I posted this in my journal, but felt that it was too good to hide from the folks who don’t browse the journals.
If you’re interested in the back story between me and my target “M”, read back a few posts in the Journal to see how things have progressed. Long story short, I’ve been subjecting her to 2 drops a314 every day for the past six weeks, and certain days I’ll top off with some AMMO in the afternoons, or combine it with IH, p74, or IS. I vary the layering depending on the mood of the day…
*EDITED for dosage info:
2 drops a314 rev 32 oil behind the ears on lotion
IH strength x2, usually 1 or 2 sprays
IS strength x2, usually 2 sprays, occasionally 3.
p74 10mcg per spray, usually 1 spray only.
Since realizing what a strong hold I have on this woman “M”, I’ve been wanting to ask her what it was about me that drew her toward me. She could have nearly any guy she wanted. I really wanted to get to the bottom of this, and have her verbalize what I feel is a very effective Fallout situation.
Well, I hit Gold, ladies and gentlemen.
This is our email chain from earlier this evening. Pay close attention to her wording, and tell me that isn’t a textbook response from someone in the grips of a fallout.
*Me: Have you thought about what it is about me that sets me apart from everyone else? When they’re offering themselves to you and you could take your pick?
“M”: It was the way you looked at me that got my attention. The desire in your eyes became very apparent. Don’t get me wrong I see those eyes a lot, but yours were beautiful. I wanted to please you…I wanted to take care of you. It took me aback and I had to stop for a second. I wondered why you looked at me that way, what was your lure towards me? I had to know what it was, I had to know you. I started craving you. The way you keep yourself away from other people, that makes you mysterious (tall, dark and handsome). I love the way you drive me crazy. You make me so horny at work that I can’t concentrate. My body yells at me. The only thing I want to do is taste your lips. I love the tension! Yet, I am in so much need of you that I think I need space. I am not use to having this much desire for someone, and if I do…I satisfy it quickly. I know you are not like that and I respect that. My body wants, what my body wants and I can’t have you so I need to remove myself from MY temptation. You make my day every time I see you at work. I smile with anticipation when I hear someone walking by my office (hoping it is you). At this point I need to curve my attraction towards you, because I like you as a friend as well. I want to be able to hangout with you without wanting to jump you.*