Results Inconclusive…Further Testing Required
The Mix:
1 IJ
1 TUTH
1 A314
Read good things about this mix from several people of this forum so I wanted to try it out. My first Instant Jerk trial!
Overall Effectiveness: Average (3 out of 5)…but probably could’ve been better for reasons stated below.
Self Effects: Not really sure. IJ at first gave me a burst of energy, made me feel like I could take over the world. Kind of like what people on cocaine say they feel like (but probably not as strong).
However, about 1-2 hours in I started to feel like I was coming down. This may or may not be a result of the mones. It has been a long day so I just may be tired…who knows. Only further testing will tell.
Effects on Others: Had a couple of weak hits today but I think that may be a result of my attitude and state of mind.
I rolled out to a local bar just to hang out and test out IJ. I walk in and have a seat and this bartender that I have been flirting with on and off for a few weeks comes over and says hi. She’s very nice and sweet as usual but also tells me that I’m looking good today. This is a first, she’s never done that before. Not that big a deal though and it doesn’t escalate beyond that point.
The next hour or so passes uneventfully. I open this one blonde and have a good conversation with her but find out that she is bisexual and currently dating another girl. There is sexual chemistry between us but despite my best efforts I can’t take it any further. Could just be that she is really into her relationship, who knows. Maybe I’m expecting too much from the mones.
At this point my state starts to crash. I start feeling bored and tired. Like I said, I had a long day earlier so this could be a result of that and not the mones…I’m not sure. I talk to a few more people but I’m not really feeling it so I decide to leave.
I’m at the bar paying my tab when this waitress who has a crush on me (but unfortunately I don’t find her attractive) comes up to the bar while talking to one of her girlfriends. The past few times I’ve been here she’s basically ignored me after hitting on me once and finding me unresponsive. Today she actually said hi to me and tried to hit on me again. This may be a hit (since she’s been ignoring me lately) but then again I know she already likes me so I’m not really sure.
Her friend (who happened to be cute…dammit!) turned around, gave me a quick hi, then shyly looked away. Normally this is all I would need to pursue the conversation but since I was feeling like shit I didn’t. The waitress then leaves and her cute friend hangs around for a few more minutes. Could be hovering, waiting for me to talk to her. I should’ve at least tried but I gave myself the excuse that since she was friends with the waitress I didn’t want to rock the boat since this is a semi-regular spot I go to. I probably should have just gone for it. I’m kicking myself now for bitching out.
Final Thoughts:
I’m more disappointed in myself than in the mix. I feel like the mix could have been good but I was basically working against it with my bad attitude. The funny thing is I don’t really care that much that I had a shit night…I’m more pissed that I couldn’t get a good reading on how good the mix is…lol.
I still feel that IJ and this mix has potential. Thinking back on it now it seems like I had more hits than I usually would on a night when I’m not feeling that great. Usually a bad attitude will just ghost you and the fact that I had some hits at all is probably a good sign. However most of the hits I got were from girls who already had some level of attraction to me pre-mones so I don’t know. Results inconclusive I guess.
Well 4th of July weekend is coming up here in the states and I have plenty of things planned for these next few days. I’ll definitely try more IJ mixes. I was worried the IJ would put people off or get me into trouble but there hasn’t even been a whiff of that effect so it makes me feel a little more confident in trying it out.