This stuff can be such a TEASE!
Last night felt like shopping without a wallet. It was there. But I couldn’t have it.
went bar hopping last night. For some reason, I wasn’t feeling particularly social. It would have been a good night for it. I decided not to wear my A314, and see if my approachability changed. I also got my package with p74, p83, p79, IFM, and AMMO. Came with a TOGO of CTTM! Thanks April! now I don’t have to lug around my big bottle of it. I LOVE this stuff. I think my IFM came unscented, which I’m fine with. I don’t want to reek of fragrances.
Last Night’s Mix. I was a bit too anxious to try out my new toys, so I put a LOT of stuff on me. I think I went overboard.
IFM - 3 sprays (wrists and neck)
IS 4x - 1 spray (chin & upper neck)
Instant Gentleman - 2 sprays
p74 50mcg - 2 sprays (one on wrists, one on neck)
p83 15mcg - 1 spray
p79 10mcg - 1 spray
CTTM - 3 sprays (two on head, one on wrists)
I wanted a -none kick, so I sprayed half a spray of Instant Jerk on myself.
In my past experience with IFM, I notice that it really works. but it makes me become sullen and quiet. I need to carry some IS togo to counter this.
The first place we went to had a 30 min wait. We stood there, crammed in like sardines during the rush of their busiest night. A group of cute girls walked in and kept glancing over at me, in unison. I was with a good friend of mine (female, coworker) and a girl (coworker) and guy (friend) who were a couple. So it looked like we were on a double date. As soon as I met up with them, my friend (female) smiles and says “Look at you. You look like you just got raped.” i dunno if thats a good thing or a bad thing, hah.
I noticed the girl at the table next to us kept glancing over at me, and not paying attention to what the guy she was with was saying.
While we were eating, I was the topic of conversation for a good bit of the night. My single-dom more specifically. I’ll reiterate the conversation. It started with them finding out about a coworker that I made out with, mentioned in This thread.
person a: You better not start dating her.
me: We’re not dating! We just like making out with each other (grinning).
person a: well then don’t sleep with her either.
me: good grief!
person b: seriously, if you sleep with her, I’ll refuse to talk to you.
me: fine. No sex for me. you guys can have sex with whomever you want, but I need your approval. I get it.
person c: do what you want, but nothing good is going to come of it. She’s going to get attached and go all psycho on you.
person a: you just need a girlfriend. Wait until you find someone special.
person c: he’s already found someone special. (regarding my crush)
me: shut up! (blushing)
We went to an other bar. Our server was adorable. so I went to the bathroom and sprayed on some AMMO. My friends hung out for about an hour, and everyone left, but I stayed to finish my beer. She kept checking up on me even after I closed my tab, asking if I wanted to keep going. She would walk by me and smile, and she’d put her hand on my shoulder.
I think it was the IFM. I was feeling sullen and anti-social. I did thank her for carding me and told her that it made me feel young. She said that she was older than I was, and i said “impossible. you look great.” Thats as ambitious as I was feeling.
because then… I payed and left.
Why the hell did I not do something? Like get her number. Or atleast her name.
Maybe I should have worn the A314. One day without it, and I’m already losing it.