Ok this will not be a convecional jornal where I post the results of pherormones testings but the journal were I change myself with my newfond conviction and maybe help you change your selfs to. Why am I doing this, well I get a reallity check made by steve that made me see things in a different prespective, actually not the prespectice he was trying to make me see, but has I think the right prespective to look at.
So how did it start? Well I came here to find a magic formula on hot to win a girl, but all along I didnt knew that what I needed to win was myself. I will explain. I was never a true alpha but I had my alphaness, and I was happy on being around girls and happy living a fun life dosent mean I would have a lot of sex, but it means I was carefree independent and attractive enough that girls like to be around me. Then I met one girl and in the beggining she was like anyother, and she started to like me and I hang around with her alot. Without me noticing I became in love for this girl and my sensitive side started taking control of me. I lost my confidence, my moral, my self estem, and would do anything for this girl. If in the beggining would be the girl that would be after me, and caling me and jelous when we would go out, later it was all me. So I came here looking for a magic formula, when what I really need was a reality check and new found strenght to get my alfaness back. I will use the mones, but what is really lacking in me is the spirit so I am doing something about it. Mones will be my helpers and my edge, when I meet this girl again the difference will not stand in there. I have the character strenght to pull my project true, because I always belive in myself, and human capability of acomplishing virtually everything. Fat or skinny you can manage your weigth if you put efort in it, has a shy persong can try and break his shell and make a mess if he dosent have the right gidance but in the end he will learn with experience.
So my changings:
I started has of today to:
Include raw celery in my diet because:
“To increase pheromone production naturally, munch on raw celery or add fresh celery juice to your diet. Celery contains the enzyme androsterone, which is released as a pheromone in men. This crunchy snack also is said to increase women’s libido!”
It was difficult to find today I add to go through 1 market and 2 supermarkets to get it. If anyone know more on how to improve you phermones levels, please tell.
Start TODAY doing workout in the gym because:
"Adequate testosterone levels in men are required for pheromone production.
Enhance your sexual appeal with exercise. Men that exercise regularly generally have have higher testosterone levels than those who do not exercise; raise your testosterone level, raise your pheromone levels.
Working up a good sweat is also beneficial to skin and pores, flushing out toxins and helping to distribute natural pheromones on the skin."
Start eating spinach(soup) 2 in 2 days and every other days nuts:
“Zinc, found in nuts, pumpkin seeds and
spinach, boosts testosterone production which in turn bolsters pheromone production.”
Start eating cucmber and aspargus (easier to find):
“Fennel, ginger, anise, licorice, cucumber and asparagus influence the scent of body secretions and are scents that stimulate sexual arousal.”
My goals are:
improve my psyche be happyer and get my alphaness back.
lose 2-3 kilos in 3 weeks (it is possible I already lost in the past 6 kilos in one month)
boost my natural phermone production.
work on confidence level (suggestion made by tisha
)
Cause an impression the girl that made me lose my alphaness in the end of this 3 weeks.
as for my meeting this girl in 3 weeks from now, my phermones weapons are:
alpha 314: I pretend to get my alphaness back but I know my confidence will be shaken when I look in this girls eyes, alpha314 is here to suport me and try to secure the alphaness the best possible way. And one thing I understand, being alpha dosent mean I will lose my sensitivity but it means it will make it more dificult to others to push me around.
IJ: and IJ because I think that my deep moral roots, are the best weapon against the jerkiness of IJ making me the ideal test subject for it. If it is true or not, only after experimenting it we will know. In fact since I am the most oposite of jerk possible this will be a great aditon to my personality.
IO: Actually before this happened I was an walking IO, I know that every people produce more of some phermones than other and in my case it defenitly is IO, when I am happy and in my days in disco I am flocked by girls that will dance with me, everyone is smiling all around me and somewhat everything seems more energized, I can talk all the way with persons and rarely get rejected. Sometimes it happens but it dosent affect me, so IO is to make in the mood I think next time I will buy IS.
and that is it. I will update on the result every weekend the first post will be next saturday or sunday. Phermones will only be introduced on 28 of november so for everyone that wants to hear about phermone experience only on 3 or 4 of december, and for everyone that read my intrudction thread this is the place were I post the results from that thread
One more thing for everyone that wants to change like me and do the same plane I am doing learn one last thing with me: If you want to change you must do everything for today because tommorrow your confidence might be shaken. Introducing changes in life is very difficult expecialy for the ones who everything already defined. So if you want to change you must seek change today and not wait for a more appropriate day, you must put your heart into it or it will not work.
For the ones interested in were I got my infos about the celery and other stuffs, well I got it from this page, very usefull so if your interested read it:
What Foods Produce Pheromones in the Body? | eHow.com
Hope you and me can mold life the way we want, but like the slogan said only facing and figthing our fears can we live our dreams.