Xocide's Daily Life

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Hello everyone! I have been browsing these forums for a while now, reading and wondering about the effects of mones. I have been skeptical for a while now, never really posting, just reading. I finally decided to give mones a shot. And all I got to say is… I LOVE THEM!!! Just from smelling the stuff when I first got it, instantly put me in an upbeat mood! So much so that I am gona spend the time each day to post my results in this journal. I am quite new to this, so please give advice and mixing combo’s to try that may help me :slight_smile: Thanks, and so we go into my new life with mones!

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  • The purpose of this journal is to look of the effects of mones while smoking.

Day 1 (Oct 13, 2001):

Useing–
2pm:
1 shot IS + IO to neck.
2 shots Ammo to chest.
1 shot IH to wrists, rubbed down inner forearm.

9:00pm:
2 shots of TuTH to chest when I went out to the bar.
1 Shot IO to neck.

Effects Expected–
Set #1 - 2pm: The mix of the AMMO with the IS will increase the Attention I receive, while still giving off a sexual feel. Mixed with the IO, which will most likely increase the laxness of the conversations I have, with the IH making the convo’s a little more personal. The socials most likely will over shadow the sexy feel of the AMMO and bring about more of a silly feeling with myself and those around me. Overall I believe this would be more of a enjoyable night shooting the shit and telling funny and bazaar stories from our lives kind of feel.

Set #2 - 9pm:
With the effects of Set #1 wearing off and the addition of 2 shots of TuTH, and 1 shot of IO I feel that I will still be giving off a feeling of being outgoing. However I will also be giving off a feeling of sexiness and youth.

Overall feel: Young sexy guy who is really outgoing.

Results–
Feel amazing, Like I’m high off life. Very good mood. Don’t care what I say, I’m gona say it and people are gona are gona enjoy my company.
I often times feel like this prior to using mones, but that was maybe 1-3 times a year. Have a little bit of a head buzz, almost like I’m on adderol…
(I have a prescription) Love the smell! Later had two friends stop by. Many laughs, and quite a few awkward story’s were told. Definitely saw a difference with their personality’s; they were much more open in the way they talked, and got along better than normal. Definitely gonna use Set #1 again when hanging with friends.

At the bar I had a number of hits. Also had a tall brunette starring at me for a couple of minutes. She Wouldn’t even look away when our eyes met. Had a friend of the brunette strike up a conversation with me about how the bartenders were rude, and she bumped into me twice intimating them, we had a few laughs. Danced with the brunette later on in the night, but was pretty hammered so I completely forgot her name :C Hopefully I’ll see her again.

Side Notes–
Definitely gonna use Set #1 again when hanging with friends. Need to work on a better Bar/club set. Working on: Sexy guy who can handle himself well, outgoing, and I don’t wana let him go tonight!

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Day 2 (Oct 14, 2011)

Using–
7pm:
2 Drops a314 to behind ears / inside elbows (dab of left over under nose).
2 Shots IS to neck.
1 Shot AMMO Chest.

Effects Expected–
A314 puts you in the alpha male status, while IS wraps it all up, making you look look like the man who is to be viewed at a distance, honored by men and dreamed about by women. The addition of the AMMO will most likely add to the sexy male vibe, in a light way. Making women want you all the more.

Overall Results: Sexy boss!

Results–
I didn’t have them on for most of today, mainly just because I wasn’t planning on going out or seeing too many people. I decided to test out a314 tonight at a little party down stairs. Kind of got a weird response. At the beginning people welcomed me, and we chatted but eventually people stopped looking at me when they were talking. I wasn’t invisible, but both guys and girls were looking at me but when I looked towards them, they quickly looked else ware (quick head jerk). Almost as if I was their boss from their job or something and I wasn’t invited to the party but showed up anyway.

Or It could possibly have been a profound respect (and maybe a little fear or judgement?).

Day Summery–
Nothing good enough to say. Mix needs to be tested more.

Side Notes–
Gona test this mix during work, see how it effects people in that environment (won’t be till Christmas time).

Not gona be using any tomorrow or Sunday most likely. Depends if plans change.

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Day 4 (Oct 16, 2011)

Took the day off.

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Day 5 (Oct 17, 2011)

Useing–
10am:
2 Sprays IS to neck / 1 spray to wrists rubbed in. (Reapply 1 spray to wrists: 12:30 - Was working with photo chemicals, reapplied after washing hands / arms.)

2 Sprays Ammo to chest.

Effects Expected–
For the most part AMMO boosts confidence, and has some sex appeal, while IS gives off a clean healthy man feel.

What I’m expecting with this combo would be increased “held” eye contact, along with increased numbers of girls trying to sneak a peek at me / whiff of the cologne.

Results–

Today was good, woke up at 9, took a shower and got ready for class; spraying the mones around 10. Felt really upbeat, in a good mood with both my life and my looks.

Hit #1: Met (M) downstairs before heading to class. Complemented me on how good I looked today in a tight shirt.

Hit #2: Car ride to school- (M) complemented on how good I smelled after I told her I was a cologne tester :stuck_out_tongue:

Hit #3: (M) sat close to me in class (normally does) but she was leaning on her hand, face and chest facing me. Saw her look me over a few times up and down.

Hit #4: (M) complemented me again on how good I smelled in the photo lab. Another girl (X1) leaned over and did a deep inhale, when I looked at her she pretended to be in the process of a yawn.

Hit #5: (X1) Stood very close to me while working with the developer. My hand was practically touching her ass most of the time.

Hit #6: Me and (M) met up with (E), I was quiet for most of this meeting, but once I started talking to (E) she began to play with her hair some.

Hit #7-9: Walked to class, had 3 chicks look me up and down, eyes met and they looked away.

Hit #10: Separated this one from 7-9, much more apparent. Still walking to class. A cute blond was walking towards me, we held eye contact for about three seconds and gave me a big smile as we passed.

Hit #11: Had a cutie looking at me for a while in my design class. When I looked at her she looked away, smiled and blushed a little. (Yeah I caught you! ;P)

Day Summery–

Over all Better day than I thought it would be. I’m not 100% sure if all those were hits. Prior to useing mones I never really looked out for signs like these, so I can’t compare past to present. I’m hoping tomorrow will be just as good, but I don’t have as many classes so most likely not.

Side Notes–
I was going to start off fallowing Steve’s guide by only using IS for the next few weeks, however I found out that you can’t really OD on Social Mones. SO! I’m going to be testing this layering for the next 3 days and then bumping it up to 3 sprays of AMMO next week, with the same amount of IS.

(X#) = Random girls I do not know.

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Great post!!!
2 shots of ammo and 2 of IS is one of my favorite combos.
The confidence boost could have also been a bit of the shine.
It’s amazing what you notice once you start paying attention.
I would say most of them are hits and the blonde that past in the hall probably didn’t get a whiff until she passed you.
Anywhoo great start and don’t worry about it you got plenty of time to individually test them.

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Thanks for the response. I’m surprised at how much I’ve missed! I’m a full on believer of mones now! I can’t wait to see future results :smiley: And like you said “and the blonde that past in the hall probably didn’t get a whiff until she passed you.” Which makes it all the better! Means I didn’t need the mones to get her attention :stuck_out_tongue: Can’t wait to see tomorrow’s reactions!

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Day 6 (Oct 18, 2011)

Temp–
**L:**50 **H:**60 - Rain and windy.

Useing–
10am:
2 Sprays IS to neck / 1 spray to wrists rubbed in.

2 Sprays Ammo to chest.

1 Spray mx297 to neck (Why? Idk, little bit of a fog this morning I suppose).

Effects Expected–
See: Xocide's Daily Life - #5 by Xocide

Results–
Again up at 9, showered and put on the mones around 10. Today was a little weird, I haven’t slept the best the past few nights (around 3 hours each night) and I think my exhaustion Is hitting me :confused: I sprayed on some MX297 with the thought of “It will make my signature more playful”. As to why I decided to do this is beyond me, I don’t wana start off seeming playful, I wana go for the sexy man that chicks want. But as for the hits today I have no clue, maybe one or two that I noticed… Too much of a fog between my mental awareness due to Adderol, and my physical exhaustion due to lack of sleep. Hopefully tonight I will have gotten more sleep, and be able to be more aware of my surroundings tomorrow.

Hit #1: (X3) opened a door for me and gave me a cute smile.

Day Summery–
Overall “Meph” Not even close to being as good as yesterday. I’m not gona be using MX297 again, least not till I understand what the effects are better / when I switch to a different combo of mones.

Side Notes–
Noticed that the Personal effects of AMMO ware off a few hours in when I spray it on my chest. Next week when I do 3 sprays of AMMO I’ll most likely do 2 sprays to chest and 1 under the chin. What I have problems the most with is being outgoing, Ammo definitely helps at the start, but after a while I go back to my normal quiet self. This is a major “No no” because when I am like this I avoid eye contact in general, let alone look around to see if I’m getting hits. Maybe some IO would help? Might add some of that tomorrow. I had good results with that last Thursday.

(X#) = Random girls I do not know.

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IO would be good for bubbling up forth the gabbin’… I’ve felt that it get’s me too much into puppy dog land… following others and looking for their acceptance, by the quantity of talk that I push up.
A314 oil would be a better product to sit up straight and face others… IMO…

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Hmm… Ight I’ll give a314 a try. I’ve just been warry of this mone. I have a bottle, except I don’t want to push people away with it. I’ll eventually get to using a314, most likely after I find the right amount for AMMO (working on that now). Thing is though, how do I know if I’ve OD on a314? Since it gives off the “Superior Alpha male” vibe; I’m guessing I should be looking to see if people listen to me more intently, and agree with what I say more? When i OD, will i see an increase of hostility / disrespect towards me?

It just hit me, I only used 2 sprays of IS today, and never reapplied.

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The combos possible are insane… but, getting going with AMMO is a great place to start. Have you gotten any lift in mood with IS? Self effects with it?

IS is another one that can be beneficial in self effects, initially. That is, it’ll still affect you in a positive way for several months, hopefully. IS will give me a bump in confidence to look others in the eye and just smile and enjoy there company… and if they don’t reciprocate… it’s their loss… :stuck_out_tongue:

A314 can be a bit serious, especially with younger people… mid 20s and younger, I’d say. An OD is an Other than Desired response from others… if you’re Desired response with A314 is Respect and Attention… with an OD of the stuff you’ll very likely be Ignored… I’ve seen this along with ‘testing’ of my position when wearing copious amounts in the +7 drops of the stuff.

IS be is great in large amounts as well… myself, I like 5+ of the 2x strength! :smiley:

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On the first day I used 3 sprays of IS with 2 sprays of Ammo, and I definitely felt more upbeat, I had 10 Hits that day. I was constantly on the lookout for em. I also wasn’t afraid of direct eye contact with chicks. I’ll do 4 sprays tomorrow with 2 sprays AMMO and let you know the self effects.

What do you mean by this? After a while you become immune to the effects?

The thing is though, I thought a314 made people less likely to approach you. Or does it make people more willing to listen to you, and let you take the lead?

What types of effects do you get from this?

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What do you mean by this? After a while you become immune to the effects?

Yes… this is normally the case. I’ve seen that gradually, you become accustomed to the chemical signal. Some have minimized this by taking some off time from mones, from a few days to longer. But, this is in self effects primarily as you’re continually in your mone cloud but others come in and out of it, so effects on others does not have the same ‘immune’ effect.

I thought a314 made people less likely to approach you. Or does it make people more willing to listen to you, and let you take the lead?

A314 is a bit more complex in how others view you. If you have a natural tendency to be the leader… then, it’s an easier fit and will accent easily that Leader Of Men and command attention vibe. Some that are on the shy side of the personality spectrum may become uncomfortable to approach you, mostly because of the higher value they peg on you with A314. If you’re naturally shy, then, you need to work a bit more on being in harmony with the Leader of Men vibe that it puts out. So, if others that’ve known you for a while see this ‘new’ aura/signal about you, you will likely get ‘tested’ to this ‘new’ signal… if it is ACTUALLY you… You’ll need to be ready to respond in a commanding/leader/confident manner.

The more you pass these ‘tests’, the more likely those around you will see the NEW you as the Normal You… Now, more willing to listen to you and Want You to take the lead.

What types of effects do you get from this?

IShine, copious amounts of it, get’s me on a happy trip. Others are Glad to be around me and I find myself just unwinding completely with it on. Now, I sometimes will get a ‘crash’ after about 4 to 6 hours of this and will want to just mellow out and relax… When I’ve felt this ‘crash’ I like to take a nap… :slight_smile: It’s not a bad feeling, just not comfortable. If you’ve had a caffeine ‘crash’, you have an idea on this IShine ‘crash’… :smiley:

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Day 7 (Oct 19, 2011)

Temp–
**L:**50 **H:**60 - Rain and windy.

Useing–
10am:
2 Sprays IS to neck / 2 spray to wrists rubbed in.

2 Sprays Ammo to chest.

Effects Expected–
See: Xocide’s Daily Life.

Results–
Felt better today, somewhat at least, up at 9, shower, spray at 10. Got a nice buzz off the IS. Woke me up some and put me in a good mood. Was fine through my first class, but slowly turned into a meph day. Didn’t pay attention to hit’s really. Got a few, but I just wasn’t in the mood to care.

Hit #1: (M) Told me I smelled sexy, but also has a soapy smell… IS OD maybe?

Hit #2: I know something happened but don’t remember what…

Day Summery–
I was in a “I’m in a good mood, but I don’t really wana deal with people today” state of mind. I need to work on this, I don’t know what it is, lack of sleep, lack of good nutrition, who knows.

Side Notes–
4 Sprays of IS seem to give off a soapy smell? Can anyone confirm this, or had similar effects?

(X#) = Random girls I do not know.

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Day 8 (Oct 20, 2011)

Environment–
Bar

Temp–
**L:**70 **H:**80 - Hot, humid.

Useing–
10pm:
2 Drops a314: 1 drop to behind ears / 1 drop around jaw.
3 Sprays TuTH: 2 to chest / 1 behind neck
1 Spray IH: front of neck
1 Spray mx297: front of neck

Effects Expected–
Sexy man who you can be yourself with?

Results–
Walked to the bar, but it was really windy out. When I got to the bar, I checked to see if I could still smell the mones. I could, and so could other people it seemed. I did a quick walk around the bar to leave my Sig everywhere. I’m not gona number em, had a lot, but they were just small hits.

Hit’s: Had a lot of extended eye contact with a number of girls. smiles too. Had a hot blond playing with her breasts while I played Beer Pong against her (BF was next to her).

Day Summery–
Overall fun night, met up with a few friends, played some pong and had some laughs. Not as productive as I had hoped, but you can’t expect much from a bar located in bum-f**k VT.

*Side Notes–
*I seemed to be ghosting the barmaid. Last time I was there she was constantly smiling at me and took my orders over other people. Tonight it was a good 5 mins before she took my drink order, and she had a really annoyed look on her face that she didn’t give to others. Not to sure if she was just having a bad night, or because bar was very busy.

I was only there for two hours and it seemed that the mones only lasted around an hour or so. I left because I noticed I wasn’t getting as many hits. When I got home I couldn’t smell the stuff at all. I know diffusion is fast, but I didn’t think it would be that fast.

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Day 9 (Oct 21, 2011)

  • Took the day off
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Day 10 (Oct 22, 2011)

  • Took the day off. Starting back up on Monday with 3 sprays of Ammo, and something else (To be decided).
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Day 9 (Oct 24, 2011)

Environment–
School

Temp–
**L:**40 **H:**50 - Sunny but cool and windy.

Using–
10am:
AMMO: 3 Sprays to chest / neck.

Effects Expected–
Sexy guy

Results–
Rushed this morning, gut up about 10 mins before I had to be in class. So I just threw on clothes 3 sprays of AMMO and to class. Had Photography first and we were in the darkroom again. I find that I have some good results here mainly due to the enclosed space. But the other parts of the day were good too.

Hit #1: Non-mone hit - Chick in her car in the parking lot glanced at me, I looked back. She did a head jerk to look away and looked back up as I passed her car. Eyes met for a few seconds.

Hit #2: Two head snaps when I walked into class today.

Hit #3: (M) Sat close to me, neck down facing me when she was looking at the teacher.

Hit #4: Girl in the darkroom took the projector right next to me, normally (M)'s spot (got a little flippy when she said “Someone stole HER spot”). When I welcomed her, she stumbled while telling me how the teacher told her it’s good to use different projectors to get used to the different ones, and she decided to use this one today. This projector is the same as the one she normally uses :stuck_out_tongue:

Hit #5: Commented on a picture some chick developed (“Now that’s a good picture to hang on your wall”). She kind of just tensed up and didn’t say much more than “Not really”. She wasn’t too cute but I was in the mood to strike up random convo’s today. Maybe she was just caught off guard, I’ve never talked to her before.

Hit #6: Got a few looks when I went to the snack bar.

Hit #7: Walked by (G) from my Adv. Illustration class. Say hi with long eye contact. Her eyes brightened when she looked at me.

Side note about (G): She often times stares at me during class, even prior to using mones. Sometimes for 30+ seconds, when I give her eye contact, I actually have to quickly look away. Her eye contact is so strong it feels like she’s undressing me o.0 Next time she does it I’m gona see if I can hold eye contact.

Day Summery–
Good day! I felt must better compared to my lousy days last week. I was must more outgoing, much higher spirits. 3 sprays of AMMO seem to be a really good amount. Here’s hoping 4 sprays next week will yield even better results! I felt much more confident walking around with my head held high, and wasn’t afraid of eye contact.

*Side Notes–
*Not much to put here really. I was wondering about the effects of mones while high? … Idk if I’m allowed to talk about something like this. But I was last Sunday, and I went out with (M) to take pictures for class. I sprayed on 3 sprays of AMMO, and I felt like I was hit by a truck. My head instantly became light, very very light (lighter then it does normally) I almost passed out. I closed my eyes and I saw what I thought was my brain and it was flashing red on and off. Each time it flashed, my head felt very hot, and when it went off I cooled off again. When that went away after like 5 flashes I opened my eyes, and I felt like the my brain instantly picked up on the mones in AMMO and like tippled their effects. The entire time I was with (M) (2 hours) I was constantly making her laugh, I always had something witty to say, and I didn’t stumble over anything I was trying to say. I felt extreamly outgoing, which was weird because the stuff normally makes me retreat back into my brain. I’m quiet and I zone out entirely, but I got a wiff of AMMO and BAM! I felt like I could smooth talk any girl! This is definitely something worth testing out more!

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Been busy as of late and didn’t have the time to do write-ups. I’ll be starting again Monday next week.

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Good to see your still around, Xocide! Did you do the testing with 4 sprays of AMMO? Did it get better or you start to OD (Other than Desired result)?

I was curious if you still got that flashing brain thing with AMMO of future applications. That sounded funny in a peculiar way!

:slight_smile:

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Do you have 1x ammo and 1x IS then? Also are the 2 sprays on you chest of ammo under your shirt? Last question being how old are you, I am 20 and don’t want to OD on the ammo, but it sounds like you aren’t much older if you are in classes.