Angel in Fantasyland

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Women's Journals
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It’s been a while since I’ve started using pheromones. I’ve finally decided it’s time to start sharing some of my adventures with everyone. This journal will also act as my “lab notebook” so I have a record of my testing. :slight_smile:

I mostly use pheros for social effects and work because I don’t have a TG. I’ve come a long way (socially) since I’ve started using pheros…I am naturally a quiet and serious person, and it’s hard for me to get to know new people. I’ve always been the wallflower and I never broke out of that until I discovered pheromones. Now I can actually continue conversations smoothly and have everyone’s attention when I talk (thanks to Instant Openness and Instant Shine hehehe) LOL! Instant Openness and Instant Shine are two of my favorite products and they’ve become staple products in my everyday life.

I’m currently single and I’m not really looking, just letting the right one stroll into my life so I can bomb him with the sexy pheros lol :stuck_out_tongue:. I know my reports may not be as interesting or ‘juicy’ as many of the other ladies’ (those who have TGs) reports, but I hope my reports and experiences can still contribute to pheromone research. So using all these pheromone products is a big social experiment and self-enhancement project for me :slight_smile:.

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Hi Angel … don’t underestimate the juiciness of your opening up to both yourself & others. It felt very sexy just reading it - very calm, confident & accepting.

Valuable addition indeed.

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Thanks, SCoupe! :slight_smile:
Surprisingly, you just described my personality! I’m definitely calm, very accepting, and sometimes confident person (lol). It’s just that now I don’t let people take advantage of my very accepting personality as much.

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I just received my TAH @ 2.5mcg the other day. I started testing it at 1 spray, but I didn’t see any self-effects or effects on others until I used 3 sprays. I will continue to up my dosage and see what happens. Here’s a report of TAH at 3 sprays:

Dosage: 3 sprays of TAH @ 2.5mcg unscented

Environment/Range: office, parents’ home / 1-4 feet away from me

Self-effects: I felt very calm, cozy and just plain “chill” lol. I was my feminine, girly old self, except maybe even more so. I was a bit slow at work, so this is not good for the work environment by itself. I noticed that I was very patient and not demanding at all. Now I’m usually very impatient when people ramble on and on (it’s one of my pet peeves), so I credit my patience to TAH. I’m also usually very self-demanding, never satisfied with myself and I can always find something about myself to pick on. However, with TAH on, I was satisfied with myself and happy to be who I am (I guess this would be the “confidence” TAH provides…soft and subtle confidence).

Effects on others: When I was at the office, I noticed that more people came over to my cube to chat. The conversations were casual and about nothing serious at all. The overall atmosphere was very calm and relaxed. At one point, five people huddled around my cube just to talk to me! I was literally the center of attention (I was standing in the middle of everyone). Everyone listened without interrupting and would occasionally touch me or pat me during the conversation. This is unusual because the group included people that I met and talked to for the first time.

After work, I went over to my parents’ place. I usually have a great relationship with my parents, but after a recent incident, my dad would yell at me every time he saw me. Yet I still went over to their place because I was so worried about my mom, who was sick. My dad opened the door and had an unpleasant look on his face. The surprising thing was, I didn’t feel anything! No unpleasantness at all! :open_mouth: I walked in and after a few minutes, I could feel the previously palpable tension from him evaporating. He gave me a hug and welcomed me, and did not yell at me or anything. I stayed for dinner and actually had a pleasant conversation with him. I wouldn’t say we made up completely, but it was a huge step. I may go visit them more now. :slight_smile:

Conclusion: TAH enhances my personality and makes me feel very calm. The effects on others are similar to MX135, but without the “superstar” effect. I feel very down-to-earth and friendly. I feel social, but not as chatty as when I wear Instant Openness or Instant Shine. I would not wear TAH when I have serious work for that day, but it would be great for social situations. I feel very comfortable when I wear TAH because it aligns with my personality. I am also so very thankful for that little magic TAH worked on my dad. :slight_smile:

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I was never too fond of Instant Sexiness A. Whenever I wore it, even in the lowest dosages, I found myself irritable, angry at the world, and just a plain uber-b*tch, even when I paired IS/a with IS or IO. I would think that I’m above everyone else, which is the polar opposite from my usual self-deprecating self. Yes, IS/a made me feel competent and “energetic” (though the energy came out as angry most of the time), but it also made me turn into someone I personally hate. I was really hesistant to order TAL, but for the sake of science, I got it anyway :slight_smile:. Boy, am I glad I did!!

Dosage: 3 sprays TAL @ 2.5mcg unscented
3 sprays Instant Openness

Environment/Range: office / a few feet away from me

Self-effects: I felt very confident and competent. I did all my work and was focused all the way through. Although I felt very confident, it was the not the over-the-top confidence I had with IS/a. It was toned down and not the type of confidence where I felt like I was above everyone else. I was just very self-confident. I was all smiles and chatty too, most likely from the IO. But then, it’s all a domino effect anyway, right? Confident = more smiles = happy = chatty. Hehehe…:slight_smile:

Effects on others: We had a group discussion and whenever I spoke, everyone would turn their total attention to me. I felt that people also respected me more, opening up the path to let me through first. People also followed me around a lot like I was the person that knew exactly what I was doing. This is strange to me because I’m the one usually following other people (literally and figuratively). TAL made me feel independent and confident at the office.

I was chatting with some friends, and somehow my friend just blurted out the cheesiest thing! We were sitting by some computers and he saw the ‘power on’ button on the computers. He pointed to it and said, “You turn me on” to me. I was like, WTH?? LMAO :stuck_out_tongue: Everyone just blurted out laughing and then things took a sexual tone from there. Sexual innuendos popped out from everyone. Stupid things like “Oh I thought I heard you say ‘pounding away their sorrows’ or something…” LOL. Everyone just had a really good time laughing and chatting. Thank goodness the boss didn’t come over or else we’d be screwed if he saw us just chatting and not doing anything.

Conclusion: I’m not sure if TAL had anything to do with sexual turn in the conversation. I know the IO must have loosened everyone up and encouraged all the chatting. Overall, I love how TAL makes me feel! It’s perfect for work and with IO added, things weren’t overwhelming serious, which is great for casual business days! I am so surprised that I get such different effects from just TAL alone than I get from IS/a. Maybe TAL isn’t the molecule that’s making me angry and irritable (from IS/a). I think it’s something else in that mix that causes my reactions. Anyhow, I will definitely be using TAL much more! :slight_smile:

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I like your attitude on life, and I was once a wallflower too, so don’t worry.

TAH seems like it would really help my OCD, haha. Nice report, I like the format you use. :heart:

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There’s this guy who had a serious crush on me a while ago, and he has a girlfriend now. I knew for sure he had a crush on me, but at the time, I pretended like I had no clue and kept our relationship friends-only. I would avoid the topic whenever he tried to discuss about us being together (my way of rejecting him). He started avoiding me after a while although we still chatted every now and then. He’s a very affectionate guy, so I totally knew when he avoided me (he would physically stay away). I found out he has a girlfriend now and I’m all happy for him. I saw him last weekend and I happened to have on my favorite combo: MX135 + Instant Openness.

I wore: 3 sprays of MX135 and 2 sprays of Instant Openness 2x strength.

Self-effects: I was very chatty, as well as all the people around me. I felt carefree and relaxed. I feel like talking to everyone, like a social butterfly, just flying from person to person :slight_smile:.

Effects on others: The usual effects I get from others: people want to talk to me, they surround me and fawn over me.
Now the effects on that guy was surprising: He sat very close next to me and started talking like the old days. He seemed to lose a lot of his inhibitions and there was no awkwardness. He even put his arms around me and later hugged me. What scared me was he had that look in his eyes like he still has a huge crush on me lol. I would never lead him on further because I know he has a girlfriend…but the effects of MX135 are just so fun :wink:! Well at least I kind of have my old friend back…

I just love this reliable and fun combo!

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Instant Shine + TAH = Anger Management Combo

Today, I did something that I know my dad would get very angry at, but I had to do it. What sucks is that I told my parents I would go over to their place for dinner today. So I decided to wear a combo of IS and TAH to see if it would calm him down since I know he responds well to TAH from previous testing.

Dosage: 2 sprays Instant Shine 2x strength, 4 sprays TAH @ 2.5mcg unscented

Self-effects: Suddenly, I didn’t worry about how angry my dad would get anymore. I felt much more calm and chill. I felt peaceful and had no more worries. My mood was instantly lifted up and although I didn’t feel all jumpy and happy, I felt positive and optimistic (effects from the IS).

Effects on others: When my dad found out about what I did, he didn’t burst out in anger or anything. This was big for him because he has a very fiery temper and his words can slash at people when he’s angry. He was actually pretty calm about everything and told me not to worry about it. He gave me a little bit of that “reasoning talk” but that was all. He didn’t yell at me or visibly angry. The TAH + IS combo definitely produces dramatic results in calming people down.

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Wow, pretty impressive! Great testing!!!

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It’s been a long time since I’ve dropped by. Life has gotten busy and I’m even more busy now that school has started. I still use pheromones from time to time, and I’m still experimenting. However, I’m mostly rushing in the morning so I grab my old reliables and spritz a spray or two and then I get out the door. I’ve mostly been using Instant Openness and Instant Shine for the past two months in school, since they’re social mixes. I would normally use MX135 sometimes, but I’ve been hoarding it since it keeps going out of stock. I use the precious juice for special occasions only!

My daily combo is usually:

-2 sprays of 2x strength Instant Shine
-4 sprays of Instant Openness

Self-effects: I feel more awake and ready to take on the day. I feel more chatty and just want to talk to everyone in general. I will not settle for silence! This combo usually cheers me up somewhat if I’m having a bad day.

Effects on others: The usual “hi and bye” acquaintances stop by and talk to me more. There are generally more smiles all around. The pheromones usually affect the people in my immediate vicinity these days because the weather is colder so diffusion is not as good (unless I spray in my hair). If I spray pheros in my hair, more people seem to be effected. They will at least smile at me if they don’t come over to chat.

Thoughts: This combo is my old reliable combo. It’s excellent for school because it helps me get to know more people. I’ve been more outgoing and talkative because I keep using this combo. I am still me (quiet, shy, intense) deep down…I can never change that, but pheromones help me paint a better impression on people’s minds. I’m getting to know more people and having more fun. Pheromones have gradually helped me appreciate myself more, quiet and all that, while letting me be someone I’ve always wanted to be: someone who is outgoing and talkative.