I’m giving myself a few days off P123 testing as I want to keep the self effects with that. But what’s a guy to do in the meantime??? Why, test something else, of course!!
Yesterday morning at work, I pulled out P125 with the intention of following my usual “Self test First” policy. Here is how things went…
Product name,scent and strength
P125, Akuto, 12.5 mcg
11.29am 1.5 sprays to throat
11.34am Slight nervous energy feeling, but feel moderately chatty
11.37am Feel a degree of excitement
11.53am I feel almost cheeky with this. Nothing dark about this one
11.57am 1 spray to throat (2.5 total)
12.05pm slight pressure headache in forehead. Went for a smoke, had a bounce in my stride
12.34pm have had 2 brief conversations – both felt quite deep, close and open – beta nolish. Very short exposure time though, could be co-incidental
12.39pm Hmmm. Nothing really standing out at the moment.
At this point, work issues got in the way of my self testing. Nothing in
particular at lunch (1pm) either. The initial feeling of excitement died out pretty quickly after the first half hour. I was a bit disappointed to be honest – this is the first P I’ve tested that didn’t have fairly clear cut effects for me.
My GF and I had planned to have a quiet night in front of the TV which seemed like a good opportunity to give this another go. Unlike P123 which I was initially worried about exposing my GF too given her natural bluntness, I hadn’t seen too much of anything to worry about with this.
I did feel like it might need a stronger application, though so…..
2 sprays @12.5mcg to throat, 1 spray to each wrist (4 total – 50mcgs)
EFFECTS
This was about half an hour before my GF got home. Within minutes I’d gone from my normal arriving home mood to a really good, positive, happy one. I was excited about the night. It was going to be fun – we’d watch TV, chill out, maybe order Pizza, have a few drinks – what a great way to spend Wednesday night.
I got out the Pizza menu, grabbed a wine glass for GF and had them ready in the kitchen. Pulled a bourbon and coke can out of the fridge for me. Sat down on the couch, then got back up and had a smoke. Checked the time – where is she? She’s running late….. that’s no good, she needs to come home this is going to be a fun night and I’m excited!!!
GF arrives, we say our hellos and sit on the couch. She tells me about her day. Now, we usually sit next to each other on the couch facing the TV. Today we both have one leg up on the couch and face each other.
**And I’m so attentive! I’m just really happy to have her home and be having this fun Wednesday night, lol. I want to hear all about her day. Even she seems surprised if she loses her train of thought that I remember what she was talking about (she always says I only pretend to listen to her when she talks about her day J ) **
She was in a good mood anyway, so it was hard to notice effects on her, but we seemed to be able to banter and stir each other without any negativity. I felt like I could stir her with things I’d normally be a little wary about without repercussion and she seemed to take them that way as well – all just fun. Things that would normally irritate me a little just didn’t. No big deal. Carefree in a very cheerful, fun way.
Now as much as I feel like being cheeky and having fun, there isn’t anything goofy about me tonight. I’m not doing stupid dances on the balcony to try and make her laugh (yeah I need to grow up). If anything I’m less goofy than usual which is odd considering how cheerful I am. There isn’t anything out of control about how I feel I guess is what I’m getting at.
At one point, early on, I thought there was something very Nol’ish about this – almost somewhere in the middle of Alpha and Beta, but I’m noticing that I’m not exactly chatty myself – I’m listening more. I’m just enjoying being in someone’s company. It’s all about the opportunity to bond in a positive, happy, “mini party atmosphere” way. At one point we actually pulled out a board game to play in the ad breaks of the show we were watching. Seemed normal and, well, fun!
Alas, all good things must come to an end……. Around the 4 hour mark after application, the effects began to wear off. I started to come down and little things started bugging me. My GF started to take things I said the wrong way. This wasn’t attributable to P125 – this is the way we tend to get when we’re tired. And that’s another plus to the P125, by the way. We’d both had very little sleep the night before – I certainly didn’t feel energetic at all until I dosed up.
Which brings me to today. I have the bottle in my pocket and a lunch to go to in about and hour. Mixed group of about 5 people. More testing awaits……..
