So I just got my package in the mail today. It appears AD was super nice and express shipped my package annnnd gave me a freebie of p130 . I fall in love with these folks more and more everyday. Aside from my freebie, I ordered Ammo and IH for starters. I’m actually going to be self controlled and work my way through each product one at a time before I start making combinations. I believe I’ll start out with IH and see how that goes. I’ve also got to figure out a good set up so that all of my info is communicated most efficiently. But that’s neither here nor there. I think I’m going to hold off until tomorrow to start experimenting because I’ll have a bit more access to a wide variety of people (i work in retail) and I prefer to focus on my technique while taking ballet class tonight, lol. But I figured I should go ahead and start this journal up and see how things go.
Alright here we go:
Date: Wednesday, February 13.
Mones: 1 Spray IH split betwixt the wrists
Location/Environment: Work/Company Rehearsal
Work: At first I was unsure of whether I had sprayed enough or not but then I realized it just needed time to kick in. While I rang at the register people were much more privy to open up to me, not just casual chat. It wasn’t super deep either but the conversations with various customers did seem to have more substance. However, the IH didn’t really get to shine until I stepped foot inside the back office to count my register down. Every manager somehow managed to pile into the little office to talk about the shoplifter they just caught and they seemed to be much less concerned with the fact that I was standing in the office. A couple of times I got a “sorry” due to them slipping up and saying something they wouldn’t normally say around me. Of course, I wasn’t sure if that was from the mones or if they were just riding the euphoric train of catching a shoplifter, lol. Well, that is until another manager of mine who generally isn’t too too personal around associates let one slip as well. He also happened to make a comment up at the reigsters about us being “friends like that” (in reference to a comment I made about almost hugging him because I thought he was another coworker that I was expecting to see) but he was cool with it, lol. That’s generally not something he would say, at least not in my opinion.
Company Rehearsal: I didn’t reapply later on at company rehearsal because I’m staying very strict right now about testing out my mones. Plus I need to make these bottles last, lol. Speaking of which, I got a free p130 and I have no idea what it’s supposed to do. Maybe I’ll figure it out once I start mixing mones… After I find my sweet spot for my other two. Back to the subject at hand.. Honestly, I don’t have much, lol. Probably because they’d worn off by the time I got to rehearsal.
Date: Thursday, February 14th.
Mones: 1 spray IH split on betwixt the wrists
Environment/Location: Work
Okay, so it’s definitely safe to say that the IH is definitely having somewhat of an effect because again, within seconds of being around me my store manager has been much less guarded with me as she has been these past few weeks/months. In fact, she and the other manager I mentioned earlier both seemed to be really comfortable around me and a lot more careless about how they communicated with each other around me. Almost like it was okay, like I was one of the cool kids, haha. Granted we’re not having deep conversations or anything of the sort but I do believe that the mones are helping produce a certain level of comfort that would make way for deep conversation if it were to be initiated. OH! Another thing I noticed too is when I had a couple of ideas to help push our current event at the store she seemed to be a bit more attentive and less dismissive. I’m really starting to think that the way IH works for me is to simply cause a certain level of comfort between me and whoever is around me. I didn’t feel any guards go up or any distance from much of anybody, if anybody, when I was around them. With that being said, good results so far, i’m going to take tomorrow on one spray and then switch to ammo for three days before I up the dosage to 2 sprays. Honestly, I’m really looking forward to seeing what 3 and 4 sprays of IH brings about… well, dependent upon how good it looks when I do 2 sprays, lol. That’s everything though. Hopefully tomorrow will give me even more concrete evidence that these things are definitely working.
P.S. Another interesting thing I noticed was a lack of awkwardness with males, too. Usually they pretty much just try to avoid me, but today that would actually walk up to me… Even if it was just to ask a question, lol (considering I was at work), there was just a huge lack of awkwardness. IH is definitely a good comfort pheromone. I believe I’ll have plenty of good uses for it once I find my sweet spot.
Date: Friday, February 15th.
Mones: 1 spray IH split the wrists
Environment/Location: Work
So that definitive evidence I wanted, I got. I heard the words “you didn’t hear this from me” and received some personal thoughts in reference to something someone and I had been talking about earlier… I barely even noticed the conversation had started to begin with.. So yet. The mones definitely work and I’m definitely looking forward to seeing what ammo has to offer these next 3 days.
Date: Saturday, February 16th.
mones: 1 shot of AMMO
Environment: Work
Ummmm, I can’t really say there was much of anything noticeable. Later on when I went to see a movie, the chick at the concession stand seemed to not be all there. And was somehow getting confused over my order.
Date: Sunday, February 17th.
Mones: 1 ammo shot, 3 shots IH
Environment: Restaurant/Church(by accident)
Restaurant
So the chick taking my order practically avoided me as much as possible. She avoided eye contact with me while ringing me up but I noticed her lean forward when talking to my friend who was there with me. When she dropped my friend’s plate off at the table she completely turned her back to me… both times she stopped by. At one point I asked her if I was off-putting and she said that I wasn’t, she’d just been having a bad day. However she still habitually turned her back to me. I also noticed I was a bit rude myself. A couple of times when talking to my friend I happened to deliver a message a bit more aggressively than usual.. like to the point where he kind of gave me the “wtf dude, seriously?” face. Sooo, i’m not so sure how much I’m digging AMMO, honestly. It seems to be working against me. However, my confidence may play a role in that because I was really nervous about how it would affect me and those around me so I wasn’t quite as confident as I could have been. Basically I was acting more like someone who was scared my secret would be found out than just cool, calm, and relaxed.
Church
Yea, that was awkward, the people I normally sit with were pretty much keeping their distance in a way. I’m convinced that AMMO is somehow delivering an overpowering message of sorts.. I think it’s just giving off too much of something, but idk what yet. So I should probably either trade it in, or figure out how to tone it down.. Perhaps with that P130 freebie I got. Speaking of!
Date: Monday, February 18th.
Mones: 2 sprays IH, 1 spray P130
Environment: Work
So that was a really good day. I think the P130 gave everything a much calmer and more relaxed vibe. Everything was really easygoing and just downright enjoyable. I think everybody I interacted with kept the laughs going. And if we weren’t laughing, we were just kind of calm and chill. Things really got interesting when I went to the back office to count down my register, though. Everyone in there suddenly got really happy and really goofy. They were pretty much cracking up the entire time I was in there. Which leads me to believe that P130 will be a good addition to my lil mone arsenal… I think I’m going to eventually try ammo with p130 and see if people hate me any less. But until then, i’m good.
Moving on, I think i’m going to order IS and TUTH tomorrow which will hopefully get here by friday because I’m planning to make use of the both of them come friday night. Alright, I think that’s all my updating for now.
Date: Wednesday, February 20th.
mones: 2.5 IH, 4 P130
Environment: Restaurant/Club
Okay, so this combo is definitely a warm friendly, comfortable vibe. People who generally won’t respond to me or care what I have to say (meaning straight guys) actually had no problem interacting and laughing with me at dinner. I didn’t feel like an outcast at the club either. And me at a club on any night other than gay night usually makes me feel pretty outcasted (unless I’m at a 21+ joint) but I’m led to believe that I fit right in last night. I should also add that I added 2 more shots of P130 and another of IH before going to the club after lunch… Yea, I don’t really think I need that much. It appears 2 shots of p130 is enough. I might have to play around with IH a little bit more to see what I can get from people. Basically at this point I’m like “socially passable” but not quite turning heads and being the center of attention, yet. However I’m planning to have some real fun tomorrow considering AD express shipped my TUTH and IS yesterday and it was waiting for me when I got home earlier this morning. In fact, I’m not even going to wear mones at all, not to work or anything until tomorrow night. And I’m gonna see just how effective this little combo is. I was actually avoiding the purchase of IS due to the crash that everybody keeps talking about, but then I read in a couple of spots that IS is somehow good for having the gays sniff me out. So I decided to give in and get it. Because, once again. I don’t care about reactions from women on any level other than just social. I’m looking for the guys. I’m really hoping for A314 to hurry up and get back on the market soon because I’ll be job hunting really soon and I’d really like to see how it works in an interview setting. I need every leg up I can get in order to land me a job with a bit more stability. Plus I think I remember reading that A314 will pull the gays out as well. If it’s not out by my next check, I’ll probably order p83 as I’ve been reading great things about that one. And I just rambled and digressed. I’m totally stoked about trying out IS and TUTH tomorrow night when I hit the bar. Here’s hoping it’ll work out.. I’m thinking I should take the less is more route with both of these though, correct?
Date: Friday, February 22nd.
mones: 2.5 TUTH, 5 IS
Environment: An All You Can Drink Bar, my type of spot!
Mixed feelings from everybody the entire night. The people I went with loved being around me yet at the same time they weren’t directly interacting with me much. I’m pretty sure I was ghosting in and out from the TUTH. It was really spotty throughout the night when they would interact with me and when they would sort of just leave me out. I’m sure it wasn’t on purpose, I think the TUTH was just a bit too too much. Meaning I probably should keep the dosage down to .5-1 spray. Not very much is necessary at all. I think the only reason I didn’t completely ghost out was because of the instant shine. Which seemed to work pretty good too. Everytime people were around me they found themselves in high spirits. The bartender was particularly nice to me as well. So I’m down for IS.. Plus I didn’t experience the crash that I read so much about.. I’m starting to believe I have a pretty resilient body. I got one really rude look from a younger girl, but I think that’s cuz she though I was trying to touch her inappropriately, and I still can’t help but blame it on the TUTH. Another thing to note was a there was an older gentleman eyeing me from across the way pretty much the entire night. But the gist of last night was pretty much being in pure IS bliss, lol. I’ll just know that next time I should either completely eliminate the TUTH or keep it real low. I’m going to toy around with this IS a little bit more, though.
keep em coming. im curious.