wow! Now that is some self-control! I guess if she’s not in any danger to herself, others, or your belongings/furniture, I’d probably risk it for the sake of the crazy one-nighter. But it really depends on how attractive they were and how horny I was. Man, I should really up my game.
LS, I know what you are saying, and I have been having somewhat of a dose of schlongers remorse today. Yes, it goes without saying I could have gone to town on that little Philly last night, but I cant help but feel like a dodged a bullet. I kind of walked into the middle of a situation, and was a little out sync with the scene if you will. I was the designated drunk driver last night driving downtown for the game, and we were in a winter storm warning. So I didnt have anything to drink until I got to the bar later. The gal was plastered, was encouraging a potential race riot, her black boyfriend left in a huff, she was working her way around the bar, and quite frankly, her drunken demeanor was kind of a turnoff. She was loud, drunk, and obnoxious. Then when the bartender was waving me off, that was it, I pulled the plug and bailed out into the blizzard. Ok maybe I could have if I she had a ball gag in her dresser, but I wasnt taking any chances…
Date night
1 spr IH
12.5mcg P74
5.0mcg P75
5mcg P79
10mcg P83
1 spray IJ later
Finally got together with this woman I have been interested in for about 3 months. She is 36, tall Id say 5’11’', long dark curly brown hair. Above average body, slender but good boobs.(I know, they’re all good!) She was wearing an aqua colored mini dress and a black blazer jacket as it is still a little cool here at night.
The plan was meet for a couple drinks and have some dinner. I met her at the bar and she said she wanted to sit at the bar. I agreed and we sat down and ordered a couple drinks. She said she had a stressful day at work and it showed a bit. She was kind of crabby. I did my best to cheer her up but it wasnt going well. She was dwelling on trivial shit that happened to her during the day. OK now im getting bored and Im thinking about pulling the plug on this, when I noticed a gal sitting to my right. She was alone and had a half eaten appetizer in front of her. It looked good, so I asked her what it was. She immediately starts talking for like 3 minutes telling me what it was, how good it was, she is done with it so she offers it to me to try. I normally wouldnt, but she said she wasnt going to take it back to her hotel and it was going to go to waste. So I agreed and tried a piece. (Brushetta) It was really good. We continue talking, and she touched me at least 3 times (kino)
Now all of a sudden my date wakes up and says rudely, “Do you guys know each other?” I said “yes we met 5 minutes ago.” Thought I was being funny. Apparently it wasn’t.
My date was looking her up and down.. so to defuse this I introduce them and my date becomes civil. After about 10 minutes the other women leaves and it is like someone flipped the switch with my date. All of a sudden she is in a better mood, she initiates contact, smiling more. She grabs my upper arm and leans in to show me something she wants to order on the menu. We order then I excuse myself to go to the bathroom and she leans in again and gives me a peck on the mouth and says hurry back.
I retreat to the bathroom and do my thing, and apply 1 spray IJ.
We got our dinner, and the rest of the dinner went very nice. I caught her twice daydreaming and asked her what she was thinking about, and she said she wanted to ask me something but she forgot. (DITH)
We finished dinner and she suggested we go to her place, which we did. She lit a couple candles, put on some jazz, and we made our way to the couch. Things escalated pretty fast, and I ended up staying the night.
Summary: The one thing that sticks out to me regarding this mix was how the women initiated most of the interaction with only a gentle prod from me. I asked the woman at the bar about her appetizer and she went on and on about it and initiated kino at least 3 times, with my date sitting next to me. My date touching me and holding my arm in the restaurant, the unexpected kiss in the restaurant, suggesting we go to her place, lighting the candles-setting the mood, initiating foreplay on the couch, and then later taking my hand and leading me to her bedroom. All initiated by her.
I also note that I found it interesting that my date was in a bad mood right up until the other woman at the bar started paying some attention to me. Don’t get me wrong, I was not playing this up to get my date mad or jealous or anything. I don’t play those games. It really was just some innocent cordial conversation that started with me asking about her appetizer. I think the mones got her blabbing away and maybe enhanced or triggered a respect vibe with my date, and maybe she figured she better get with the program.
The last thing of note I want to mention is the self effects I got with this mix. I had a long day at work also, but I was energetic and alert all night. I also had an enhanced feeling of self assurance both at the restaurant and later at my dates home and in bed. Hard to describe really, like I didnt need to over think anything I was going to say, it just came out, and it was the right thing to say–If that makes sense to anyone..It was kind of like the effect I get from A314 but different, more aware, awake, almost surreal. Normally my dates earlier behavior would bug me to no end, but last night I just switched gears and didn’t play back into it. Didn’t encourage it in any way, didn’t reward poor behavior so to speak. But it was all so effortless. Pretty cool actually.
P96 and Mol C
My initial thoughts on P96 is that its not very good by itself, but I really like it as a buffer for things like A314 , P75 , and Ammo as well.
Personally, I like it. It is a useful Molecule for me. What I really want to test is if it has any orgasm intensifying effects similar to TAC .
I get very similar selfies @ P96 30mcg and Mol C 20mcg. P96 definitely knocks the edge off of P75 so you can wear higher doses of P75 around men with out driving them off.
I really like P96 and Mol C on warm sunny days. I get an overall mellow vibe and definitely beautifying effects. Sharpens my vision like putting on polarized sunglasses, or like yellow shooting glasses when I shoot sporting clays/or trap.
I havent had the chance to try the Mol C on any ladies in the sack yet, but I now have an atomizer of Mol C that I bring with me on dates…just in case. My plan is to go with a high dose when the time is right and see if I can rock her world.
Instant Jerk Face Flush Gabfest
A314 from the morning
P83 10 mcg
2 sprays IJ on my way in (fresh)
1 spr Shine
I worked late last night and on my way home I stopped at a sports bar near my office to get something to take home for dinner. It was about 8pm and the bar was pretty full. There was only one spot open at the bar next to an attractive 30yr old brunette. I asked her if I could sit there (open) and she says sure then immediately flings her hair for like 2 minutes! Im serious, it looked almost like a terrets response! This is by far the biggest hair flipping hit I have ever seen. She is also very squirmy. She adjusts her seat, she changes positions, she changes positions again, she adjusts her shirt like 4 times, she touches her breasts like she is brushing lint off of her shirt, and she then finally pulls one leg up on her barstool and sits on it slightly facing me. Her glass of wine was almost gone, so she takes another sip then flags down the bartender and orders another glass. The bartender goes and gets it, then gives it to her. Right then, the hostess comes over to her and plops a togo order of food down in front of her. She then says, “Oh my God, I completely forgot that I ordered food.” (DIHL) I believe that she was affected by my monecloud, wanted to hang around this new guy that just sat down next to her, and completely forgot about her food order and ordered another drink.
OK, time for me to do something instead of sitting there like a bump on a log. The mones cant do all the work you know 
So I point to her togo food and say, “So whats for dinner?” SHe says pasta, then goes into a 3 minute story about how she had it customised for her. I said that sounds good. Then she asks me if I would like to try it! I said “No, no, I dont want to eat your dinner. You enjoy it.” She insists saying she wont eat it all. I thank her again but say no thank you. (Offering some of her dinner to a complete stranger? WTF?)(P83) That is like the second time in two weeks a woman I dont know has offered me their food at a bar. What is that all about??
I notice at this point that her face is flush red, like she is blushing. Then I notice that the female bartender’s face is flushed as well, and she fans herself with a menu. Im thinking that this is from the Instant Jerk (IJ). High -none.
Now she is talking to me non-stop,(I.Shine) telling me her life story, how she used to live two blocks away and came in here 3-4 nights a week, but now she moved away and only comes in here 1-2 nights a week. Says “Its hard to cook for just one person..” (Signaling that she is single)
It was at this point that the female waitress who knows me comes over to me and asks me by name if I want another drink. I say yes. The gal next to me then says “oh I love that name! When I have kids, if I have a boy, I want to name him X” (My name). OK, is that her round about way to say that she wants to have my baby? lol! Or maybe she wants to sleep with me?? Maybe. But I like the way this is going.
Then she volunteers “Im going to be back in here Friday night with my girlfriends. Its my birthday.” I joke, “What should I bring to the party?” and she says “OMG you should come! It is going to be so much fun!” I said it sounds like fun, but I am driving down to Chicago for the weekend. She then says and I quote, “OMG that sounds like more fun. You should take me! I love Chicago!” then she laughs. (flirting w/ me) She just (joked?) about blowing off her friends, and her own birthday party to go to Chicago with me. Too funny. She was obviously joking, but I truly believe she was thinking about it.
So now its been 15-20 minutes since her food came up, but she was perfectly content to let it get cold so she could continue talking to me. Finally she said she had to go, but as she got up she said nice talking to you, then she touched my shoulder and said, “Maybe I will see you again in here sometime?” i said most likely as it is close to my office. I then said “what should I call you next time I see you?” she then makes one more flirty joke, “Call me anytime…” then laughs, and says just kidding you. My name is Jen. She smiles then leaves and saunters out.
All in all, some very nice hits. This is why you need to keep testing if you dont get the results you are looking for with pheros. Sometimes they hit hard like in this situation. Other times, it just doesnt click. Could be the targets are just not receptive that night, they are tired, or possibly…they are just not that into you bro…
The key is, if you test consistently, you will get your doses dialed in, and you put yourself in the best position for a positive result, whatever that may be. Kind of like fishing. You know where the hot spots are (sweet spots), you have caught fish there before (honey hole ) you know there are fish there, but sometimes they just dont bite. But you keep going back to the same spot (repeatability) and low and behold, they are practically jumping in the boat (bed) that time.
Stay the course my friends…
Last Monday I met a friend at a local cowboy bar.
Wearing:
5mcg P75
10mcg P83
30mcg P96
Blond buxom waitress, about 27-28 was totally diggin me. She was overly attentive to a fault, completely invaded my personal space (face 3 inches away from mine everytime she talked to me), she kept walking close by my table really close behind me (sucked into my phero cloud?), smiling all the time and laughing at everything I said, etc. But the biggest hit was after I was there for about 20 minutes, she initiated kino like crazy. She would touch me every time she came to my table. Then she would touch my back every time she passed my table…she would kind of just lightly run her hand across my shoulder blades when she passed me.
She was super nice, friendly, and flirty the whole time I was there. I asked her if she wanted to go out sometime and she said yes without any hesitation, so I gave her my info and said I would call her.
Conclusion: The P75/P83 combo is an old reliable for me. Works 9 out of 10 times. Gets you lots of attention from the ladies, and gets them following you around in stores etc. In restaurants you get waitresses checking on you almost too much, which is better than the opposite..
I think the P96 this time gave it a lovey-dovey feeling. The waitress was looking me directly in the eyes, smiling with her eyes if you know what I mean by that. I really think she was enjoying waiting on me, and the fact she agreed to go out on a date with no hesitation confirmed that. Im sure she gets hit on all the time at this place so Ill take that as a good sign.
Im going to start adding in a little P96 into a few of my other tried and true mixes and see if it “softens” them up a little like it did on this fine day.
Good report. I always wondered if P96 could counteract some of the P75 harshness.
Did you still feel P75 selfies or did the P96 mellow it down significantly?
Will have to give that combo a spin sometime (with a lower P75 dosage because of my age).
Himeros, I still got the P75 selfies-no difference. But the P96 buffered it so it didnt ruffle the feathers of guys I was around. If you want to see this effect, go to a crowded bar with 20mcg of P75 on with nothing else. You will be getting crusty looks from guys left and right, if you sit at the bar guys will literally get up and move away from you like you have B.O. and if you strike up a conversation with guys you will get the cold shoulder big time. Ah, but add a little P83 or some shine, or IH/IO, or as I discovered P96, and all that neg guy vibe goes away. Its very blatant.
MX335 Testing
So Miss Dragon wanted to see how this one works on guys, and she convinced me to test it for her, so I ordered a togo of it and let 'r rip.
Yesterday it arrived so I took it out and applied 10 mcg MX335 to my adams apple, ran 1 finger through it and gave myself an MX335 mustache. I wanted to get a good dose into my sniffer
I played a ton of golf over the weekend and I was tired and sore and really didnt want to be at work.
WIthin 5 minutes I got a kind of uplifting buzz, followed by a slight euphoric feeling that lasted about 15 minutes. Nothing spacy, but kind of nice.
All of this was followed by 3-4 hours of hyper-focus. Very uplifting.
I repeated the same mix today and got similar results. Is it possible that I can type faster with less mistakes when I have this one on??
I will test again tomorrow at 5mcg, and then on Friday at 20mcg.
Miss Dragon, am I doing this right??
You are doing a really great job with this journal. I’m learning a lot and the way you write really catch my atention keeping me reading from page 1 to last in a day.
I’ll try to make my own tests w mones in a similar way, measuring quantities and writting all the results. I wish i had done it when i started in this world.
Good work.
MX335 Testing
OK, Im convinced this is a focus molecule. I gave it a rest over the holiday weekend as I really didnt want to focus
I applied again this morning at the office when I got in. I called my assistant in after I had a look through my 55 emails..uggh.. we usually have a short 10 minute pow-wow every day when I get in to set priorities, put out fires, and catch up on stuff I need to know about. I found myself extremely businesslike today, and rattled off everything I wanted to get done today, and what I was going to need to get it done. My assistant was overly efficient, not as much smalltalk especially after a long weekend. She is good like that though, reading my mood, and could tell I was stressing a little bit, as I have to catch a plane this afternoon for a short business trip to New York. SHe takes notes then leaves, then she comes back about an hour later and has everything done that I needed. It literally was about two hours worth of work she got done in 1 hour. Im guessing that she got a little effect from my MX335. Dont get me wrong, she is good, but usually not that good.
Also, I have to mention this again. I swear to God I can type faster and more accurately with this on. I am not a good typer, average at best. I usually blow through whatever Im trying to write, then go back and fix all my numerous errors/typos. I make significantly less typos while wearing this one. Its like Astrolube for the brain! LOL Helps all the synapses connect better or something.
Sunday- Outside at biker bar,
Ammo 1 spray
P75 2.5 mcg
P83 20 mcg
Tuth 5.0mcg
Met a friend for a few beers. It was gorgeous, warm, sunny, low humidity, no wind.
Waitress was 28, really nice figure, strawberry blondie. I have to hand it to the hiring manager here. All the women are beautiful.
She took our drink orders and was very touchy. She touched each of us as she went around the table taking our order.
I was enjoying the sun, and raised both my arms in the air for a stretch, then brought them down and rolled my neck a little to stretch it out. Right then a different waitress comes up behind me and starts giving me a neck/shoulder massage for a few seconds, and says “OMG your so stiff!” My buddy laughed so hard he snorted and she turned red, laughed and said, “Not like that! Youre terrible!” But then she winks at him and walks away. Apparently this is a friendly place..lol
Our real waitress comes back with our beer and asks us if we want food. My friend says yes and then she takes out her order pad and leans forward on our table and rests on her elbows while she is writing. Come on…if your a guy you have to look! So I did. (Peacocking behavior -or- “Look what I got!” )
WHen she comes back later with our food, she puts my friends plate down in front of him first, then walks around behind me leans over and places my plate in front of me with one hand, and simultaneously presses her right breast into the back of my arm. Boobed. There was no doubt that she did this on purpose, because there was no need to get that close to me. There was only me and my friend on a round table that could hold 5 people. She smiles and leaves and I told my buddy that I got major league boobed by our waitress. He laughs and says “So did I!”
She continued the flirty behavior the rest of the time we were there.
Summary: As per usual, got some really good hits with P75/Ammo/Tuth combo with a healthy P83 kicker to get knock down inhibition. I am going to try this same mix next time except replace the P83 with P96 to see if it still has the dis-inhibition effect. I think Mobo wrote somewhere that he thinks P96 might be a good replacement/alternative for P83. We shall see.
Bartender ass rubbing
Wearing:
Ammo 1 spray
P83 20mcg
Saturday went into a local bar mid afternoon to catch the game on TV and have a brew. Meeting a buddy here in about an hour.
Blonde, slender, sexy bartender sees me and comes down the bar to serve me. They have like 30 tap beers here so I ask her for a recommendation. SHe asks me a few questions about the types of beer I like then starts twirling her hair like crazy as she is standing there. I decide on a beer and she turns 180 and walks 5 feet over to the taps and starts pouring. As she walks over there she runs her hand down the back of her short shorts like 3 times. Then while she is pouring my beer she has her off hand tucked into the back pocket of her shorts. She brings me the beer and walks away again running both her hands down the back of her shorts, like she is smoothing the fabric, but she is doing it in a sexy way (Like I would do it if it were me running my hands down her butt 
)
She kept this up every time she paraded in front of me. It was like an ass check. Left cheek…check. Right cheek…check… Hahaha
The main take away here is that the Ammo/P83 combo was making her very chatty, flirty, and causing her to initiate several body displays to me, including the running of her hands down her butt to accentuate one of her many assets…
Bartender Ass rubbing Part 2
Same bar as last post. Same bartender. I stop in after work for “Just the one” and the sexy blond bartender is just getting on. She is wearing black short shorts and she is peeking out the bottom of them periodically. She is putting her right hand in her back pocket off and on like she is checking something. Almost like a nervous tick. Some times she leaves it in there for 30 seconds or so. Curious.
Wearing:
3 spray MX297 on neck
15mcg P83
10mcg Mol C
15mcg P96
I say hi to her and she comes right over and chats me up. Then walks away to do something. My friend joins me and we are talking, and bartender comes over again and stands in front of us staring. I stop talking to my friend and look at her to see if she was just waiting for a break in our conversation to say something, but she doesnt say anything. Im looking at her for like ten seconds then I say “Terry, can I help you with something?” She turns red in the face and says, “I was gonna ask you something, but now I cant remember..” Total DITH.
About 10 min later two guys come in and sit down a couple seats from us. They are looking at the beer menu and ask her for a recomendation. She proceeds to bend over and rests her elbows on the bar in front of them and points to something on the menu as she is talking. Her butt is on full on display about 3 feet in front of us. I look over at my buddy and say “I love this place!” He laughs. She stayed bent over for about a minute, totally torturing us!
Then a little later she was caught up on making drinks, and comes over and starts chatting us up again, telling us about a trip to Toronto she took with her boyfriend a couple weeks ago. Told us she got totally sunburned then pulls the shoulder of her shirt down exposing her bra strap and bare shoulder. Totally volunteered all of this. I just sat there and enjoyed the show.
I would normally be all over her asking for her number or whatever, but she is a bit young for me. Im guessing she is mid twenties, plus she said she had a boyfriend so no go. I can tell she likes me as a customer though. Always glad to see me, which is nice.
This is the 5th or 6th time Ive been around her while wearing pheros, and it is my professional opinion (haha) that she is very receptive to my mone signature, or mones in general. She seemed to be affected more by this MX297 based mix. Perhaps blonds are particularly affected by MX297? Could be. Worth some more testing methinks.
Grocery Store Low Speed Chase
Same day as previous post, on my way home, stopped by the grocery store to pick up something to grill.
Wearing:
Same as above in previous post
Added 1 spray IJ before I went in.
I find that grocery stores are great places to test out Pheros, because there are generally lots of people in the store, and a very diverse group. Older, younger, singles, Moms, married women, etc. Also, by definition, you will be walking around the store spreading your phero vapor trail and it is normal to walk near people to pick things off the shelf and simultaneously expose them to your cloud, and note reactions.
Got a few interesting looks from a few different females, right away. I saw an attractive lady ahead of me so I walked past her with my cart, about a foot to her left, and stopped about 5 feet past her. I just stood there watching her peripherally, pretending to be very interested in the freshness of a grapefruit or something She glanced at me a couple times then started twirling her hair like crazy. Good hit. I decided I would stay right where I was until she moved on. She didnt. She lingered and lingered and lingered so I decided to move on.
I went about 5 aisles down and was grabbing something and looking at something (for real this time) when I look up and there she is, about ten feet away from me. I linger for a minute or two then move on, but I purposely walked by her as I did so. Give her another whiff.
Went down to the meat section next, which is now on the far end of the store and ordered some steaks from the butcher, and I shit you not, she arrives on the scene again and walks in front of me to take a number (to be helped)
She stands right next to me while she waits. I get my steaks and I head to the front of the store to the registers. This is a big store and has about 20 registers, of which about 8 are currently open. I go to the one with the shortest line and wait to be checked out. Im looking around and I see her walking toward the registers–this is unreal. Im thinking if she gets in my line behind me Im gonna freak out. She approaches, and sadly she gets into the next line over. Oh well I think, still a pretty good hit. A couple minutes later Im being checked out, and I look over to her line and she is staring right at me. As it worked out, her line went faster (Always happens to me…take the shortest line and it takes the longest..) and she walked out the door to the parking lot. I finish checking out and I grab my stuff and head out. I walk out into the sun and she is standing right there playing with her mobile phone. She looks up and smiles and looks back down. I head to my truck and leave.
This has happened to me many times before, but I dont recall what I was wearing, and the other times it didnt last so long. Usually when I catch them following me a couple times, they break it off and go about their business. I will have to read back through my journal to see if I was wearing anything similar. I want to say I think it was P75 that gave me the Pied Piper effect before. I will definitely look it up and summarize here later.
I need to think of a good, non-creepy way to approach women that are following me in stores that I may want to ask out. Maybe something like this:
" Vegetables are very sensuous, dont you think?"
P94 Report
Got a freebie P94 Togo from Androtics with my last order (Thank you!) and Girlfriday egged me on to test it, so I did. Hard to say no to the ladies
4 sprays applied on neck, 2 to each side
20mcg P94
Sprayed on in my office around noon, then immediately left to go to lunch. It was a warm sunny day in the Twin Towns yesterday, and my truck was very warm, but it felt good because I was a little cold from sitting inside all morning in the air conditioning. I think the warmth created a lot more initial diffusion.
First thing I noticed was my eyes felt funny, like the feeling they were a little dry or swollen. I looked in my rearview mirror and they looked fine. Kinda felt like they were stoned. This went away after about 10 minutes.
Second thing I noticed was some visual sharpness. Like a brightener effect. I then put on my polarized sunglasses and it was like sharpness on steroids! Kinda cool effect once I got used to it.
Went to a local restaurant, and sat at the bar and ordered a sandwich. Unfortunately there was not many people in there so I couldnt really get much testing/reactions. The one thing I did notice was that I got a huge respect hit from the guy bartender. He somehow knew my name, mentioning that he had seen me in there before, even though I had never met him. Kinda weird, but whatever…respect vibe. He was totally waiting on me hand and foot, almost to a fault. I would take two sips out of my iced tea, and he would fill it back up. Just a super nice guy as well.
I went back to the office, and I had a meeting with a consultant Im working with on a project with at 3PM that I had scheduled for an hour. The guys shows up and starts talking and never shuts up! Next thing I know its almost 5PM and I barely got a word in edgewise. In sales we call that “Show up-Throw up”. Very rude, and not very effective. He is not normally like this, so I am attributing this behavior to the P94. I think it was distracting his train of thought because he would start talking about topic A, then veer off to Topic C, which would lead him into Topic B, etc. Very ADHD..
I finally cut him off and said I needed to run down my notes with him before we wrap this up, and I proceed to do that, and he attempted to chime in again several times but I just looked up, gave him the hand, and said “just let me get through this..” and he would, thank God. Not sure if it was registering with him, so to be sure, I went over to the copier and made him a copy of my notes to take with him.
Summary: P94 was distracting to him, but not me. I didnt get that effect at all. I got some “buzzy” self effects after application, including some visual sharpening/tunnel effects out in the sun. Shiny. Got the Buddy vibe from the bartender.
I plan to try it again on Friday as I have a date with a gal I have seen a few times. I wont be going P94 alone though. Most likely will also be wearing some A314 or Ammo as a base, and some P83 because that shit is awesome But I wear that mix regularly, and I know what it brings, so I should be able to discern if the P94 steers it in a new direction. Oh, and a togo of Tuth will be in my pocket just in case…dont leave home without it
Mwah CelticPrince! Your review made my day.
Glad to see it wasn’t just me with the visual effects business. P94 does make everything super sharp. It feels like my pupils have dilated WIDE open. 
I definitely got the chattiness as well from the guy I was talking to. To me it was mindless chatter. He was talking about Florida… strip clubs… buying televisions… Red Bull and what to mix with it… buying cars. Come to think of it, the girl I met at the bar flip-flopped on 50 different topics too.
Now you’ve inspired me to mix it up. Wishing I had ordered some P83. I decided to go with P103, which I’ve read is closely related. It should be here any day now.
Girlfriday, you are very welcome. Happy to do it.
Im not sure about P103, as Ive never looked at it, that is until I read your post…and every other post about it! Thats just how my brain works, get me interested in something and I chase it down.
Yes, definitely put P83 on your wishlist, as well as P96. They are both disinhibitors as well as intensifiers. P96 leaning more towards the intensifier IMO, I.E. if you are wearing a sexual mone-it will make it more sexy. If you are wearing a respect mone, it will amplify it.
The best hit I ever got with P83 was at a class reunion. I was wearing a high dose of P83 and I was having a conversation with a gal from my class who 6 months earlier had a tumor removed from her brain. She recovered very well, but said she has trouble doing some things, and starts going down a laundry list. She started saying things like she gets tired easily, has short term memory issues sometimes, etc. She then goes into telling me things about her bowel movements, sex life (or lack thereof) but she wakes up in the middle of the night sometimes and she is extremely horny, forgets to put on underwear…Im just standing there listening to all this when she ubruptly stops mid-sentence and says, “For the life of me, I have no idea why I am telling you all this!” She seemed embarrassed now (redfaced) so I tried to make her feel better by saying “Its Ok, its because we are such close friends..” She then gives me a big hug and says “I know, but its just weird!” After that happened, I was sold on P83.
I will keep an eye out for your P103 reports, make sure you let us know how it goes.
Took a few days off of pheros to cleanse my palette so to speak. I have a busy work week ahead and I will be wearing a lot of respect pheros and socials and I wanted to give my body a chance to rid myself of any lingering pheros. It also helped that I had a lot of yardwork to do and it was hot and sweaty here lately.
When it is this warm it is a challenge to wear pheros and not have them melt away on you. I have a tendency to re-apply later in the day when it is this warm, but it just makes it hard to titrate. It just adds one more variable to think about…Oh well, if it were easy, everyone would be doing it, right?
P94 Report
I was kind of scattered yesterday, partially because I had several appointments spaced out with an hour or two in between. Hard to really engage and dig into something when you have to stop and go somewhere else.
I got into the office today and I could feel it coming on again. ADHD. Just finding it hard to get started on anything. So I decide, what a great time to test out some pheros to see if they can help me focus.
15 mcg P94 front and sides of neck.
Sprayed it on, then forgot about it. Then I noticed the following self effects:
Eyes felt funny again, like stoned, or dried out like if you have a fan blowing directly on you for too long.
Then wow…super focused. Pounded out about 20 emails in 10 minutes. Like a speeder effect without the meds.
I know this sounds funny, and I have mentioned it before, but it makes me type better/faster. This is now the third time I have tested this in this way and I have noticed this effect all three times. BTW I am not a good/fast typer. I am a fast “hunt and pecker” if you know what I mean. (Haha, I said pecker..)
After a while, my eyes adapted and are tearing up a little, which is helping with the dry/stoned eye effect. I walked outside for a short break and to test if I had any visual effects like last time. It is partly cloudy here today and when I walked out the sun was behind a cloud. Then the cloud moved and the sun lit everything up and it was so cool! Like I could see every leaf in every tree shimmer..very intense and vivid. A definite brightening effect. Gave me a slight rush of comfort and calm, almost a happy vibe. That was new.
Later, I took a phone call from a clinician that I am working with. I am developing a product idea he came up with. It turned into a 45 minute brainstorming session. I was on fire!
I really am beginning to like this stuff. I definitely want to try it on a date sometime. I was going to about a week ago, but I forgot to bring it along. I left it in my desk at work. Interested to see how the above listed effects work when I am one on one with a woman.
I will note later on today if I crash out on this stuff or not. But right now I am good to go!