must post this while its still fresh.
silly me, I was trying to get a few dirty thoughts into my wifes head, and I sprayed 3x TUTH 2.5 mcg(neroli) around my neck.
I am -None sensitive, and this latest application solidifies my suspicions.
immediately, I had a buzz, not sexual, not mean, but I just felt Solid for the first 10 minutes… then…
OD symptoms start kicking in. I started getting irritated at little things, I shut up and was pretty short in my responses. just a growing frustration at everything in my life, the house was a mess, and I was moving boxes and bags of toys around into storage, wondering why and how it got this way. it started as a low level of dissappointment. I get quiet and start cleaning when I’m mad or dont know how to explain my feelings to someone. I was slowly getting mad that my wife’s GFs came over to watch a movie, stealing attention from her. I was even short with my little girl for being rambunctious so late in the evening. my self effect was getting worse every 10 min, and I could feel it wrecking my night. the last time this happened, I grabbed a wet wipe and toweled my neck and arms off, and it went away.
classic OD symptoms.
2 hours into this uncomfortable nightmare, I had an idea.
I sprayed 1 spray of my androsteRone 10 mcg(neroli) to my neck.
about 10 minutes after, all of those feelings ebbed, and I was back to that solid feeling again. not only that, I bathed and put my girl to bed and was quite patient with her storytime, even spending extra time to point out things that she missed, and explaining things hidden in the book. we spent a perfect half hour just staring and talking and pointing.
it was like I had infinite patience.
she gave me great big hugs and kisses and went to bed. it was great.
at that point I realized that my Androsterone completely cancelled out my OD.
does the presence of androsterone null the effects of None-overdoses?
I wonder if this is the same thing that happens when a father talks a raging son down from a conflict. I’ve seen knives pulled on people and watched them calm down after close discussions with father-figures… boys and girls alike.
maybe its a good explanation of why dads and grandpas dont get mad unless they’re stuck in an area that oozes -none, such as a sporting event.
also of note, my wife actually perked up and paid a little attention to me when I went downstairs. just little things that didnt happen earlier on in the night, like hand squeezes and arm rubbing.