A314 = Reality Check

This is going to be a bit of a different report today.

2xA314, 1xAmmo, 1xIS, 1xIO

Today was my first day of using the oil version, the weather was mainly rain, wind, rain but warm.

After reading several forum posts from other members regarding the effects of A314, I decided not to really pay attention to hits or self-effect, I had no idea what was going to happen. Instead I decided just to focus on being in the present and going with the flow.

By not focusing on the hits, instead I noticed something more profound. I felt I could sense peoples vibe, confidence levels(and fake bravado) even more clearly than before. I did not realise how many people there truly are who have low confidence(bit of generalisation as I do not know what else people are going through today or what is on their minds). Even with the very attractive women from a distance I could sense a slight shyness, and as if something is on their minds.

The biggest profound thing that occurred was the self-realisation that I was so far removed from the ideals of an alpha individual. I thought I was about average but I now felt like somewhere in the gutter. This was more like a deep understanding that I had no one to blame, or excuses. All the sum total of where I am today(not good) is because of me. I did not feel like god like some people have with A314, I felt more human, a human with a lot of mistakes.

Right now it feels like there is a conflict happening within me, on one side I know that I can do and become extraordinary things, one the other side and consequences of my past actions pushing me down.

This has probably being brewing within me for a while, but it seems A314 has made it more visible.

I wonder what will happen tomorrow with A314?

Great way to start the journal. Excellent observation skills. I already voted for TOTW, but this deserves it too, so I’m voting for you.

Did you happen to read the post in the A314 section about how it works? Might want to check it out :wink:

Thanks Steve. Yes I had read a few posts about A314, as I understand it the best analysis usually comes after reflection at the end of the day. Trying not to overload my mind with to much information which may get me over thinking, trying to get as much raw experiences down then figure it out.

keep you guys updated soon.

Classic Mix 2xAmmo and 2xA314 with no reapplication through the day.

Location was at work in a retail environment dealing with a different range of customers.

Let me keep this short and to the point, with this combo you really need to be congruent and with it 100%.

Let me explain, in the morning when I was more focused and alert, interactions went through smoothly, but as the day went on and the more tired I became I noticed a few bumps.

The moment that I let any small self doubt or negative feeling come across my mind the people I interacted with become more aggressive or just simply more indifferent with me. The moment I took more control of my thoughts and of my behaviour their reactions also mirrored for the better.

So in conclusion with this combo you cannot let your guard down at all, be there or be gone.

A few other bits of things I have noticed, I seem to be a bit clumsy for some reason when I wear mones.
Also I seem to be attracted to more older women then normal.

Its a growing process. As you become more self-aware you become more incongruous and therefore people push back. However stay the course and develop that maturity to handle your inequities and thus overcome them. Remember its not the pheromones you need to become congruent with, they are merely a tool you can either use to your advantage or not, its you that has to be congruent with you.

I know a lot of members don’t quite get it when I mention that. How can a person not be congruent with themselves and the answer is ever present in life. First you must define what you want to be, what path you take. What is exactly at the end? Now that you have that defined you must understand and accept that the journey itself will shape your end, so your definition ever changes with each step you take. You mold yourself into the perfect definition, much like the snowball picking it bits and pieces along the way. At the end you will notice that, if you did it right, when you peal away all the layers the core values of your definition will still very much be intact.

Your core values will never change if they are the right core values. They can only grow stronger and as you grow stronger so will the world you shape.

I’ve noticed this too. Basically, with the “dosages” of pheros you’ve put on, and A314 is a powerful mixture…it sort of dopes you out, (especially if you are new to this)..makes you sort of tipsy. This would be a self-effect.

This is an interesting report, so you think this mixture amplified or broadcasted your inner thoughts or insecurities out to other people? Did this occur without wearing mones? I think, maybe, how you present yourself to people, they will mirror with you, with or without the mones?

The only thing that makes sence so far is that you felt a bit of a stupor with that stuff on, but from what I tell, people treated you based on how you came across and this normal.

This shows that the products don’t act like a holographic broadcast of yourself that deletes self-doubt or insecurity and just broadcasts confidence and power…which was something I thought it would do, in a mental sence.

I’m very stressed out and frustrated states of being these days, have been for over a year. This could be one of the reasons why I am not getting super results like some people seem too.
Having a consistent positive momentum to be congruent is challenging for me, it takes a lot of effort. If I had started using this stuff a few years a go, when I was already feeling top of the world I maybe of been in a different place in life now.

I’m avoiding using mones as a quick fix, there are a lot more challenges that need to be dealt with in the long term.

So yes young skywalker, I find these challenges, the impact they have a distraction from what maybe I am truly capable of being and doing.

I am finding mones as a bespoke 3 piece suit that you wear when you are ready to mark your name in this world, like at the end of Casino Royale when Bond is suited and says his famous name assuredly. Right now I feel like the beginning of the film, where I am getting the shit kicked out of me.

Ok, going to take a few days of mones. Need to get my mind refocused.

You’re right about mones not being a fix. They are an enhancement to yourself. Great observation