A314 P90 revision 24
Let me start off by saying I’m a sincere sentimentalist at heart although I try very hard not to wear my heart on my sleeve. My emotionality brings me much joy yet lots of turmoil as well. I’m a very soft looking guy with skinny arms. My eyes give off such a sense of innocence and kindness its hard to get people to acknowledge my masculinity at times. I say all this because all pheromones/ signatures to a certain degree are dependent on a persons body chemistry with them. I infer this from the fact that what works well for a person can be so in common with other users at times yet in many other cases it seems the optimal “Campaign Slogan” (coined from RADMAN for good measure) are worlds apart. When used in the right state of mind and the right context over a period of time A314 is a self actualization epitome. It is the “AHA” that resonates with your mind that a mere self help book only hopes to foolishly emulate.
I get this sense of familiarity around people when I use it. The key theme to this is when I’ve known or casually been around the person long enough.
Nurse- I usually do walk-ins at this particular doctors office and interesting enough she had me sit in one of the waiting rooms even though there were 2-3 other patients on the chart that should have took precedence over me. Now its hard to gauge to anything with her because this woman loves me in the sense that I seem like the perfect gentlemen to her. She asked me how I was and I told her I was wonderful even though I wasn’t sure of that myself. She remarked that she was glad that I was wonderful and for the very first time as I walked in she patted me on the shoulder in a very convincingly caring way. I sat down and she asked me what was I seeing the doctor for and I remarked I got some pimples to deal with. After that I began to toss my tennis ball again and she asked if I play tennis. I told her I’m just practicing my toss for when I play. Then she warmly said “Good for you”. I didn’t think much of it at the time until I tested it more but I always seem to get this encouraging comfortable familial vibe, which is very consistent theme
Doctor Rockley- When I visited the doctor the other day we started my check with my personal evaluation as to what was wrong with me. I clearly stated my case and we went on with treatment. He normally tries to conversate during each idol interval. When he asked me what I had been doing I just remarked that I came back from vacation. Somehow after I told him where I had been he went on a conversational frenzy. He started to talk about where he had been in Tennessee with his family as his kid entered a chess tournament up there and they were visiting Nashville and Graceland at the same time. I poked a few questions about his son in terms of how he ended up playing and how he learned. My doctor went on and one and on saying he took a test he went to this center to learn. Honestly my appointment ended up being 20-25 minutes with the doctor while he had 2 others in rooms and 4 in the outer waiting area. I know lots of parents are proud of their kids but for a doctor to get so engrossed in conversation and talk to me almost like family just seemed really out of whack to me.
Belinda – When I went to walgreens to pick up my prescription I had interesting surprise. Belinda a older lady I had been working with was serving me with the item already at hand. She wasn’t someone very communicative with me while I worked there yet the interaction went like this. She was all cheerful and smiley asking me whats new. I go ahead and tell her that nothings new. She asks me about school and I tell her yes schools fine. The thing that happens is that she says to me “Well school is fine. But your not fine,” in a charmingly witty way of separating the two. I could tell she was trying to cheer me up. Its hard to convey but she was out of character with the way she treated me that day.
Fulani - When I went to walgreens Fulani was her usual self and I got down to business explaining to her I wanted to know if I still had refills for nizoral shampoo. She looked it up promptly and I went on my way. When I came back an hour later though I could see her take my pick-up out and put it on the counter. Right before she went over to the drive thru window she told me “Richard, just a minute..” when she rang me up herself she told me that I had to do something so I lent my ear looking at her highlighting the receipt telling me that I need to give them all 9’s so that they can get the points for the whole feedback thing. I told her I’d do it personally for her and when I looked up she was giddy and smiley for a moment. The weird part was that she knows me and knows that I’ve worked around her a lot and I know they have to multitask and I don’t mind waiting. She kinda treated me like a urgent customer even though in normal cases I don’t usually get that sort of urgency.
Worker from Costco – I was going to Costco to get a replacement membership card. I was looking up at a sign and right as I turned around to go to the counter there he was. This guy met me roughly 8-10 years ago when I bought my first VAIO desktop, which was one of the first to have a DVD writer. Anyway He was really happy happy to see me clasping my shoulder for a bit initiating a fist to fist greeting with me. He asked me how things were going and I just told him plainly I was going to school. This wholeheartedly ignited a mentor thing from within him as he was telling me how to choose my classes so that I’ll have a good GPA and be well on my way. What he said made sense so I wasn’t put off by his advice. He even elaborated on his why kids end up doing bad from overworking themselves and that his experience in college was easier due to this route that he employed. All I can say is I got a ghetto hug/handshake sort of thing at the end and I can honestly say I felt like my personal space was being invaded as we weren’t even 1.5 feet apart.
Old classmate from school - Went to buy some replacement grass for the front lawn in the morning. When I got there and parked someone came out rather promptly to greet me and take care of me. Strangely enough this girl recognized me and kinda looked at me strangely because she said out loud that she knows me from somewhere. She wanted me to obviously finish the association, which I was aware of and simply stated we used to go to school together. We went out there to take a quick look. She asked me if this is what I was looking for and if it resembled my grass out front. I told her yes and that it would be fine. She tried to joke with from the very start trying to insinuate the fact that this is her job and I shouldn’t hold it against her and I tried alleviate her worries saying a job is a job and I got nothing on you. We walked back where she decided to try to start a conversation with me asking me what I do with myself now. I told her very plainly that I was majoring in accounting at the local college. I proceeded to ask her what she was doing herself and she replied she was doing zoology. I said to her that she must like animals then and she replied yeah shes that crazy animal loving lady. It almost sounded like a silly insult towards herself but it seems like she either wanted to break the ice or make me laugh. As we proceeded inside to pay She told me she used to work with animals on flamingo rd. I inquisitively asked her how she came to working here. She told me she moved down to the everglades and she didn’t for some reason want to move back in with her parents so apparently she had to get this job instead of continuing on there. She told me she always wants to experience new things and that she doesn’t want to ever go backwards. Oddly enough she sought my understanding fishing around to see if what she was saying made any sense to me. She was easy to identify with and I conveyed that understanding to her. As I was leaving she told me that the workers outside will help me load the sod into the car for me but as soon as I was about to turn to leave she left her computer/register saying that she might as well go help me since shes just at the computer not doing anything. So we go back towards my car and She just rambles on saying how she likes working along aside the botanists here and that animals and plants need each other and she wanted to see once again if I was on the same page with her and reiterated her notion in my own words to show her I was listening and actually enjoyed what she was saying. Even as I got in my car and started to back up I could see her fixing her clothes and hair in a hurry before she gave me the full stop. She helped me put the sod in the car and I bid her farewell and thanks for helping me out.
Throughout this encounter she was somewhat nervous yet quite sincere in her pleasantness. I could tell in her own way she was flirting with me trying to garner my attention. Her seeking my approval felt like she was genuinely interested in me and deciding to help me last second showed she didn’t want to leave my side and that she didn’t want our interaction to end.
Subtle Empathy was another quality I found through my interactions.
My mother – I decided to use my mother as a test subject because I know her better than anyone and she responds the best to masculine authoritative signatures like A314. Simply put my mother is highly critical kind and she seldom shows the physical/ social warmth that other mothers exhibit. Her Sun sign is Capricorn so her coldness and very practical attitude towards everything is kind of expected when you know her like I do. When I wear REV24 around her as I’ve done frequently her inner girl comes out more. Normally when I complain or talk about my concerns shes always critical of me telling me to stop being a baby and if that’s the way I see things then I should go live under the bridge. She confides in me more when I wear this and has more of a emphatic understanding with me as she actually listens to my worries more fully because after listening to me she illustrates why she realizes that my situation is difficult and then she goes on to telling a personal narrative to reinforce that what I’ve felt or how I’ve reacted shes done in the past as well. You may say that a mother does this anyway but my mother is Tough Shit. Her emotionality is made of steel and even when she should be extremely exhausted after working a night shift into morning into a evening shift only then to come home it doesn’t show on her at all.
Calm/mellow are very typical self effects at least during the first 1-3 hours. Using hilarity to laugh it off things – I had one incidence that in normal incidences would just tick me off. I went to the local Hess gas station to buy some routine gas. I got out of the car after pressing the gas switch on my way to doing the gas drill. As I look at the credit card swiper I realize that there is a piece of tape around the opening. I thought I would get frustrated a little but it didn’t bother me. I drove around to the other side as a preventative measure so I wouldn’t end up with another pump that was Out of Order. So I get there get park once again and I swipe the card in the swiper. I turn to look at the screen and what do you know the screen doesn’t even work. To be honest at this point I would have become very annoyed and mad at this point normally. I walked down to the pump right next to the one I parked at and found that one worked. As I got in the car to turn on the car for a second time to back up next to the other pump I couldn’t help but laugh at the craziness of this situation. Even as I left I thought Perhaps I would tell myself that I would never come back to this gas station again but oddly enough no complaints from me and I’m a real complainer at times.
Another remarkable situation that I took in total calmness was when I went back to school to sell my books. Long story short they gave me 135 dollars for my books.
Originally my 3 books cost 110, 150, 100. That was a total of 360 dollars and they told me my last book was the old edition so they didnt buy it even though I had just bought it for summer semester… Somehow I came out of there very happy and joyful although I don’t know why ecause I know 135 dollars isnt a lot of money because after buying some groceries and gas and 2 precriptions on different days all that money was gone and that was in 8-10 days.
A314 Lite – I don’t notice a big reflection of the body language I exhibit with the Regular A314. My Countenance with REV24 is slightly relaxed but other than that I feel like the regular old me absent of mone superpowers. The bite of A314 is overshadowed – I don’t get that sense of respect or enamor from people. Even with Edge or MX297 for example I can get major respect hits offhandedly even without congruence assimilation. REV24 feels stripped to the barebone in this department.
It isn’t a definite disposition in every situation but REV24 has the potential to catalyze my emotionality. When I say this I don’t mean that that it acts as an emotional intensifier such as P79. For some time I’ve suspected some molecules to act as emotional enablers of sorts but I can’t begin to fathom why or exactly how. It lets me “feel” because I’ve realized after my after my father passed away years ago now that my self defense mechanism ultimately became (or maybe it always has been) to hide from my own emotions. Obviously you can discern from that that I’m one of those “bottled up” types. MX297 also has this emotionality wakening effect with me as well.
I used to perceive it as simply one of the molecules in the mix “making” me beta but I realize now that the notion is a premature generalization. The reason I defend MX297/REV24 in terms of that aspect is because I’ve had parallel results which are opposite in extremes to one of tisha’s posts. Tisha remarked quite funnily at the end of her post something like “I wore instant shine to a funeral and noone was happy” remarking with “What the hell do you expect”. My parallel to that is that after hearing about all these new items coming into stock and old putatives rearing their heads once again with Jasmin’s cho cho train climbing to wonderfully great heights I wore 25 mcgs of TAH around my neck. I can’t say I was ecstatic with the whole AD thing although that’s not to say I wasn’t very excited for other users and myself. I went for a walk and after about 12-15 minutes of my hour walk the TAH did take hold. I noticed my body language totally slouch on me as I did hang my head quite a bit, put my hands in my pockets as if to shield myself from something. Heres the thing though. The TAH did bog down my personality. But it didn’t make me sad necessarily. Just like how Instant shine can’t make a sad person happy its my view that TAH can’t necessarily make you sad either. As said before by many people pheromones don’t make anyone anything they themselves bring their own presence to fruition or failure.
Anything I’ve said was used as personal devices to help illustrate my perception through various uses of A314 P90 version.
Last notes – I can’t say REV24 is a absolute winner for me but I think it befitting for a person whom is more intimidating/standoffish. The idea of androsterone isn’t alpha primarily. The way it is steered in A314 is that of a fatherly provider with leadership qualities. Androstenone obviously on the other hand really symbolizes male/physical/sexual prowess with definite forwardness/ aggressiveness built in for good measure. But with REV24 having P90 in there it doesn’t add communicative qualities, to me it steers communication in a more collaborative manner where sharing ideas whether demonstrative/negative/positive are completely okay and there is no partialness or criticism no matter what stance they come from. P90 doesn’t seem to add any real status to A314 in my eyes although people seem to have a sincere respect for things I say rather than hearing it plainly and being dismissive. To put it in the fewest words possible A314 P90 overall made people more active listeners while in my company. In terms of me I feel very much pacified in my personality when I wear this so qualms in my mind at least don’t take on a life of their own.
Weird Instances with A314 P90 just for fun – When I went to eat Cuban food with my mother the other day and the meal was fine but when the guy came back and inquired about dessert or coffee I told him I wanted Cuban Coffee making stern eye contact with him. He had the audacity to ask me if I wanted sugar in it. I dunno about you but in all the times I’ve ordered Cuban Coffee I’ve never been asked that and I know its meant to have a good amount of sugar in it.
Also I went to Footlocker and I decided to browse the Jordan’s for a while as I love buying Kicks although the models now just don’t seem to have that same flare they used to. I was browsing for quite a while and this is after having 2 guys ask me if I need anything. I was attempting to leave as turned around to exit the store and this girl stopped me as she kept calling to me until I turned around to face her. She asked me if I needed help. I told her I didn’t. She asked me if I was sure and I nodded and told her I was sure. She then asked me if I was really sure. I proceeded to repeat the previous action. Then she asked me if I was positive. I told her I was positive. Finally I left. I don’t know what was up with this girl even if she had been the manager.
Before I sold my books I was walking in at a fair pace as I wanted to get this over with. I didn’t notice but there was this guy standing in my way and I bumped into him with my shoulder. Obviously the kid was taken aback but more so than that he was offended and he looked at me with resentment hoping that I would cower away in fear. As it went on I wasn’t even slightly intimidated by him or his stupid glare. We had a staring contest but he ended up silently turning around and excusing himself. I just wanted the bitch to move out of the way so I could freagging pass.
Anyway I’m not trying to insinuate or press for anything. I know theres a reason they chose specific people to test the A314 revisions.