10:30: Start - 1 (25 mcg ) spray P100 to neck. I got an instant “sit up straight and pay attention” jolt that almost took my breath away. I do feel a little clearer headed – not much, just a little.
10:40: I went to get a jacket, since it is a little chilly this morning, and I kept stopping and focusing on things, making decisions about what needs to be done. I had a tendency to stop abruptly and turn and go to things and touch them. This stuff makes me want to get up and get busy and it wants me to be fast. It is hard to just sit still. Definitely wouldn’t recommend it for meditation unless you like struggling to relax and sit still.
Added 1 (10 mcg) spray TAF to neck. There is a strong alcohol smell to this. I noticed right away a feeling of expansion and spaciness. It kinda gives me a dreamy feeling. I think this one alone would be great to try out for meditation or times when you just want to float along and not worry about stuff. Together with the P100 – it has taken the edge off of the need to “do” but hasn’t stopped that urge, just blunted it and made it almost pleasant. Yeah, I can see why this is a good chore combo.
10:45: Having a hard time sitting still for this short time. I went over my notes for this trial run and decided to wait 5 more minutes and add 25 more mcg P100 and 10 more mcg TAF, but starting with the TAF this time. I will also wait 5 minutes between the two.
10:50: Added 1 spray (10 mcg) TAF to neck. Instantly felt amelioration of the urge to “do” but without the feelings of expansion and spaciness. This time I just felt an instant relaxation of tension. I do have an urge to lie down. What amazes me about all this is the instantaneous response I’m having with these items.
10:55: Adding 1 spray (25 mcg) P100 to neck. Whoa! Instant speeding up. I might want to spray these all together a little lower on my chest rather than right under my chin.
It is a little disconcerting having this alternating speed up/get up/focus and slow down/lie down/expansion vibe. These would probably have been better put on all at once together.
Initial thoughts: P100 gives me the urge to do, but I’m just as easily pulled to do one thing away from another. So it is motivational for doing things, just not very specific. TAF relaxes the distraction, relaxes the tension of P100, and makes things pleasant. By itself P100 would make me ADHD in the extreme. TAF alone would make me want to relax into enjoying the sunshine or the rain or whatever I was experiencing. It is not motivational at all. (But, damn, I like it. I may have to try it with Lust After Me and Turn Up The Heat… Ooh, lah!) P100 should not, in my opinion be mixed with socials unless you wanted to stay in the kitchen during the party cleaning up instead of partying. Heh!
Okay, I can’t sit still any more. It’s getting too uncomfortable. For me, I may want to raise the TAF/P100 ratio a bit. This combo seems a little too P100 heavy.
12:12: Okay, less than an hour and that’s all I can take. I had to add more TAF to counter the jitteryness and it is still too amphetamine like for my tastes. I don’t feel OCD, just totally ADHD and not very happy in my body. This feel entirely like the time I was put on a trial low dose of ritalin… yuck! Gonna jump in the shower now.
I’ll try again tomorrow with just 25 mcg P100 and 10 mcg TAF. My tolerance may just be too low for these.
Hey Diane! It’s nice to see you posting your reports in the journal section! You might want to just make one post here and keep replying to it instead of making new posts for each report. That’s just for the journal section, though. By all means make individual threads in the main Women’s section.
Day 2: 2 sprays to throat. Got some self-effects this time. Within 10 minutes of spraying it on my cell rang…the insurance company for one of my clients needed something faxed to them. I was literally on my way out the door to go to work. On any other day, chances are 70% or better I would have left for work and taken care of that later. But today something in me said “nope. Take care of this now”. So I went upstairs and found the file, made the appropriate changes on the computer, and faxed it over. Very smoothly and efficiently got it done and wasn’t even late for work.
On the way to work, I did find myself getting a little antsy at red lights. Not a losing my temper impatience, or worried that I was going to be late, but more like a “c’mon, I don’t want to just sit here” feeling. I’ve also read that this gives you a high status aura, and I certainly felt that way. I walked into work feeling very energetic and confident…
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Overall, I get a sense of “let’s get the task done” and self-assured confidence. I talk to others very articulately and with a subtle air of authority, but the self-effects only last a short time, like 1-2 hours. The effects on others are harder to gauge but I am definitely getting a high status vibe from this. I’m going to take a break for a few days but I’ll test next week with 30-40 [(Microgram - Wikipedia).
First, I think this is fine for driving. I’ve driven using P93 and it was great. If anything, I was more cautious than ever. I didn’t want to be bothered by passengers while on the road.
Second, I didn’t notice any drowsiness myself.
The one thing I alluded to above, though, is something both Tacitus and Sunny have noted… and that is a loss of patience of trivial things.
It’s not like androstenone for me, though. It doesn’t seem to have an angry dimension for me (androstenone definitely does). I’m enjoying things and feel good, but I just want to get the current thing done once there’s nothing new to see, and move onto whatever I have to do next, with as little fuss and muss as possible.
Again, sort of -none like, but without the anger or aggression. I also haven’t noticed the extremely polarized effects androstenone tends to have on others… but I’ll stop here.
All I’ll end with is by saying that it’s a neat molecule. For the reasons most guys are attracted to pheromones, I think it’ll be useful."
I had tried this last week, in a combo with cleo - but I tried it again yesterday, and i used just 1 drop A314 and 25mcg P93 sprayed to my neck.
I didn’t notice much but the usual self-effects until I had to go into some meetings with consultants with the rest of my team. I stayed quiet through most of the emotional, bitching part of the session, but when I did pipe up with my questions, people bent over backwards to address them, complimenting me on what i asked, really taking time to explian.That was interesting, but where things got really interesting were the afternoon session, which was less about bitching and more about constructive brainstorming on a specific tool we need to get.
The entire group pretty much bent to my main desires whilst we were defining scope, and I felt quite comfortable stating what my deal-breakers were.
The most interesting thing, considering the people in the room, was the air of cooperation, and teamwork. usually scope definition is a like herding cats. people are fixed on their specific ideas, people who’s input is vital have absolutely nothing to say, etc.
this was really extraordinary. I’m chalking that up to theP93** - because i felt the same “git’erdone”-ness the last time i was wearing it. It’s a great adjunct for fostering a cooperative, win/win, engaged team environment. It’s the motivator.**"
This feel entirely like the time I was put on a trial low dose of ritalin… yuck! Gonna jump in the shower now.