just received my CTTM 2 yesterday. have used A and B -nols before but first time with this one. perfect timing as last night was a birthday party for a client friend of mine.
setting-high end ocean view restaurant. unfortunately (or fortunately if you are testing pheros lol) it rained the entire day yesterday which meant that while we were all gathered in the restaurant to celebrate her birthday, all of the rain blinds were lowered to keep us dry (thereby reducing the wind and improving my CTTM 2 diffusion into a localized area)
pheros used- only CTTM 2 on this occassion, 1 full spray to each side of my head.
no self effects noticed but this isn’t unusual as -nol’s haven’t done much for me in the past, however, it was literally impossible for me to be by myself for any amount of time. it isn’t uncommon for me to find my spot in a bar, sit down and hold down my place. my friends will come up and sit with me or be butterflies floating around the party, returning occassionally to catch up but last night i ended up being part of a larger group for the entire evening.
this is unusual because as i just mentioned, i am perfectly happy to sip my beer and field the occassional questions, comments etc but i am normally involved in my own thoughts, much prefering them to inane bar chat.
in total, i don’t believe i was sitting solo for more than 90 seconds the entire evening (3 hours). i had groups around me with anywhere from 2-6 people chatting away and actively trying to draw me into the conversation. one of these men, standing well over 6ft tall and 250+ and very athletic was hanging on my every word, to the point that in spite of the hard rain falling outside, he insisted on coming out with us to my car when we were leaving so that he could get one of my business cards. no, he isn’t gay and i’m certainly not, but as he intended to come invest in thailand he insisted that i was the person he wanted to have on his side. no complaints there, i want a commission just like anyone would.
originally, i wanted this one to soften up my daily office use of A314 which i happen to love and won’t give up until i’m dead and cremated viking style but even then i’ll probably take a bottle with me. problem is, i am a classic introvert, preferring my own thoughts to others conversations so i’ve had to learn to direct that A314 in a more outspoken authoratative way instead of an introspective, reclusive authoratative way, if that makes sense.
i think this one is particularly well suited for those who enjoy being social butterflies. if you can’t handle attention, you have been warned.