesterday night as when I had a314 on.