While reading an old post, I remembered that I wanted to try brutal EST and TAH when my TAH arrived. You’ll remember that EST puts my man in the mood for love and TAH causes him to emit a primal/possessive kind of rumbling in his throat. And the two together? Oh. my. God.
So yesterday, about an hour before my man got home, I put on 50 mcg of EST and 25 mcg of TAH. All over me and my clothes.. just everywhere. He arrived home an hour later and we’d already talked about going out to dinner so we did that… While getting ready for dinner I decided to double up. 50 mcg more EST and 25 mcg more TAH. Cool..
Self effects, I feel like a warm breeze that kisses the waters on the beach. I feel lovely… and calm.
We have a pleasant ride to Applebees and we’re seated. Note, our host and waitress cater to me; all greetings and questions are to me. When taking our order or checking on us, our waitress stands right next to me and looks at me.
More self effects, I’m shamelessly flirting with my bf. I’m doing these wide eyed eyelash bats, biting my lip… at some point I was “reading his palm” which I know absolutely nothing about. LOL My bf is flirting back.. and he’s staring at me with these big brown eyes. We got into some discussion involving relationships; both of us have friends that are struggling in the single world… so we were chatting about that. And he starts talking about how fortunate he is to have found me… how I amaze him and… dammit all, he began to tear the hell up! Now listen, I am the first to admit that I have the most loving and caring partner ever, but finding the words to describe his feelings for me have never choked him up. OMG, and I was totally caught up in the moment with him. We left that space soon enough, and were back to joking and teasing… but still, lots of long gazes. In fact, the entire dinner was one long gaze. LOL
We had more joking and teasing on the way home. Watched a movie followed by great sex. Really passionate and sweet. More sensual than sexual. This is interesting, because the only cops I was wearing was the trace that I laced my EST with. But I suspect that I’m ovulating right now, so I may have been producing my own cops. heh heh
I also think it’s interesting that, in the beginning, EST caused him to feel close to me but not have sex with me. It was, like Tater mentioned, the presence of EST almost made the thought of sex feel icky. I was originally able to override that with large amounts of cops while wearing EST. And now, the presence of EST doesn’t seem to thwart sex, at all. Cool…
Which worked! Now EST brings about sweet words, cuddling and very tender/gentle love making; with or without cops.