Lol…I know you’ve been here…just teasin’ ya 
50-50 sounds great to me…and perhaps I have been getting more than 10%. I know that things are going a lot better with my lady team mate at work (you know which one I mean). She’s still involved with the guy but I can see she’s taking a second look at me and he’s losing ground, although I don’t think he knows it yet.
I also didn’t think I was getting any “self-effects” but I saw that wasn’t so either. I get quite a bit. We former drug addicts always expect everything to be like a hit of weed or something lol.
Of course I am still working on my Inner Game stuff and that could be having some effect as well.
PS: Not ready to go a week w/o them yet lol.