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9/5/17 - Tuesday night at bar/restaurant where I work followed by local college bar
First night experimenting with pheromones.
Was not very scientific with my trial, was curious to tinker with lots of different options.
Started with:
- 3 sprays A314b (2 to neck, 1 to wrists and rubbed together)
Spent time at desk (approximately 30 mins+ monitoring self effects)
Noticed feeling clear headed, calm, and confident.
The smell was much stronger than I was expecting, and smelled more perfume-y/cologne-y than I was expecting as well. Still, I found the smell of A314b to be very pleasant.
Did notice some feelings of anxiety after after a while. Sort of like a nervous excitement.
Added:
- IH (2 sprays wrists)
- IS (2 sprays upper inner forearms)
Left for the bar/restaurant where I work shortly after. Spent some time by myself at the bar having a beer.
I did notice people being more talkative to me, more friendly, and listening intently to what I had to say.
However, I found myself feeling exceptionally socially anxious and having brain freezes on what to say in the conversation. Alcohol loosened me up as time went on.
Noticeable Hits
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Later one of the cooks joined me when he was off. We chatted for a while and over the course of the evening he bought me a beer.
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Noticed the bouncer at the bar was very kind, deferential, and respectful to me. Much more friendly than usual.
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Older blond lady sat down next to me and started chatting me up, we got to talking about work and she gave me her contact details to reach out to her about being a catering manager. She seemed to think I was very qualified, more so than I felt was justified (hit - A314b)
Venue change to local college bar where they were doing karaoke night.
Was feeling fairly tipsy at this point, but coherent and confident. Went in and made some small talk with the bouncers. They were friendly and respectful instead of gruff.
Scoped out the bar a bit then made my way to the bathroom.
Added:
(Note this has been approximately 3 hours from previous application)
MX297 (2 sprays to either side of neck, 1 spray to wrists rubbed together)
TUTH (1 spray to upper chest below neck)
I found the smell of these pleasant and noticed a mood boost.
Went back out to the bar and browsed around the arcade machines. Was going to play one for a bit, but the ones I wanted were out of order.
I noticed I had developed a very carefree mindset, a sort of “I’ll do whatever I feel like and I don’t care how I’m coming across to others.” Definitely a IDGAF attitude combined with a lighthearted and happy feeling.
I went over to the other side of the bar where the karaoke was happening. There were a handful of people around, but the evening hadn’t hit its stride yet.
I posted up at a table and was sitting with a open and confident body language watching the stage.
Within a minute of sitting down, I noticed a girl (mid 20s, white) at a nearby table about 4 feet away kept glancing over at me. We locked eyes and I smiled. She walked over and said I looked like a young Brad Pitt. I thanked her for the compliment and we made small talk and introduced ourselves. I didn’t keep the conversation going as she was not my type. She left back for her table.
I sat there for a few more minutes until a cute brunette girl took the stage from a few tables over to sing. She was with one other girl and guy. From what I could tell they were all platonic. I watched her sing and go back to her table.
At this point I figured it was time to keep the testing going and put myself out there. I grabbed a beer then walked right up to their table and joined them.
They all were very receptive and the conversation picked up quickly and I felt welcomed into their group.
Let’s call them Sally, (early 20s, white/hispanic) Laurie, (early 20s, white) and Andrew. (early 20s, white)
Sally was the brunette girl who just sang who I was interested in.
The conversation flowed and I was not necessarily trying to be overtly sexual or escalate with Sally. What I found was the escalation happened naturally and without consciously trying. As we talked our eye contact got more intense, we moved closer together, and she leaned up against me. Eventually she put her hand on my leg and we started touching more.
Before you know it we are making out and leaving the bar to get a bit more hot and heavy somewhere private.
Logistics made it impossible to take her home that night, but we exchanged numbers to rain check for another night.
Looking back the whole process worked so smoothly and easily. The sexual energy between us was intense. As I said, in the start I wasn’t even overtly trying to be sexual or take her home. Just making conversation and things escalated so naturally it felt like I didn’t even have to try.
Conclusion:
Definitely was a powerful first experience with pheromones. Made a believer out of me! 
I was especially impressed by TUTH and MX297 as they had pronounced social and confidence boosting self effects.
However, I did notice social and general anxiety as well as brain fog from A314b, IH, and IS. Hopefully those go away or become more manageable over time. Perhaps there is a body adjustment period? Learning my proper dosing and application points will be helpful with this too.
9/7/17 - Thursday night at work
(I work as a server in a restaurant so I get plenty of social interaction with many people of different age, race, and gender.)
Goal:
Test out A314b solo to determine what mone caused anxiety issues.
Previously something had given me an increase in social anxiety and a loss for words when I was out for drinks. (I had used A314 alongside IS and IH)
To gauge if the effects were from the A314 or the IH/IS I planned to go to work with nothing on and later apply A314 (2 sprays, neck) mid shift after establishing a emotional/social baseline at work.
Results:
The A314b caused similar issues as the first test with A314, IH, and IS.
Not quite a pronounced as the first test which indicates the IH or IS may have been playing a role.
Or it could just be my body is adjusting to the mone usage.
After using the A314b I felt overstimulated and had racing thoughts yet profound brain fog. I felt more socially awkward and conversations did not flow.
I had a period of feeling profoundly tired for a bit too.
It took about 1 hour to begin to wear off and over 2 hours to wear off to the point it not longer being noticeable.
Conclusion:
I spent a good deal of time thinking about what may be causing these effects for me.
Would it be possible to OD on the pheromones in A314 if you naturally produce them in high amounts?
Could this cause the negative self effects?
Or am I still just adjusting? (I do tend to be highly sensitive to anything I put on or in my body.)
All food for thought. More experimentation is needed.
9/10/17 - Sunday around the house
Used A314b (2 sprays to neck, 1 to wrists)
It did not cause the brain fog or social anxiety feelings this time.
It should be noted I was feeling pretty beta and low about myself and this time I found it helped me feel more confident and sure of myself. I felt more valuable when I had previously been feeling worthless.
Mone Notes 9/12/17
Background:
Been using A314b (2-3 sprays) for the past few days in my day to day life and at work. I had a realization yesterday that I think it has been making some subtle yet profound changes in my life.
Without going into all the nitty gritty details (that could fill a long journal entry) I have seen people being nicer to me, more eager and willing to help, and acting more respectful/deferential to me.
I have also noticed a shift that I see myself in a much more positive and favorable light. I have seen a shift of feeling more alpha and high value. I would best describe these changes as subtle yet profound.
9/14/17 - IO solo and IO/IG self effects test 1
Used 1x spray to wrists of IO
Smell is very pleasant. Neroli (6%) is detectable, but smells sweeter and more perfume-y to me than others.
Self effects 15 minutes post application.
- I feel slightly more energetic and mentally sharper.
- Feel very subtle but slight rush and feeling of excitement.
Applied 1x spray more to wrists with follow up 15 minutes after.
- Thoughts are clear, and focus is laser sharp. (been reading Jdub’s journals)
- Racing thoughts, some difficulty organizing them. Feels sort of ADHD.
- Mood is good and I feel happy, energetic, and upbeat.
Adding IG 1x to gauge self effects
Starting off 1 spray to adams apple, evaluation after 15 minutes.
- Noticed increase in excitable energy, somewhat anxious feeling that later subsided.
- Did feel some temporary social anxiety, like too much mental stimulation frying the circuits. This also later subsided leaving me feeling happy, confident, and calm.
9/15/17 - Friday evening restaurant work shift
Pheromones applied after shower, clean slate.
Used:
2x A314 to neck
3 IO to wrists and adams apple
Experienced a STRANGE reaction tonight.
Admittedly there were lots of extraneous factors that could have been influencing what I experienced.
It’s tough to be sure what effects where from the pheromones, the extra factors, or a combination of both.
(I feel this review should be taken with a grain of salt due to this.)
I had used adderall today day which tends to make me more focused and outgoing, but it was starting to wear off. (low energy)
I had also made the mistake of eating some cannabis edible earlier in the afternoon and was still feeling high upon getting to work. (More so than I would have wanted) and being high tends to make me feel socially awkward. I hate being high at work.
What I noticed today was people seemed either repulsed by me or EXTREMELY intimidated. It was tough to tell which initially but as time went on my money was on intimidated.
I could not get anyone to make eye contact with me for anything! Bowed heads left and right. People seemed scared to talk to me.
At the same time people seemed to be unaware of me as I was walking, like I was invisible.
Often I would thank a coworker for helping with something etc. and they wouldn’t say anything back.
Was definitely not getting any DIHL looks, IOIs, or people moving closer to me. If anything people seemed to move away from me.
It was seriously the strangest thing.
I was noticeably feeling spacey too, even to the point my boss noticed that I seemed off. It wasn’t to the point I was making mistakes, but I certainly felt like I was not firing on all cylinders.
As time went on over the course of the shift things improved and my coworkers and customers got more friendly towards me. Despite the rocky start and the strange reactions I got, no one tipped badly or indicated they were unhappy with my service. Quite the opposite actually as I got 20% tips nearly all night.
By the end of the night things felt more normalized as well as my interactions with customers and coworkers.
As I said before, this could have been from the mones or other factors. It’s hard to be sure.
I’m not sure if what I experienced was a mone overdose of some sort? But what would have caused it? 
Great start for a journal, Auraurus! 
What you did with a314b was great. It’s sweetspot hunting. Your body chemistry adjusted to it at first and thus you experience s
ome confusing results at first. But with regular application, your body adjusted to its vibe and is now giving you some nice effects.
Subscribing!