Went to work with a combo of A314x2 and ISx1.
I work in a hosp and have been there for a year.. so in theory I probably wouldn’t be able to tell very much as these people already have an idea about me and the mones should take longer to set in. Either way, I felt the mones gave me a very pleasant self effect I like. Confident, calm, open..
I noticed people where much calmer around me, and yes, I did notice a bit of the “respect” vibe from people, but its hard to tell as I get a healthy amount of that anyway. So here are the “hits” I noticed
- A very surly and quiet nurse I work with- black, 50s- was suddenly talkative and jokey with me. Not alot, but enough for me to realize how unusual that was for her. She usually says less than two words before noon, and yet she seemed in a very good mood and making jokes to me. If it was the mones, I like what they do to her!
2.A patient walks in and yells in a loud voice- “look at your sexy self sitting there all hot and stuff!” I was taken aback. She is fun and playful, but the comment was definitely a bit out there- even for her.
3.A aptients family member- older- maybe early 50s late 40s would not stop staring at me. literally. I was starting to get self conscious. Mostly because she was unattractive! That was weird. - The one person I was really hoping to get the most reaction out of- another worker from a different dept I’ll call Dwas chatty and joky with me, but she usually is with me. Couldn’t tell if it was having an effect or if it was just one of our playful days. She is 35.
- The oddest of all. My boss is a very bitchy female- domineering, a bit strange and a real hard person to get a read on. She came in and reacted very negatively to me. I had previously had an issue and she got very agro with me about it. Literally sneering at me when she thought I wasn’t looking.
At first I thought about it and thought it was just the situation, but then I though it made sense. She was the boss there.. she already has enough of a hard time being seen as “the boss”.. which may explain her past luke wam attitude with me. Male bosses tend to admire subordinates with alpha traits, but maybe this just made me more threatening to her.
So I had an idea to use to refresh sprays of IS and talk to her in private. Here is the thing- she acted completely differently. I explained my situation to her in a calm and open way and she was very receptive the moment I walked in her office. Going out of her way to be nice and understanding.. if it was an act, it was oscar worthy, she really seemed to soften up. To em this was the biggest hit of the day. Two hits of IS and she was comletely different. Did the softening effect of IS do the trick?
Time will tell…
Tomorrow I plan on using mx297 at work since it is a Saturday which is like a play day for us and a much lighter mood all around.