when can u ever just let go and fall in unreserved love. without playing games.
New supplies
split up with g friend last week.
went on date last night with nice oriental looking russian lady.
think she has potential.
she turned up with friend, so thinking its a friends thing or maybe she doesn’t trust me.
anyway a few drinks later then house party.
then sex, first time not so good sex.
then calls taxi and baically throws me out!!
what’s that about?
feel a bit used.
maybe she got drunk and needed some.
what do make of this?
need to re supply on the pheros, i miss the edge they give u.
There could be lots of reasons. Maybe sex was really that bad, which I can say has happened to me. I was telling my good friend Dancing Joker the other day that sometimes being big can have its disadvantages. I had a girl break up with me cause I hurt her when we were really drunk. So yes sex can be an issue. Maybe she was drunk, maybe she just wanted a bang and to move on. Don’t put to much thought into it.
Let’s get some mones into the mix and see what happens.
I’m not being an idiot here.
But in all seriousness were you talking about your overall person (not making fun of you), or just that?
Cause one of the girls I’ve been with had to stop it after doing it twice. She told me there is an upper limit for her
I’m talking about me and it can be a BIG issue for her if she’s not used to it. Of course it can also be serious social proof too.
Feedback, turns out she has family in Russia!!!
not good.
unwittingly slept with married woman, not going to see her again.
hey steve i’m thinking of getting the following pheros:
- Alpha 314
- Ammo
- Tuth x 1
- Opennes x 4
- I Shine x 4
- p79 - the enhancer
i was just wondering the best way you think to use p79. I know it’s supposed to be an intensifier, but it what sense is it so.
I mean can it lead to ODing if applied with other mones like 1,2 or 3 above.
or does it just intensify their affects some how, without the risk of overdose given that the initial quantities of each are applied with the appropriate limits.
The best way to use P79 is to do minimal research on it to not taint your results. Start at 12.5 to go and sweet spot test it. Unless your research reveals that a lesser dose would do the trick. That would mean going with a bigger bottle at less of a dose and again sweet spot testing. It’s an individual molecule so I can’t tell you how it will work for you, nor can anyone else 
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Most importantly is to remember that other peoples reactions are not yours and do not base your expectations on them. While it might enhance for some it has NEVER done that for me. Just go at it not expecting anything and see what type of results happen. When you look for a particular result you might miss out on everything else. I’m sure you’re going to do great. Have fun, especially that 
A friend in need.
Hey guys.
Long time since i last posted about mones in a journal so i’d thought i’ll give you some update.
i recently split of with my G friend and have been trying to get over her by going on other dates.
last week i met a lovely girl from russia (not the attached one) and it seems we’ve hit it off and are kinda now going out. though i would say she seems quite emotionally attached so quickly.
Last night we went out for lunch then a few cocktails with one of her lady friends.
I have mostly run out of mones but have a emergency supply of TUTH which i thought i’d get out of the safe and use for this outing.
- 1 spray to each wrist
- 2 sprays to adams apple.
(you see despite hitting it off with this girl, the truth is i really fancy her friend. - yes her friend really stirs my blood and i sometimes wonder if her (friend) feels the same about me)
(does this situation ever work btw - from your experience?)
argh must go now will finish soon…
I took all 17 of your journal threads and merged them into one thread. You don’t need to start a new thread every time you want to add to your journal . Please just hit reply and it will add to this one.
thanks Steve