i will admit i only used a small amount,
12.5 mcg and not applied to skin; i wanted control of what i got.
im not sure if i expected energy, but what i got was clarity.
i see the use for it.
i dont necessarily believe i will get the results other people get because i know i am very sensitive,but focus is a good word to describe here.
i feel purposeful, i got stuffs to do with no desire to put it off.
i paired it shortly after with MX 212.
applied it to the skin this time,likeing TAF alot…
now i thought that might be contradictory, with alphanols opposite effects, but it melded nicely…
i feel positive.
drive,but not physical.
i feel the desire to be helpful,too, like im looking for someone to walk across the street
i wonder if this would be a perfect study mix, or workplace bomb…
I call TAF my “laser beam focus” spray. When I really need to concentrate on work or something, I always spray a couple blasts on my wrists and sniff occassionally. It works!! I’ve been using it regularly for the last several months…not everyday, but usually once or twice a week.
i dont know if i can limit myself to only twice a week.
i have to have a bad experience to mellow out i guess, i hate that about me.
gotta push the limit and see where i CANT go …
I was so impressed by your TAF experience, I decided to OD on it. Like 7 sprays, plus some p79, plus whatever was left over from last night, when I pheroed up with all the sexy shiny stuff with…zero results.
Went to the grocery. Woo-hoo. Looks, looks, looks. Eye contact eye contact eye contact and hooooold. They’d look sheepish but when I’d look back they were looking again. As I was leaving, I glanced back, and saw a guy behind me in line bent over sideways at the waist, looking down the next aisle at me. Keep in mind I’m not an HB anything. I felt AW (all woman) though.
Actually, most weren’t close enough to be in the cloud, so must be what it does to me. I felt serene, sublime, in control. Long, tall, fluid, relaxed. I felt like I was moving in slow-mo, but very focused. Bulletproof.
And the reason I was unshowered was because I spent the whole darn day sleeping and feeling sorry for myself. Too lazy too to even live. I cleaned up a bit and did the TAF thing and it got me up and out and enough food in the house to keep my kids from starving. I know going to the store doesn’t sound like much, but it was like a miracle for me today.
Maybe I should re-visit this one. I have relegated it to “get unpleasant tasks or too much work done”. It may have more range.
I want to finish testing my MX123, though.
I so understand you, sweetie. I’ve been doing a lot of this, too. The sleep all day, walk in slow motion, up all night doing nothing but moping and B.S. Heartbreak is hard. So is boredom. You’ll pull through. blows kisses
Man, if I would OD on TAF, I would be climbing the walls. I am the type of person who can start obsessing over things sometimes, and with TAF, I get so focused that I would probably obsess over EVERYTHING!!!
But, I love it for those work days when I just can’t seem to get on point and stay there.
I’ve had days like that before, also. Actually, I have, in the past, had WEEKS like that. But, it will be ok, trust me. At this point in my life, I look back and can’t remember even what it was that got me to that point…you know, where you just want to curl up in a ball and forget that the world exists.
I just realized that feeling sorry for myself was getting me nowhere. That realization was the catalyst to changing my life. Oh sure, I still have an occassional bad day from time to time, but not nearly as frequently.
You’ll get past it…just hang in…we’re here for you!
Great report on TAF, Lor! Back when the forum just started there were quite a few posts on TAF. People reported that with TAF there was nothing ordinary or same-old-sh*t. It made you look at the things which you had seen million times before, in a totally new light. Also with TAF you observe little nuances in things, which can definitely make everything more exciting.
Michael suggested it for newbies who had a hard time noticing hits. That definitely got me excited at that time.
well, being extra super sensitive i wasnt in a rush to be more hyper than i am.
im a chuahua.
but
had i opened my mind to the idea that it might be useful synergistically, i might have been a different poster today, with MORE run-on sentences,and very little punctuation…
I am “huffing” TAF at this very minute… …I know, you’re so jealous! I just blasted both wrists, so that maybe I can get a load of work done today!!! Yeah, I have exclamation point fever, too!!!
My house NEEDS a scrubbing…BUT, today, I need to work at the job that I actually get paid for…my bank account is so empty that it is making a gurgling sound…
Can’t wait to hear more of your TAF fueled adventures!! (I think I got infected too, logging in the same thread as you!!! ) TAF and IH should be a trip!
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thats IT