We are definitely living parallel lives more than you know 
12/03 - 2:00am - 35 degrees, overcast, and rainy… all day long… Knew I would be transferred today and didn’t want to run around with a bunch of bottles. Received TA (True Alpha) oil based yesterday. Tried some out when I got it after a full day of mone use.
Today I applied 3 drops TA to jaw line and lower face, 3 sprays Shine x2 to throat and crooks and 3 drops (30mcg) Androstadienone (from Alpha-Dream - cheaper than other places and dosage was clearly noted unlike the competitors) to sides of neck and upper chest. No self effects noted (my transmitters are probably frying). Even though I didn’t “feel” anything I am still walking tall and confident. I am definately Alpha today. Not the same effect of A314.
Early morning we got hit hard and everything that can go wrong went wrong. Alpha female sup. usually gets cranky when the shit hits the fan. This morning she is pretty relaxed. Even under stress she is playful. I got hit and body checked by her several times (in a friendly playful way … obviously she is the aggressive type; No there is nothing going on between us … just play; No nothing will be happening anytime soon if at all…but who the hell knows).
Got aggressive with an irate passenger. I won’t get into details but it would have been better to ignore them and shut my damn mouth. No matter, Alpha female sup. backed me up 100%. I’m normally pretty calm and in control but in this case the aggressiveness just leaked out of me.
Wasn’t in direct contact with many passengers as my positions were focused in other areas.
7:45am - Transferred out to a slow area. Nice break. Employees there were respectful of me (probably beyond what is due).
8:30 - Refresh. Used up the rest of my ToGo of Shine x1. 2 sprays (maybe) to crooks. 2 IH to wrists. One of the older females there started staring at me blankly while I was speaking to the lead. I looked back at her and said something. Caused her to break out in a huge smile. I thought that maybe I had offended her at first. Maybe this was DIHL but I didn’t note it like that at first.
Noticed I was tired (5 hours sleep) also I seemed to be really blah for the rest of the day. May have been the lack of sleep and the rainy weather I don’t know yet. Irregardless I seemed to be fairly popular today with the employees there for some reason.
During shut down I engaged in conversation regarding a number of controversial subjects company related and otherwise. I clearly spoke my mind. I need to stop doing that. I tell ya I’m either going to take over this company or get kicked to the curb.
I don’t know when the products stopped affecting me or even if they did at all. Showered late after my workout. Bit of a strange day. I don’t know how much effect TA had on me but I was a bit different today on the inside not to mention the aggression from earlier. Will have to test it out at some other point. I’m going to try something different tomorrow.
12/03 - My post from the 3rd is not here. I’m not sure what happened but I’m not going to try to recreate it. The post that was missing has reappeared.
12/04 2:15am - 2 shots AM to outer sides of throat, 2 shots Glace to throat, 4 shots Glace to crooks and wrists, 30 mcg Androstadienone to behind ears and forearms. Sprayed cheapo imitation of Acqua Di Gio (I wouldn’t suggest it at this time) on top of spray mones but not the Androstadienone.
The cheap stuff only smells for 15 seconds and is gone however it did eliminate the mones smell. I’m going to have to try the real stuff at some point.
20 minutes later I find that I am wide awake and my mood has been elevated. No high effect or anything just elevation.
8:10am - Refreshed this combo but not the Androstadienone.
Major hits were very little. 2 new older female co-workers seemed to take a liking to me. One of them would not stop talking to me. I feel very alpha today but without the aggression from yesterday.
Alpha female sup. was a bit strange today. First thing started out playful but quickly shut down for most of the day. Oddly though she was very calm, relaxed and reserved (at least around me). I have not seen her this way since I’ve been working with her.
At lunch time I asked her what was wrong. I told her she seemed a bit out of sync today. She didn’t answer me but asked “WHAT do you mean?” (She’s been asking me this a lot lately when I talk to her. I’m not sure why as I am not speaking in code and I’m pretty much saying exactly what I mean.).
Last hour of the day was odd. Referring to myself and alpha. I seemed to get into some kind of emotional combat within myself. I’m not sure what, why , or how but it was strong and kept hold of me even now as I write this.
She was vacuuming and decided to run into the chair I was sitting on. Saying " Oh I didn’t mean to wake you up…". Of course being the gentleman I moved the chair for her.
Every one standing around and she asked me specifically to empty the vacuum canister. Ok done. Upon returning she asked me to reassemble the vacuum then said “Never mind I’ll do it myself… Every time a man touches a vacuum cleaner he breaks it!”… oooooook.
Then she finishes with the Swiffer Duster. She came over to me specifically again and I swear she was going to start dusting me as she glances at my crotch. Yeah ok… you don’t have to say it. At the last second she changes her mind, hands it to me, and asks me to dust something. Uhhh it’s quitting time lady… She runs over to the other 2 ladies and I over hear her say “He thinks I’m serious”. I put it away in the storage cabinet. Notified her that the shelf inside the cabinet was clean.
For the next 10 minutes she is over aggressively and playfully giving me total shit. She told me I started shit with her first thing in the morning and threatened to ship me off somewhere if I didn’t straighten up. For a minute I thought she was serious and was thinking “wtf did I do?”. But for anybody that knows her this is her aggressive “play”.
Anyway on clocking out she favors me first over other people that are closer to punch out. On my way out she yells “Bye, [insert name here]! I’ll see you tomorrow!”. She doesn’t do this type of thing. She didn’t say “bye” to anybody else. On top of all of this she misses the bus. I watch her daydreamingly walking down the sidewalk apparently lost in thought.
I get home and sit in the car for 10 minutes with this strong emotional conflict thing going on. Then sit on the couch for an hour lost in thought with the same feeling. Androstadienone? I really don’t know if it was that after so many hours of application or if my life realizations are flooding me.
A separate post. I know a lot of people who find out about mones are focused on getting laid. That is an “honorable” pursuit. Once I found out their potential I was looking for ways to incorporate them into my life as another big change to be someone better.
It seems I’ve wasted/used a bunch of time playing with the effects of various products. I’ve reported the major “hits” of the products I’ve used. But cannot include a full day of all the minor things which were probably not even evident at the times of occurrence and too many to mention. Not even to mention whether these were even mone “hits” at all or just part of everyday life that would’ve occurred anyway.
I’ve seen the evidence but buried deep is a skeptic. Are the mones doing anything at all. Are they really affecting other peoples’ perception or are they affecting only my perceptions and others are following along with the way I’ve changed?
Condensing every day since I’ve started I feel like I’m in some kind of secret Twilight Zone. Nobody else notices that anything is off or strange except for me. I’ve changed since day 1. I like who I’ve become and who I am going to be. People around me have reacted and responded to me differently from the day to day. My circumstances/situations have changed more than they have in the last few years. I believe that by using these products correctly I have full control over my life.
If I hadn’t done the research and applied the mones directly to myself I would probably think that I was starting to go insane. God bless all the pioneers that have made these products possible. You have made a life long slave to all of the possibilities that are starting to open up in my life.
This is all good and I feel the same way, but at the end of the day, what is the more desirable outcome? Is it that with mones we get laid and without we are losers, or with mones we are changing the fabric of our existance, which has more long lasting effects (and essentially the same outcome)?
I conclude that self-effects are more important than the effects on others.
I have been journaling for 3 weeks on my mone experience. I have a telecommuting job, so I don’t get the quantity of daily exposure to females like the average person does going into an office environment. That said, I have noticed two DIHL episodes during this time, which is exactly double the episodes of the prior few years. Is it the mone effects on them, is the mone effect on me, or is it all just psychological confidence I get from wanting to improve myself?
I think it is a combination that is very situational, but I feel myself being transformed into the kind of man I had always wanted to be. Being laid is just the reward for the transformation, but it is not the only end to the means. More meaningful relationships, whether it be female or male, helps us live a more fulfilling life, and mones are just a tool helping us along.
12/05 - Still testing/using products that will continue to shape my future. I intend this to be the last post in this journal. I will still be checking in on future posts and other journals.
Good luck to everyone out there!
Why? I like your journal. Why not keep it going?
12/06 - Ok folks one more post.
Had 5 hours interrupted sleep. Had trouble getting out of bed. Had trouble getting out of shower. Feels like I’m drugged. Could be the sleep issue.
Poison for the day : 1 drop TA to jaw, 1 shot A314 to neck, 3 shots TUTH to lower neck, 6 shots Glace to neck crooks wrists, 60mcg (6 drops) of A1 to back of ears back of neck and forearms.
Refreshed the sprays only at 7:10am.
I was fairly aggressive and “sloppy” early on this morning. Aggression lasted for 2 hours and was controlled. No events developed from this.
Very slow traffic today. Almost no passenger access today. Worked with Alpha female sup (she’s modified my schedule to work with her), Lead 1 - the one that is my “new best friend … lol”, about 20 minutes access to Lead2 and older female co-worker.
General highlights only.
Had trouble getting going at work even with a large coffee. Had some trouble with minor details (forgetting things).
1. Got told I looked like (name removed) from (show removed). Suggested to me to grow a gotee so I can look like the picture. I don’t see any resemblance.
2. Lead 1 prompted me into a long conversation about women. ie emotional states/communication etc.
3. Lead 2 was overly friendly the short time I was around him. Kept talking non stop and making dumb jokes. He’s been friendly before the few times I’ve worked with him but not like this.
4. Older female co-worker the short time I spent with her was also overly friendly. Talking at me like a whirlwind while being the center of her attention. Eyes bugged at me and head jutted toward me.
This co-worker I worked with for the first time last week. I did not mention it in the journal (don’t remember what I was wearing). After a 5 minute friendly chat about nothing in particular had suddenly blurted out that she was NOT AVAILABLE and NOT LOOKING FOR A RELATIONSHIP. Trust me I don’t know where that came from.
5. Minor friendly “harassment” from Alpha female throughout the day.
6. Alpha female has not asked me “What do you mean by that?” today but twice asked me “What are you thinking?”. I’m a man. Our brains are always empty. We think with our other head.
7. Alpha female directly expressed that I should open up to her and talk about things in my life.
7.5. Alpha female opened up to me about personal things about her personality. The type of things you would only mention to a shrink.
8. Alpha female - every day this week has prompted me to start a conversation about some unknown subject. Obviously she has something on her mind. It’s also pretty obvious that I’m a mind reader. Anyway I’m not going there just now.
9. Alpha female talked about how long her hair is when she lets it down. She still won’t show me.
10. Older old female stopped me in hall asking about my walk. Asked me if I was working out. The world is an odd place.
Still walking the walk today. Congruence is being maintained.
Very end of day I get slammed with this emotional conflict thing that I experienced yesterday. I don’t know what it is exactly but gets me digging deep into my inner emotions. Has to be the long exposure to the A1. Don’t know what else it could be.
Arriving home I gave myself a shot of AM to the throat. I would swear I got kicked in the head. Woke me up fast. I’m guessing it’s the excess none on my body.
11. The dry cleaning lady got excited to see me AFTER processing my order and began talking my ear off. I almost didn’t get out of there in a reasonable amount of time.
12. - This entire week random passengers have been picking me out of a group of officers to ask ME questions and ignoring officers that are closer to them. This I could do without. What am I? A magnet?
Lots of little things either not worth mentioning or forgotten.
Note about Alpha. She’s been in this rocky non-relationship relationship thing since day 1. No matter I’m still trapped where I’m at for now.
12/07 - No work. No mones planned. I need sleep.
12/08 - No work. No mones planned. I need more sleep.
Sounds like a sleep problem to me. I didn’t get much sleep last night and that’s exactly how I felt today. Thing is I didn’t wear mones yesterday or today so it couldn’t have been that.
12/09 - 2:15am - Applied 2 shots AM to throat, 30mcg A1 to back of ears and back of neck, 4 shots IH to crooks and wrists.
8:20am - Reapplied the sprays but misprayed the AM. Probably 2.5 shots on the AM.
First thing I was sent to my regular work environment. After 10 minutes Alpha female transferred me out to her location. Very limited access to other females. The dark skinned female lead was smiley with me and respectful. She didn’t talk much. Didn’t notice many other hits from anybody else except Alpha. She preoccupied most of my time while working today.
She told me that she broke off her rocky relationship. After that she was fucking off the wall all fucking day long. Hitting, slapping, hugging, touching, pushing, bumping, standing behind me, standing next to me, and finding excuses to get 1 inch from my face when possible. Seemed she was doing anything possible to create tension.
The other thing she had a cheesy ass grin on her face for like 9 hours straight and she was juiced and more happy than any person could possibly be. Nobody gets this way especially not her. Totally off her rocker. She keeps talking about me behind my back (good thing… seems I always get a turn around smile from it).
I must admit this has all been fun up to this point. Today though I’m feeling like I missed a punch line to a joke. Now I see she has a crazy side. I’m wondering if I should be scared LOL!
Sat next to a very attractive young dark skinned women on the bus to the parking lot. As soon as I started talking to her her eyes got big. We talked the entire bus ride about everything and she made non stop eye contact with me with every word. She works in a different area. Probably will not see her anytime soon.
Picked up my dry cleaning. The older ladies there were very attentive to me more than usual it seems.
Mixed a batch of Primal Musk Oil and NPA together and tested for smell. Spilled a few drops of NPA on my hands. Got a major rush from it. Mixed 1/3 NPA and 2/3 PMO. Tested and seems to take care of the smell. The way I figure it 1 spray from the atomizer will give me .83 drops of NPA. Will have to play around with this stuff and see what happens.
12/10 - 2:15am- Expected to be moved about today. Didn’t want to carry a bunch of sprays. 3 drops TA mixed with 1 drop SPMO (Super Primal Musk Oil) applied to jaw/neck, 30 mcg A1 mixed with 1 drop SPMO applied to back of ears and back of neck, 1 spray of my mix NPA/SPMO for .83 drops of NPA to lower neck, and what was left in the IH ToGo bottle (maybe 2 full sprays) to crooks.
No refresh today.
Got moved immediately today first thing 
. Somebody changed Alphas schedule.
Went to help out Alpha at 5:00am. I was there for 15 minutes. She spent 10 of those minutes with me. There was a massive rush and things were hectic. She grabbed my arm to stop me and said “Save me!”. Once I reached my position she comes over and stands behind me. She made some kind of comment on the “tension”. We talked. I scratched her back with one hand while I operated the machinery with the other. On my way out she comes up to me very beta like (closed and small) with a puppy dog look and just stares. I give her a pat like a half hug and walk out.
Went back to my worksite. The very petite young blonde there caught my attention and chatted me up. She wanted to find out the types of things I was interested in. We talked for 10 minutes before being pulled away. Didn’t see much of her for the rest of the day.
7:45am - As fate would have it Alpha got transferred to my area. She was low key today. Some slapping, hitting, and body checks.
At one point she stood behind me and asked if I can “Feel the tension”. The she walked close in front of me and turns around. We are facing opposite direction and her entire left half of her body is right up against my left half while I’m trying to work in front of co-workers and passengers. Again making a comment about the tension. I stood my ground with that giant tit up against me. Ok technically if nothing else she’s done counted this is definately Sexual Harassment.
Hits from others during this time? Who the hell cares?
She disappeared for about an hour. When she came back I jokingly asked her if she had gone home and came back. She insinuated that I was worried about her. I told her that that was quite an insinuation.
Last hour of the day we were joined by an older dark skinned women (unattractive to me) employee. She jokingly made smart ass comments toward me. She kept playing with me that way until it was time to leave.
Noted 2 incidences of high speed hair curling from cute young female passengers after walking directly passed me. Of course I had to look back.
I’m eventually going to have to do something about all this. But for now I’m having a blast.
I think you got this sweet spot thing DOWN!
Note: An older co-worker that I trust who has also unknowingly been exposed to mones on a daily basis including all applications of A1 talked to me about my PRESENCE. I was wearing TA and A1 at the time.
She said I had a PRESENCE or an AURA about me. She said that I seem to have a calming/trusting effect on women. That I seemed to have a youngish vibe and that women felt compelled to want to take care of me. Is that weird or what?
Apparently the A1 is responsible for most of that. It would seem the TA and AM that I’ve been wearing might make me appear to be younger than what I am. Hopefully that was all positive. I think it is.
I’m still wearing various combinations of mones to work. I have noticed that certain dosages cause dark skinned women to react in a highly exaggerated way that I don’t see with light skinned women.
I wore 2 sprays IJ with 1 spray Shine x2 one day for fun. A dark skinned female manager stood next to me for an hour at the end of the day. We had some light conversation then for the next hour proceeded to try to “set me up” with every woman that walked by. She even pointed out some IOIs that I would have otherwise missed.
That ABSOLUTELY sounds like A1 to me. Not weird at all 
Just a note. I believe I grossly miscalculated the dosage of NPA with a 1/3rd mix with SPMO. I took someone’s thoughts on drops per sprays but instead decided to take total pheromone content per ml taking into consideration that there are approx. 40 sprays from a 5ml ToGo. Actual content should work out to 2.4 drops of NPA per spray. Which is pretty close to what I was looking for from this product. This gives approximately 10mcg of none and 10mcg of other pheromones.
I’m still using mones daily at work. The majority of self effects are no longer noticeable. Still maintaining my congruence with who I want to be. Listening to subliminals daily almost around the clock. Re-evaluated my work out routine to something more strenuous to improve results.
Due to daily mones usage all these minor “hits” I had noticed when I first started I seldom notice anymore. Every day all of these things have become a normal part of life. I still see these major hits from time to time but for the most part my Twilight Zone has become real and accepted.
I’ve more or less randomized my mones selection from what is now a large collection of bases and socials. The people I’ve exposed the most to mones still see me as this other “improved” person. I receive considerably more from them by factors of x2, x5 and in some cases x10. I’ve found I’ve become increasingly popular.
What happened to the Alpha after all this time? After a number of undisclosed events it did unfortunately have to come to an end. Too many dangers to myself. Too many opportunities to get stupid. Throughout the process we ended up becoming close. She is the best friend I never had. We talk constantly daily. I probably know more about her than any single living person. Kind of too bad but with circumstances being what they are this is perfectly acceptable.
Have you found these actually work?
The end results may be hard to see unlike mones. I was turned on to Real Subliminals by a user that I had been following. The gent. claims they worked 100%. I started using the Alpha Male Mind Set and Deep Inner Game for several weeks. I noticed alphaness was easier to stay congruent with after a few days. After the 3 week period my walk, actions, talk, and even my attitude and thoughts have changed for the better. This seems to be completely independent of what mone combination I’m using or whether I’m using mones or not.
Since then I’ve ordered a few other products. Do they really work? I can’t put my finger on it but being a bit of a betting man I would put my money on YES. It seems that positive thoughts are more on the front line. Negative thoughts get overriden and pushed out. My entire attitude and inner voice has changed. I would say the subliminals with the mones purchases are the best money I have ever spent.
It’s been a while. Just wanted to report a few strong hits. I have decided that I would boost my rone signature with the products I’m currently using. I like the rone status and effects on others.
01/07/12 - Started today with 2 shots AM to throat, 1 shot TC (True Charisma - A and B rone and A1) to lower throat, and 1 shot TO (True Openess) to crook, and 1 shot Tuth to chest. Refreshed at 0800.
Transferred today mid day. Ended up working with Alpha again. The sexual innuendos commenced and continued until I went to bed. That’s not the hit. Ran into a female co-worker that I hadn’t seen in two years. She commented on my weight loss. Then looks me square in the eye. She says “There’s something… different … about you.”. She slowed way down when she said this. Then started acting like a school girl saying how good I looked and that she didn’t want me to get the wrong impression. She remained chatty and giggly with me the rest of the day.
01/08/12 - 1 spray TR (True Radiance - A and B rone and A1) to throat, 1 spray TI (True Instinct - 6 mcg none, 1 mcg rone) to lower throat area, 2 shots TO to crooks.
Another female sup that I work with once a week got intimidated. She started talking about procedure. I moved a bit closer so I could hear her. I was within 5 feet of her and she locks onto me starts nervously laughing while leaning her head way back. For some reason moving closer even at that distance set her off even though there was nothing aggressive about my demeanor that I’m aware of. A bit later I explained that I was just trying to get a little closer so I could hear her and that I didn’t mean to scare her. She just noted that I had moved closer. She just got a little weird. Later on even after the refresh she was talkative and friendly with me.
Got a lot more respect and enhanced eye contact from passengers of all ages and sexes. I felt a bit magnetic today. It seemed when I talked people listened. Seemingly almost hanging on my words.
Also seems I got some unwanted attention from an “upper management” type person. Not really but I can’t give details on the actual relationship to the company. This person locked in on me straight away and watched me do my job with practiced extreme and efficient diligence. Then told my sup that I was not checking something critical. This was not correct as I performed with perfection. This type of backstabbing set ups are fairly common. Unfortunately this is the hostile environment I work in. I’m sure it was brought on by my additional status marking me as a target.
Irregardless I’m going to keep buffering my combos with additional rone.