Mmk, well i had quite a bit of downtime this morning since i managed to get my class work done much earlier than expected, so i skipped drinking my usual pick-me-up cup of tea and decided to try a self-experiment with TAF this morning. This is a bit raw and i haven’t done the several trials i usually like, but what the heck. Gotta share some of the results i’m getting sometimes. ![]()
8:48 am:
Sprayed 1.5 sprays 12.5 mcg TAF on front of neck (you know, that weird half spray that comes out of a new bottle…)
8:55 am:
I’m feeling a bit more mentally awake from my previous dead-to-the-world state. Not physically like tea/caffeine would have done, but purely in the mental aspect. I seem to be going in and out of concentration mode while working on my computer… sometimes i’ll have increased focus on what i’m reading and sometimes i’ll be in a state where i’m paying attention to everything at once, but nothing very intensely.
9:03 am:
It’s hard for me to concentrate while looking at the computer screen, but when i glance away it seems that i can pick up more notes of light on the objects around me… instead of just a silvery sheen coming off of an aluminum can, i seem to pick up notes of blue reflected from it as well… interesting. There’s maybe a bit more detail and clarity in sight as well, when compared to how i usually notice the objects in my environment. Next i’ll try reading to try my focus while not looking at a screen…
9:09 am:
To assess the difference between my earlier mental awakeness and my present state, i tried closing my eyes to ignore physical tiredness. I seem to be VERY mentally awake, which is a definite improvement from earlier, when i had been slightly drifting mentally this morning.
9:20 am:
Strangely enough, i’ve been having a hard time focusing while reading, which is NEVER a problem for me. But when i’m trying to read the words, i continue to note differences in the notes of light playing on the pages of my book… colors seem more vibrant than usual. Kind of distracting for mental endeavors, it seems…
9:38 am:
Now i’ve read about members getting a very focused, “nothing can stop me now” vibe from this one, which i have yet to receive. So i decided to add one more spray of TAF to my neck.
9:56 am:
The vibrant colors have now faded back to normal, while i seem to be getting that singular focus that many people have mentioned in regards to TAF. This seems a bit strange, since i seem to recall Steve had a blinding headache from trying 3 sprays of TAF at once, while i haven’t experienced any uncomfortable sensations yet… I’m curious as to whether this has to do with my ADD and the difference in excitement needed for my frontal and parietal lobes… Then again, i don’t recall the mcg on Steve’s bottle, either…
10:08 am:
I’ve been feeling particularly driven and focused while doing my daily chores without noticing any boredom. Doing 2 days of backed up dishes (i’ve had ALOT of work for class) by hand since i don’t have a dishwasher and have been perfectly content… this is not usual. I’ve also noticed that my mouth has a slight case of being dry and “cottony”, as well as the fact my jaw seems a bit tense.
11:19 am:
The intense focus and concentration seems to be starting to wearing off, although not completely. I’ve also suddenly noticed i’m really hungry (not surprising, since i haven’t eaten since 6:30 am), but i hadn’t felt any hunger until now. Possible appetite suppression? Can’t give any conclusive guesses on that without more testing. Headed out to go get some food.
This putative seems to affect both visual processing and attention/concentration in my testing. This suggests an increase in activity of the frontal lobe, perhaps even having to do with the dopamine receptors in the brain. This could explain needing a higher dosage of spray (?) to get the effect for focus in someone with ADD (pre-frontal cortex is understimulated). However, need many more tests before i can make any conclusive statements.