Hello, i don’t do much reporting but had to give some feedback on a mix i tried last night.
Details
Me. white 46 in good shape. Have social anxiety but am getting better with this.
Venue. Dance night modern jive, get very hot there. A regular venue so know the faces and few to chat to. General mood, not great as getting over breakup.
After application 35min drive to venue.
Class consists of 2 lessons where partners rotate and rest is freestyle.
To hair
2x IG 30ml bottle
2x IS 30ml bottle
To lower neck (as sweating dry off face and upper neck a lot)
1x P78 25mcg
1x P75 2.5mcg
1x P83 12.5mcg
1x 103 12.5mcg
1x P79 12.5mcg
1x TAF 12.5mcg
To arms
1x TAC 12.5mcg
2x Meo-EST 12.5mcg
Self effects
Mood got better, P78 does this for me, felt really chilled even a bit stoned but nice. Music on drive was good and really got into Lenard Skinners Freebird like i used to when using recreational drugs which no longer do. My SA was way low and felt so very calm and just going with the flow with not a care in the world, feeling confident… P75?
Effect on others
There are men at these venues but mostly women and i tend to see men as competition so don’t really make effort to interact so these observation are about the women.
There was 3 women friends from another venue going to this venue, they were there when arrived and so sat with them. I just dropped into the conversation and they were very chatty and exchange banter about the day we had out on sat and some pictures i had taken.
The class had started so joined in by taking up women without partner in the lineup. It was her first night so was a bit lost, got some eye contact but she moved on quickly. Next women i know to say hello to, when asked how she was she straight away starting telling me that had bad day, work was crap i told her to forget work and enjoy the dancing, she seemed very comfortable and at ease with me as if she had been close to me for years, lots of eye contact and smiles.
This set the tone for the night, all the women i did class with were just so relaxed and comfortable, no defensive postures that you can get as they try and work out if you are trying to get into their knickers which can be most evident with new women.
I have never had so much eye contact in one night, and not just eye contact but those long smoldering take me to bed looks. At times it was almost as if i could see them picturing themselves in bed with me, very intense. I don’t have an issue with giving eye contact so was holding their looks which went on for way longer then would normally expect.
As said i was very calm and feeling confident, even managed to start up conversation with TG as i started dancing with her, that is good for me. She always gives me good eye contact and blushes a lot but tonight there was that little extra glint in her eyes and seemed to getting lot closer, our personal space being meshed together.
There is one very hot women who dances at venue sometimes and though have asked her to dance she just too hot to dance with and i go to pieces when i do, well tonight she had a friend with her who is in same league who have danced with and at one point in the night while dancing i could see her friend pointing me out on the dance floor not sure why but i had got her attention for good or bad, had also caught her friend glancing at me at times during night.
At end of night my TG asked if i was going for drink after, i don’t normally but was this time as friends were, i did not get chance to speak to TG but this bodes well for future and will be going for that drink again.
I had not added any -none to mix except what might already be in in some but as dancing i am sure i produced my own, and as have read some pheros can be converted to -none with heat and sweat.
I was thinking that this mix might be a bit to much of a ‘friend zone’ mix and though the women interacted with me as if they had known me for years and were comfortable there was most defiantly a strong sexy sensual undertone running through interactions with a lot of the women.
The affect did start to wear off as night went on but that was expected due to heat and sweating. Maybe i need a topup for that drink as the SA was just starting to creep back in as i would expect in such a social situation.
All in all very good night, love the effects on myself and others and will be trying it again tonight at a venue that i have only been to a couple of times but know a few women who go there.
Oh and the age range of women was late teens into 50s.