Candyland & Mones

So I had a different journal going but I wanted to start a new one (fresh). I think this will help me test consistently.

Some background; the players in my life.

Grumpy - The main TG - complicated older guy (late 30’s/early 40’s) who general gives me mixed signals (have been intimate but not in a year)

Doc - mid 20’s GuyFriend whom I’ve snogged once but never went farther than that with - mostly a flirting (in a teasing sometimes almost mean kind of way)

Happy - Early 30’s GuyFriend - no romantic feelings whatsoever but he’s super flirty

A few short findings I’ve noticed in general while using specific mones (no date or specific details exactly)

I/S-A - definite makes me strut

I/S-B - while it worked well for me when I started playing with mones over two years ago; recently it makes me super weepy (like PMS emo weepy)

I/Shine - not a fan but not because it doesn’t work but because I find I do not like the crash and keep getting a negative (snappy, short, angry) response from people after a few hours of wearing it

P74 - Definitely brings a certain fun warm almost hug like environment

My mones I currently own: I/S-A, I/S-B, TUTH, P83, MX397, MX135, P102, I/H, P74, TAC

Jan 2

Product name: P83
Scent: Neroli
Strength: 12.5mg

Application dosage: One sprays

Locations: Cleavage /collarbone area (kinda shmeared it with my wrist)

Environment tested in: Chilly office (68F + I wear a sweater when it gets too cold)

Self effects: None but it was the second day of me being under the
weather

Effects to others: I stupidly did what you should not do and did research of other’s finding so at first I was expecting different hits. I cannot really tell you what I was expecting but I think I had imagined a much more “in your face” type of craziness. But then again I was testing it in my office so I do take that into consideration.

TG and I had a big fight two days before (he was acting like a massive jerk and I was being sensitive and overthinking everything as usual lol) so it was a little awkward in the morning. I had gone into his office to apologize and straighten everything out. A little while later he had me come into his office and close his door to tell me a funny story. While we joke around alot he rarely ever calls me over and to shut his door. He continued to go on and tell me some person funny stories and while it’s definitely note IH, I felt like he was being kinda honest about how he was feeling (about how someone else hurt his feelings). Of course in the middle he has to tell me to shutup (in a teasing manner) because God forbid he not “pick on me”.

Jan 3

Product name: P83
Scent: Chocolatini
Strength: 12.5mg

Application dosage: Two sprays (5 hours apart)

Locations: Cleavage /collarbone area (kinda shmeared it with my wrist)

Environment tested in: Chilly office (68F + I wear a sweater when it gets too cold)

Self effects: While I didn’t feel anything the smell takes some getting use to

Effects to others: Holy shnikes! Okay while yesterday’s hits were a little more subtle today… wow.

I’m under the weather (damn cold) but I wanted to continue my testing of P83 from yesterday. I sprayed the initial application at about 8am and went back to work (I work in a corporate office and while I have an office I tend to leave my door open as well as I walk around the rest of the main office alot.

While I did not notice any hits upon the first spray, the second spray caused quite a few lol.

I had two women, who usually do not comment on what I wear etc tell me I smell good and went on to chat about men and bad pickup lines (particularly about smelling good lol)

TG was in a bit grumpy in the am but seemed alot better later in the day. He wouldnt make eye contact with me most of the day, which is strange since we usually have some pretty intense eye @^@%!$ lol!! However at one point (about an hour after I sprayed the second spray) I was standing in front of him he stepped closer and was like a DIHL. We have a complicated past (of strong flirtation that just poofed about 5 months ago).

Here comes the “woooow”.

One of my other coworkers were celebrating their birthday and his boss (J) and two other coworkers asked me to come help them set up the birthday cake. I was wearing a v-neck and two of them - one being a straight female - and J started talking about how I have a great rack and cannot help but stare. Needless to say I got super embarrassed as while we are all friends they have never out and out made a comment about my person lol. For the next hour or so J kept making jokes about not being able to look at me in the eye because he was afraid I would catch him checking out my rack. (his words lol)

Before I left the office I had a different coworker walk up behind me and start whispering in my ear how my team is going to go down tonight and lose in the Orange Bowl. It completely caught me off guard and I think I nearly shrieked he was standing that close.

Luckily noone got touchy feely lol!!!

Jan 8

Product name: P83
Scent: Neroli
Strength: 12.5mg

Application dosage: One sprays

Locations: Left side of my neck

Product name: MX397
Scent: Neroli
Strength: 12.5mg

Application dosage: One sprays

Locations: Right side of my neck

Additional Product: Bubblegum Cops - sprayed to cleavage and back of knees

Environment tested in: My apt (chilly but was wearing a sweater)

Self effects: I didn’t notice anything but I think it’s because I have a much harder time noticing effects on myself than that on others

Effects to others: Boys came over for Poker Night. Grumpy, Happy, and a couple other guys. Grumpy got pretty territorial and at one point was standing directly in my face joking about the toppings for the pizza we were going to order. At one point he couldn’t get the words out correctly and kept mixing up the veggies LOL

Grumpy is usually not one to point out any sort of innuendos (that is usually Happy) but throughout the night Grumpy would say something like “wait noone is going to make a comment about what she just said??”

Grumpy also at the end of the night gave me a very long (hard) hug and kept rubbing my back during the hug. Even I recognized that there was a little something something there. He (we) also spent most of the night texting back and forth but I cannot for the life of me get a read on if he’s still interested. What I mean by that is interested in actually doing something or just liking the idea of the possibility.

I can definitely see the P83 working but I am wondering about the MX397!

Tomorrow I am going to take the day off from mones but I have a big get together on Thursday.

It’s work related (during the day) and then chilling with friends afterwards for dinner and drinks.

Any good suggestions/mixes/combos for the work AND play??

Jan 17

Product name: IS-A and IH
Scent: Neroli
Strength: Both ToGo Bottles

Application dosage/Locations: Two sprays of IS-A to my neck and one spray of IH to my hair (back of head)

Environment tested in: Friends Apt - warm/room temp

Self effects: IS-A always makes me strut lol

Effects to others: Grumpy and I hung out for a few hours and he was pretty chatty as well as there was a subtle flirtation going on. I say subtle because he and I have had in the past some overtly sexual “we shouldn’t even call them innuendos” flirtations. He was teasing me about things always being my fault and I asked him if he was going to blame the recent earthquake on me and he blushed alittle and winked. I find with him even if I do not mean to say something with a double entendre he finds a way to find one lol. I think I can blame some of that on our old flirting.

Jan 20

Product name: IS-A
Scent: Neroli
Strength: Both ToGo Bottles

Application dosage/Locations: Two sprays of IS-A to my neck

Environment tested in: Chilly office (68F + I wear a sweater when it gets too cold)

Self effects: I was in a pretty good mood all day but not in a silly/goofy kinda mood ( I can get super hyper off of sugar or lack of sleep) but in a more confident “get shit done” good mood.

Effects to others: It was a day where my good mood allowed me to not give a rat’s ass about others around me. I usually will find out what coworkers are doing for lunch and either go with them or have them bring me back something but in the mood I was in I was like “eh, f*ck it. I’ll eat whatever I want, whenever I want”. I stepped away from my desk for a few minutes and I come back and find that the cute TG at the office (who sits in the next door office) has bought me lunch. Without me asking. Well, I forgot… he texted me while I was away from my desk if I had gone out with one of the other guys from the office to lunch and I respond back with a simple no (which is very un-like me. I am one of those texters who respond with a full answer 99% of the time and not just a one word answer). First I was intrigued that he wanted to know if I went to lunch with the other guy and then to bring me back lunch.

Jan21

Product name: P96
Scent: Neroli
Strength: 25mg

Application dosage: One spray

Locations: Neck

Environment tested in: Chilly office (68F + I wear a sweater when it gets too cold)

Self effects: It was the last day of a three week resolution to be happy and not let anything bother me. At one point in the day something that would have usually bothered me didn’t (will explain more below). I was in a pretty flirty mood. Twirling hair, joking, teasing.

Effects to others: Oh my damn. I said it in one of the main P96 threads in the Guys Section but P96 seems like a very affectionate mone. I got some wick hits and some pretty subtle hits. Guys teased me to no end. Office TG at one point said the words “I cannot not give you a hard time and tease you. You make it so easy” I thought he was about to pinch my cheek lol.

One of my other male coworkers (I work in a very predominantly male office) didn’t want me to leave his office. Every time I would go to leave he would tell me not to leave!!

So that thing that would usually bother me… I went to “repay” Office TG for lunch from yesterday and when I emailed him that I was getting some pizza and was bringing him back some he replied that while he appreciated my kind consideration pizza didn’t sound appealing. Usually I would overthink and over analyze his answer and I found myself getting annoyed for a few minutes but after a short five minutes I was over it and didn’t think of it again. Previously something like that would make me avoid him the rest of the day but today I just ignored it and we continued to teasing/laughs we each other the rest of the day.

Later that evening I went to the batting cages with some guy friends (Grumpy and two of his friends)

Got back from the batting cages with some guy friends (one being a main TG) and had some fun/interesting findings

  1. I tend to spray my neck and when I wear my long hair up on top of my head away from my neck my hits are more intense

  2. Sprayed one more 25mg on top of whatever was leftover from today and a spray of bubblegum cops to the other side of my neck and TG made himself blush!! We were all talking about when I moved to the West Coast and I moved the same month of his birthday and he loudly yells out “happy birthday to me” and became beet red!!

  3. I got a lot of help. “Do you need help picking a bat? Do you know how to swing? Do you need a token spotter so you can continuously bat?” This was from the young (looked about high school aged boys)

I got of help from the employees at three different stores. Usually I get the typical “aisle # whatever” when asking where an item is but I got very personal help. To the point where one girl spent a good ten minutes trying to find me sugar in the raw!

Lastly (and this may be a bit TMI) I was uncontrollably randy. For pretty much the entire day. Like could go have gone for hours and it still wouldn’t have been enough. Everything was turning me on.

Jan22

Product name: P96
Scent: Neroli
Strength: 25mg

Application dosage: Two sprays

Locations: Neck (same side)

Environment tested in: Office - Temps can range from chilly 68 or pretty warm 70.

Self effects: No real different self effects than that of what I was feeling yesterday. I find that P96 lasts longer than any of the other mones I have tried so far. Almost a good 6-8 hours.

Effects to others: I have noticed some consistent body language with Office TG . Whenever I walk into his office he always sits back with his legs a little spread apart and for the past week or so always throws his hands behind his head. Well today I found him stroking his own arm with his thumb. He was also very conscious of my body. I watched him stare at my lips (he hasn’t done that in a long time) and at one point was just staring at my shoulder ( I was wearing an off the shoulder sweater). I should note that he and I have some pretty intense smoldering eye fucking (I heard one of my sisters use that term and it stuck with me lol). I try to see if his pupils dilate but he has brown eyes and it’s pretty hard to tell sitting across the desk lol.

Alot of teasing again today but today I found people just chatted with me. About anything. Office TG randomly would come into my office to tell me something extremely mundane and nothing related to work. Fun/Interesting stories.

One girl in another department came over to tell me to go look at the cute new guy. Another guy came in to see how my Monday evening. I was telling him the story of the batting cages and accidentally call them “baseball cages” and Office TG apparently was listening in because he yells out from his office “they are NOT called that. Shesh. Cannot believe you just called them that.”

Jan 23

Product name: P96
Scent: Neroli
Strength: 25mg

Application dosage: One spray

Locations: Neck

Environment tested in: Office

Self effects: My mood in the morning was not good. Things were pissing me off and it took a lot for me to get over things and not to become easily annoyed

Effects to others: ** I’m officially dubbing this mone the affectionate and playful mone because it pretty much sums up how people and specifically men interact with me. After the shitty morning ** Office TG and I decided to get lunch together but plans fell thru at the end but we ended up getting take out and bringing it back to the office. He was very playful and teasing about the different food to try (I’m a vegetarian). I think my bad mood made it very difficult to really notice any hits.

Jan 24

Product name: P96
Scent: Neroli
Strength: 25mg

Application dosage: Two spray

Locations: Neck (one spray to each side of the neck)

Environment tested in: Office

Self effects: I was in a much better mood today and I think my own internal setting (happy, pissy, annoyed) really steers the Mones/hits

Effects to others: Friday was a day of some pretty blatant hits. I had my main (CFO) tell me how I have been in a really happy mood the past few weeks and it was good to see me that happy.

Friday was also the first day I saw a real/blatant sexual side to P96. Two guys who I’m pretty friendly with at the office started to make sexual jokes about my lunch (iced tea) but nothing was more intense or in your face than the very open and sexual conversation I had with Grumpy** later that evening. It was a good open honest conversation but it was also fun. It was weird. We were laughing and joking but actually both very turned on and could have jumped each other had it been possible and other people not around lol!

Jan 27

Product name: P96
Scent: Neroli
**Strength: ** 25mg

Application dosage: THREE sprays

Locations: Neck (one spray to each side of the neck) and one more spray about noon time (one more spray later in the afternoon)

Environment tested in: Office

Self effects: great mood, crazy stupid busy in the office and I tried a little experiment. I dressed a little more provocative (skirt a little higher then usual but nothing completely inappropriate for the office) and my black knee high boots

Effects to others: Today I got quite a few compliments but oddly more from the ladies than the men l. I had this one woman (later 60’s) tell me how I’m so sexy and when she was younger she was sexy and went into stories about her promiscuous youth. I had women from our sales team call me a flirt (I’m usually told how I’m more of an ice-princess) so that one truly made me laugh! OTG yelled out “my day is set - I can go home now!!”

At a very important meeting (I sprayed the third spray 20 mins before it) my co-workers took my suggest and really listened to my opinions and suggestions.

One thing I did notice the past few days was at some times I think the Mones were pretty high (don’t know if that makes sense) and it made OTG a little standoffish at times. We were standing at the opening of a door early Thursday afternoon and he had his arms up against his chest to make sure he didn’t brush up against me (not that there wasn’t enough space for two other people between us). It was weird.

I forgot to add that part of my experiment yesterday was to confirm (to myself) that I play such a big part in the mone process.

By that I mean how I look, act, dress, etc. the days I dress a little sexier, act alittle more flirty, etc. the hits are bigger or rather more blatant. Not always but more often they are a hell of a lot easier to notice.

Interesting journal, enjoying it!
Yes, for me mones work optimally when I AM IN CHARGE & not being passive in my behaviors. Sure, the right mix might trigger a hit from a complete passing stranger who is susceptible to those particular mones but the best, most INTENSE hits arise from actually engaging that stranger with a simple innocent question, exposing them to your mix, then watching & listening to their sometimes off-the-wall responses :stuck_out_tongue: Makes for an interesting day :wink:

Thank you!

For the past few weeks I haven’t had a lot of time to go out and test the Mones in a bar setting (family drama) so other than the rare outing I have been testing mostly at the office.

I am hoping things will settle down soon and I start going out again.

I am trying to dilute my P96. I dropped the bottle and lost half of it (insert sobbing here) and I want to see if I can still get the fantastic hits at a lower dosage.

Today was too busy in the office to real pay attention. I’m hoping tomorrow I’ll find some time to go to the bar even for a few hours and chilax lol!

That’s a major tragedy spilling HALF your bottle of P96 :open_mouth::open_mouth::open_mouth:
What the heck happened there? So disinhibited from the self effects of P83 that you were flailing your arms around in utter glee? :wink:

I can’t wait to read about your pending funtimes with your mones in a more fun/social environment than the stodgy ole office affords. Have you ever worn P83 & P96 TOGETHER?? Are you even allowed to do that??:stuck_out_tongue:

I’m jealous, I dont have any P96 to test yet…maybe one day when I’m cool :cool:

I am bit of a klutz and was trying to transfer some of the P96 to an empty to-go bottle when whoosh my elbow hit the uncovered bottle. Let’s just say that I made this very loud very unlady-like scretching noise.

I am hoping (crossing fingers and toes) that I have another poker night with the boys soon (within a week or so) so I will def will be trying the P96 + P83!

I think I want to try and give the P96 another week or so of solo testingb and then move on to either a combo or something else.

I’ve got some MX135 and some P130 to play with :slight_smile:

I really would like to know what P83 & P96 are like together tho they are both putatives & usually are steering molecules for an instant line, so get your poker game on girl & find out !

And try not to knock anything else over today, ok?:wink: Haha

Cool ish.. I will be checking in on you fo sho. Mad props!!!