First Pheromone Report (A314)

I’m writing a log of my experience that I will post later.

Let me tell you about myself. I am 25, in college, and I’m kind of a lone wolf who loves to socialize…every once and a month…mostly I need me time. I am very sensitive to natural scents. Like, I can smell when women are ovulating and roughly what point in the week they are. I can also smell when women are horny. My exes know that about me, and if I ever hang out with any of them I can totally bust them and it always turns into sex :smiley:

In any case, I’ve never had friends that were girls. Guys seem to complain about being in the friend zone…I’ve never been there, don’t know what its like. Any time a girl goes after me its to be my girlfriend. Its been like that since 2nd grade…I had a “gf” who I was “dating” which meant walking to class together holding hands :smiley:

Anyway, most girls seem to hate me and think I’m a jerk, usually in a bad way, but my natural personality is contemplative and buddha-like, but I’m also very sexual and a huge perv, and I’m always checking out the T&A. I assume I have a naturally strong pheromone signature, people seem to react to me strongly, and I have a strong presence, even though I generally do a lot of listening and don’t say much.

So, my goal is to bring out my natural expressiveness in a different way. Part of the reason I keep quiet is I like to joke, and for whatever reason I very rarely get laughs, and usually I’m taken wrong. So I just laugh by myself whenever I think of something funny, and will wait to say something if somebody asks, which never happens :slight_smile:

So, my goal with pheromones is to alter my own experience. I tried this before, I ordered 4 to-go bottles from Androtics a year or two ago… I used Ammo all of one time and then my roommate stole them all (I think, fuckin tricky bastard, he was). I slept with it on and showed it off in the morning. Blah. I don’t really expect anything to change as far as how people look at me, I’m going more for feeling comfortable and confident.

Two day journal:

Thursday, August 28th

10:30 am. I should get my order tomorrow according to FedEx. So, I am going to use today as a “control day”. I fish in my junk drawer and retrieve a bottle of California for Men, a sort of cowboy cologne that smells strong and is quite masculine in a brick-laying blue collar sort of way. A few dashes under the arms and on the wrists and crotch, and I’m on my way to school.

I walk to english class. I am paying more attention to people around me than I usually do. I lock stares with the one girl, and she breaks eye contact after 2 seconds or so. Cool. I light up a cig before class starts, and a girl comes out and lights up and does a shy smile while looking at the ground, and looks toward me a little out of the corner of her eye. I’m not sure, but I’m convinced I’m pretty good looking, perhaps intimidatingly so. I just get so little overt positive attention from girls I wonder sometimes. I work out every day. No one has validated this except my last ex, who was smoking hot. Actually all my exes are smoking hot as far as I’m concerned. So, I dunno.

But however I act or what I wear I get eyeballed every once in awhile. Whenever it happens it makes me nervous and shaky, like they’re projecting their intimidation on to me and testing me on it. Whatever it is it makes me very not interested :smiley: Hence my exes are generally clueless people, because that is what I’m comfortable with. Every time I get indications and pursue it, I get a no, it seems like a lot of girls out here use that to go back and brag how I asked them out and follow up by talking about how it was so “creepy”…tearing people down seems to be a way to boost a girl’s social status. So, I just ignore subtle girly hints since they seem to indicate both clinical psychosis and a need for an ego boost at my expense. My success so far involves an overt intervention from the gf’s bff, or one of my friends mentioning that we’d make a good couple in front of her, etc. The only girl I approached myself in HS ended up going off the handle, fucking all kinds of people, doing drugs and ended up in rehab and taking crazy pills for the rest of her life. While I dated her she seemed cool and easygoing until she stood me up at prom. Ugh.

12:30 pm So I get to english class and sit through lecture. This one hot freshman girl stole this other hot sophomore girl’s seat next to me, and she crossed her legs and had her foot like 6 inches away from my leg the whole time. She has this odd robot stare and did not move the entire class, not even a little budge, except this huge fake-looking smile when I asked her about some notes I missed. I wouldn’t say its a 6th sense but I can call it when someone is on crazy pills, and haven’t been proven wrong yet.

Not saying that being on crazy pills is a bad thing, its just baggage that should be avoided unless its a trait you share with someone. People who need medication tend to put on a face to get through their lives, and when the demon comes out from time to time, what also comes out is self-destruction, and emotionally abusing the people they’re with, which can have a cumulative effect over time. And they will go on to bear children with a similar handicap. Its no different than alcoholism.

Anyway, the rest of my classes went on without any unusual or interesting incedents. I got a really huge smile from the (allegedly) gay man at the drive through window at Wendy’s.

Friday, August 28th

12:00pm
Woke up early, got ready, fell back asleep. Its noon. And I was supposed to be at work at 9. Oh well, I got too many classes to keep a job, but he probably won’t fire me.

I check the front door, and I spotted a fedex package. cracked it open, and saw a wafer of some kind, thought it was something for my dad, who is an electrician. Left it on the kitchen table. I checked the tracking number and it said delivered, so I went back to take a closer look and found the wafer was a little candy square :smiley: I enjoyed my chocolate breakfast and opened up the bubble wrap. Three bottles? Ok, a little freebie Instant Honesty with my Alpha A314 and Spaceland. Cool.

I have work today, so I suppose I will try the A314 first. I’m going to try two drops on wrist and a little on the chin.

I’m smelling the bottle…I love the smell, its like fresh laundry, and the scent makes my skin tingle like a Ford V-16 at 9000 RPMS…which is not that much, I’m not into cars, but I do respect the power of the moment. The bottle reminds me of a dropper that I had for Frankincense essential oil, but blue.

1:15 PM

I wandered off pacing…anyway, scrach that, no a314 today, I’m going to try one spray of spaceland since I’m going to work unshaven and unshowered, and very late. I don’t stink, but I’m going to smell like bed, so I think I could use something more obscene to get me through the day.

1:20 Pm

Another pacing session. Damn I’m late.

1:23 PM

Actually scratch that again. I’m dressed now, but I’m thinking that I need to look serious and not like a goofball so I don’t get fired. A314 it is. Putting two drops on now.

1:25 PM

I sat there for like a minute and the two drops shot out of the bottle real quick onto my wrist. Tilted in time though. Luckily I have some experience with these from the Frankincense or I probably would have messed it up. Rubbed my wrists, then my chin, then my neck. Off to work.

1:31 PM

I’m in love the smell.This stuff is definately messing with my head! In a good way as far as I can tell. I kind of “feel” scents and its more than the laundry scent, its has a “gritty” masculine feel to it that is pleasant and puts me at ease.

I stopped by the gas station and got a drink and some smokes. I couldn’t help but smile and feel interested in chatting, and it was easy to move with what the attendant had to say. Normally not into small talk. I feel very positive and it feels natural to have a big confident smile and impart confidence with eye contact and off-hand compliments. Which is totally not me, but I’m digging it.

1:58 PM

Holy. Hell.

I walked into work with a lit cigarette…oooops. The sauce is subtle but quite wicked. I have no sense of self-consciousness. Luckily nobody seemed to notice, and I went outside to finish it. I feel really confident. I’m really digging this.

5:45 PM

Just waltzed out of work. I have a 2lb el cheapo netbook I’m typing this all out on, in traffic right now.

Went very well, nothing too intense. Boss seemed a little edgy toward me but mellowed out after a little while, and didn’t say anything about being late surprisingly. Later he asked me, “did you get laid or something?” I said “eh, maybe…” at let it hang at that

6:16 PM

At home now, smoking a cigarette in my back porch, beautiful cool day.

I had stopped by Taco Bell, and the lady who was preparing my order looked pissed off, and slowly as she was preparing stuff and collecting money, etc, she looked like she eased up, and she cracked a smile as I took the bag and drove off. Probably because I was grinning. Oh man, I was toying with a macho fantasy of reaching in and grabbing her crotch, and I was probably eyeing her deviously. Ususally I feel secretly embarassed about that kind of thing but this time I felt confident and a little flirty.

I even made small talk with my neighbor when I was pulling in. Me. Small talk. I can’t remember the last time I’ve held up my end of the conversation. I asked him how he was doing, and we talked for a second about the nice cool weather, and I mentioned the 34 degree highs up in the north east recently. (I’m from the south) Me talking about weather without rolling my eyes is something else. Very good mood.

I guess in synopsis how the sauce made me feel today was it kinda cleared my head and gave me a subtle but steady, positive, masculine, and encouraging feeling to focus on, develop, and spread. It really takes off when I’m around people. Actually the times I was alone at my desk and in my car sucked because I feel like being around people, sharing my positive vibe. Weird. The only time that happens for me is right after snorting…uh…pepsi (u know what I mean) or getting a blowjob. Except now I don’t feel guilty about it :smiley:

I guess I was expecting a confidence boost, but the outgoing positive effects were surprising! I’ll be writing more later as I experiement more.

Tried 6 drops of the sauce today. Man, I feel like a different person. The way I think is certainly different. I made sure to smear on like half a drop to my upper lip for good measure. Felt calm and confident all day. Didn’t get as much studying done as I would like, but no big deal. I noticed after a while on the skin it starts smelling vaguely of old piss, armpits and skunk, but its pretty low key and I doubt anyone could detect it. Maybe the skin bacteria are getting to it?

I spent most of my day at the library, and the sorority skanks were having their recruitment meet and were swarming. Normally I get pretty tense when around that many girls, but I blew it off this time.

Went to the gym and saw an ex-gf of a dude I know. Normally I would have said hey, but I had this idea that it would be awkward and this instinct told me to ignore her, so I did. It guess it was a ‘snobby popular kid’ kind of way of dealing with people, and usually I’m a fanboy and say hey to every person with a vag I know regardless of social stigmas.

This stuff seems to awakening these dark and selective social instincts in me. Which could be good or bad I guess, but in retrospect I remember this girl stalked my friend for weeks after the breakup so it was probably a good idea I didn’t give her eye contact. It was hard, she’s pretty smokin’.

I didn’t really think of any of this while she was around, I was aware that I knew her and she just kinda seemed beneath me, ya know? Total animalistic-instinctive knee-jerk judgement. I don’t think like that usually.

Tonight is might be an interesting night, fraternity social. I got a fresh haircut and I’ll have some fresh sauce on. Expectations: I’ll be mostly a wallflower, with a bunch of warm greetings with people I know, but not much conversation. Like how I end up at every other fraternity social I’ve been to. Maybe it’ll be different this time? I’ll post some later if anything neat happens.

Welcome dialate, congrats on your first experience with A314. You should try to adding some instant honesty to your mix and see what happens.

Excellent, thorough, and GREAT report.

When you said “Selective social instincts” that is absolutely something I can relate to.

I am also one of those fanboys who says howdy to any female that walks by, but I have experienced what you seem to be describing.

Have fun with A314! I recommend adding a little bit of Spaceland to the mix and see what happens! You won’t be able to keep them away!

Ok party was alright, it ended up being a dry party due to pledges, and just a few girls.

I dunno, it went as usual but it felt like it went smooth considering it was dry and most everyone was tired.

6 drops A314 (two of which liberally smeared on my chin), 1 spray IH, 2 sprays Spaceland.

I drove up, and no one was at the party. What the hell is going on?

I knock and poke my head in. S answers the door. He’s like “whats up man?”.

“Where’s the freakin party?”

“Oh dude that was two days ago”

“WTF?”

“Yeah dude, you’re welcome to chill though, sit down.”

I had my phone off for awhile so what he said made sense, I got the word through a text message. 10 minutes pass. Watching the Bolts keeping an edge over the Falcons at the time. (Awesome game, awesome last minute comeback TD for the Falcons)

“Dude I was just kidding everyone’s at Wendy’s they’ll be here soon”

“You f*cking *sshole!”

Couple of sorority girls, a few glances but not much contact. I didn’t initiate conversation so it was cool. I started feeling like the tone of one girl there was hinting at me in a strange way, kind of an alpha chick. There something about the goofy whispering girly talk they constantly do, and where she was pointing her body, but she brought her bf so I didn’t look too much into it.

I was standing there watching a pepsi pong game and the girls were standing there close to me for awhile and they started loosening up and ended up booty dancing with each other right in front of me and showing off a lot of leg. That was pretty hot.

My eyelids got droopy, so I said my goodbyes and left. I got a text, a “thanks yall for coming” message. Which pretty much means the entire party cleared out within 5 minutes of me leaving. When I took off no one else had left yet. Probably not anything to do with me, but my inner animal says “hell yeah, I was the boom stick at that party!”

So, basically what I got from it is, I feel more smooth and confident at parties. No biggie. Hey I’m happy about it, parties and get-togethers usually end up involving irritating drama, and that one went well. And I didn’t get any weird looks. Which is cool.

It was natural, I feel like my position in things is undergoing a subtle but definite shift.

Caught myself in the mirror a few times…I just look different, chin higher, eyes slanted.

I think my dosage is at its maximum good. I caught myself making a few boorish asshole remarks. Any more drops and sprays and I’ll probably come off as a completely self-absorbed meathead, and act the part willingly.

The cool part is I could actually pull that off. I’m like an animal when it comes to this stuff, and it goes to my head quick. I can dig it.

I would like to write something about A314. After I ordered it I tested it at work first. In the company where I work I do the most important, complicated and responsible work, but somehow, after 1.5 of the year the boss still doesnt trust me. For eg. I dont have keys for the company. Others have. But when I used A314 something amazing happened. When the working day had finished, everybody went home including the boss. And I stayed alone. There was nobody to close the company, so I had to call boss and say that I need to go home and maybe it is no good to leave the company opened :smiley: Such a thing has never happened before. This stuff should be called “Instant trust and respect” :slight_smile:

Good reports, you have a funny reporting style that lets your personality show.

I notice you went from 2 -> 6 drops.

Why don’t you try one drop?
Then 2 then 3 then 4 etc.

I think you’ll be impressed with how much A314 can achieve per drop. Also there are mixed reports on how social it gets in high dosages. Your avoidance of others on 6 drops of A314 could be related to that. I understand that you like socialization, as your first report indicates and as does your purchase of spaceland. 2 drops seems to be a good number for you that may be your sweet spot, but I recommend you investigate!~

Yeah, jumping to six drops isn’t smart if you don’t know what it’s doing on the way up. You can get a serious backfire from an OD of A314. And you may not even know it’s happening, because a lot of what it does is subtle, and ODs are not something you can just wash off. You burn into other people’s minds that you’re better or too high status and they stay away after that… so you can be kicking yourself right out of the game with a lot of people that way. Go play with 3, 4 and 5 drops for a week each, in that order. Pushing it to the maximum isn’t always the best thing to do. Especially without knowing what’s going on first.

Good reporting, though.

Thanks for the tips, I did plan on doing a more careful study and got carried away in the vibe this stuff creates. I haven’t much paid attention to its external effects. Overall I can definitely spot more non-verbal communication. At two drops, a lot of talk and a modicum of gesturing. At 6 drops I feel like most of the talking I do involves hand gestures and facial expression.

Dreaming is very lucid and mystical.

One of them was me rolling over and fucking my ex, and then looking down and there was some dude there laying face down. Gross! But I considered if I were the sandman, I’d think a prank like that would be funny

The other dream I was lost on the highway. I took this this “Interstate 100” exit in the hopes to backtrack. The exit turned out to be the side of a huge river dam. However, I floored it and that seemed to give me enough centrifugal force to make it though. It seems like lack of determination is the only gravity in dreams.

The concrete glittered with dew. I parked between two lines of fresh paint. There were three slots, one for a canoe, another for a larger boat, and another for some kind of narrow raft. A water park? I got naked immediatly but did not notice. I passed the slots into a 2 acre underground wading pool. 2 blonde tots, a boy and a girl, were splashing each other in the distance. Kinda made me feel jealous, I have great memories of my early childhood. I started to became aware of my nakedness. The mother walked over and looked concerned. “Do you know where you are?” I thought this might have been some kind of women’s retreat and I got very embarassed. “No” She telepathically showed me images of the complex. It seemed like some kind of low key funny farm retreat, where hurt souls go to recapture their positive creative vigor. I made my way out into the parking area cupping my junk out of vanity, and a doctor and this girl came up. She started spouting that I didn’t belong here, what she went though, etc. It was very convincing. But something welled up in me, something powerful. I felt absolutely calm. It was pure expressiveness. I said to her slowly, “You are making me feel very disturbed, and I’m leaving.” Not that those words were special, it was language I felt SHE was being taught to use by the doctors in this place. It was basically the most positive thing to say.

The doctor led her away. I was thinking it was probably best that I left, but something in me wanted to explore more. I followed the doctor and patient covertly. They went into an office and closed the door. I eavesdropped into their conversation where he was patiently explaining how to deal with the situation and to be polite, and she was objecting that “that guy” didn’t belong and needed to get out, but he’d counter and push acceptance. He sensed my presence and peeked out of the door, so I looked down and played with my zipper. He ignored me and closed the door again. Embarrassing.

I walked out to my car and I ran into two guys my age that seemed like me. One of them asked me how I got here and I said " I just ended up here" and he said “weird, same with us. I guess were gonna go lock in a weekend slot before they run out.” I guess they wound up there several times? But hell, I didn’t need to be anywhere, so I followed them and I said “sounds like a plan”. Then I woke up.