Ugh, MX353, why do I keep coming back to you!
So today I’ve been sat in doing nothing - I’m ill 
I thought to myself “I’ve got nothing better to do, why not see once and for all whether MX353 is the culprit when it comes to me becoming intolerant and agitated?” - and it 100% is!
Ive been fine all day, slowly recovering from this cold. I actually felt a rush of proactivity earlier on, and I felt excited to get back to moving forward once I kick it. Getting out of the bath, I see my pheromones aligned neatly next to one another, on the shelve above my bed. I know they have no use for me today - I’m not going anywhere. But once again, MX353 catches my eye. I know the possibilities it can bring to me, and knowing the potential it has frustrates me so much knowing that I have to practically temporarily sacrifice my state of mind if I want to take advantage of its benefits. Anyway, I’m in all day, I’m feeling a little proactive, I might as well try it… Again.
Within half hour, I have this cynical feeling back. I’m not looking at things in a depressive mindset, I just began to feel frustrated and angry at the lack of things to do around the place I live. I had this feeling to go out and socialise and have fun, but then I started to dwell on the fact that even if I wanted to, what is there where I live to do that’s fun, and out of the norm? Then, speaking to someone through text, who’s very drunk, I begin to feel impatient waiting for them to form a reply that makes sense. Normally I would laugh and go along with them as a joke, but for some reason I was in a ‘no shit’ state of my mind. Basically, if something didn’t go how I wanted, or someone didn’t act coherently enough, it drove me mad; I was acting like a baby!
A few hours later I developed a dull headache, and decided to wash the MX353 off with soapy water. I kinda’ crashed afterwards and zoned out on the sofa. After getting up and eating something light, I felt fine. I was actually a little bewildered at how I was acting, and I knew for a fact that there’s something in this product that I’m very sensitive to, and its doesn’t sit well with me. This is annoying, because others around me, male and female, of a mixed aged range, have responded well to it, in a lot of different places and situations. Its just not worth the negative effects it has on my self.
I’ve noticed, even in spray form, MX353 seems a lot thicker and oilier than the other sprays.
Everything else pheromone-wise is going well. Althought, in an episode of alcohol rage I threw my bottle of TUTH against a window outside a night club.. Don’t ask, I don’t know what happened! Its a shame, things were going well with that, and I seemed to be having good responses from it, even in general day-to-day situations like shopping and walking through town people seemed to respond well, and a lot of inquisitive looks from women. I felt like they were trying to read my personality and character without speaking to me, like they were summing me up. This was in a good way, because if I looked back at them they would smile at me and get on with what they were doing, or nervously smile and abruptly look down or at something else.
I tried A314b only once. Probably a coincidence, but the first day I wore it people seemed to be challenging my word on things more. A careers advisor would not quit arguing that I had failed to attend an appointment, but I was sticking to my word.. I did attend, and you just need to recheck your database! Ugh, my impatience was probably shown in my body language and facial expression which, possibly coupled with the A314, may have made me come across a little too much like I was trying to dominate or act over-masculine.
Original Ammo seems to be working good, and very versatile too. Ive never had any negative effects; women seem attracted, guys seem in awe, and I feel more confident. Thus is different with Ammo Summer, the attraction and confidence is there, but the respect from men isn’t there. In fact, I’ve noticed they’re the polar opposite, as if they’re expecting respect from me. I’m stubborn though, I’m not giving undeserved respect to someone just because they expect it, which may make them challenge me in a ‘who’s the alpha of the pack?’ kind of way.
Apologize for rambling, its 2:30am and my mind is racing, so thought I would jam in as much as I can whilst I’m feeling it 
I would of known, and certainly wouldn’t of stood for it.