Posted these in other threads, putting here for record keeping:
P97:
Another putative I received a while ago and have been playing with. Now that the bottle has run out here are my notes..
I received this in a 12.5mcg spray. Right off the bat, let me say this is one confusing molecule.. and only towards the very end of the bottle did I start to get an idea of what was going on.
SELF EFFECTS: This is where most of my observations have been noted, as I never really got much of a chance to see how others where reacting due to the self effects of this putative . At 12.5mcgs I noticed and almost downward pulling effect. Not bad, just that feeling of having something on your mind that you cant get at.. at 25mcgs that fog clears and what I tend to feel is awesome. For example driving in to work, or going to the park or anything you do, you feel free, open and great.. not in a caffienated buzz sense, but in a very steady no worries sense.. Its like I would look at my life and everything about seemed to be on track and getting better.. a real good feeling.
Here is where it gets confusing.. sometimes I’d wear it at work or to see some friends or family and I’d feel like crap… angry, stressed, impatient. So much so that I became very weary of using it around people.
It took a while for me to figure out that the problem was that people felt like an interference , and annoyance to this good feeling. Its as if I was much more critical or expectant of people and less willing to put up with them.. kind of like they were a drag. This lead to annoyance and anger because they actually hadn’t don anything. It may be that this molecule was bringing out some subconscious issues I was having with people in general, fam and friends most.
I noted nothing sexual about this putative , but now that the bottle is done, I wish I had tried it when I was feeling more sociable. I think I should add that I havent been very much in a socializing mood for a bit now and that may have been the issue all along. It was subtle so I dont think i would have noticed it, if not for thinking about this none.
As to people reactions, I think they were tainted a bit by my mood. But even when I would be cranky and short with them people seemed to want to know what was up with me and wanting to be around me. Wanting to do things for me. Not in that “Your an alpha I need to please you” way, but in that “I care about you and want to make you happy” sort of way.
Very very interesting molecule, I wish there were more people testing it. I want to move on to other molecules that Androtics sent me like TAK , as well as others I’m ordering.. but this molecule really really warrants more attention. There is just something about it…