Some good vibes and BIG OD
(If u dont wanna read this long story, see the last chapter 
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Havent posted in a while, because I still have only those three mones and it’s kind of useless to write about using them over and over again. Trying to find correct amounts and correct application points. Based on what has happened I must say this stuff must have some role in things. Only problmen is, that I’m using mones wrong.
A couple weeks ago a friend of mine gave me call. I was little surprised because we haven’t seen eachother in like half a year. Of course that means we must have a drink or two. He also has a girlfriend. They have been together like 4 years and I had met her before. She is very funny and we have had some great times together in the past.
Okay the evening started that I went playing some poker with other dudes. Put 3 Ammo and 3 IS on. They were only males so just putted on for laughs and some good cologne
So about 4h and it was time to hit the bar. Pur group had like 6 people combined and we sat down. It was sunday and the drinks where very cheap so that meant a lot of alcohol in short period of time. Went to the bathroom to apply more mones. And I put like 6 Ammo 6 IS and 2 TUTH combined during the night. I sat next to the girl all the time and we where kind of flirty. Obivous I’m not trying to hit her at all. I respect the “bro-code” if you know what I mean. Anyway all of sudden she put her leg on top of mine. I found that kind of odd and she said to her boyfriend like “Look I found a resting place to my foot”. After that she wanted me to give her company while she smoked. It was freezing outside and warmed her up a little After that nothing special and it was time to go home after little while. The sickest thing came here: I was about to leave and she immedialety gave me a hug and kissed me to the cheek And all of this in front of her boyfriend! Luckily he understands and we are still good friends.
As a side note heard that other guys at the table where very jealous to me…
Another situation happened week after this. Again friday and obvious trip to the bars. Correct amounts I dont remember, but something around 3 Ammo 3 IS 1 TUTH This time it was clear that I’m going to be a wingman. And kind of I dont mind it. I’m the best there is. Its weard I cant control own womenbusiness but I can help others and almost every time it’s have been success. First went to some pub and just waited for the ladie of my alphafriend (still remember? ). She came and almost instantly started to needle me about things what happened at my house party. I laughed and needled back. She was very tilted about that (= IOI).
Well she left and said that she’s going to the dancebar which in this case is like “meat counter”. We had a deal among the boys that we are not anymore going to there, but decided to give a fuck for it The girl was surprisingly just standing outside. We gathered there and at this point my alphafriend just frozed completely. He didn’t say almost anything so conversation was between me and “his” girl. I just kept needling as much I could and tried to be as good wingman as I could. It seemed to work because she just stand here with us like 30min. And it was freezing outside. And her own friends where waiting for her. So she kept standing here because of my alphafriend (= IOI).
Well we hit the place and still alpha was just too scared to do anything. I hit the bathroom and put some totally ridiculous amounts of mones. Like 8 Ammo 5 IS and 5 TUTH. We hit the dancefloor and here things started to get very weard. The girl pulled me to the dancefloor very strongly and guided me behind her. My hands slipped a little bit to his hips and she seemed to like it. Well again alarmbells started to ring here and remembered my friend. It’s against the bro-code to try to hit pals girls. Grabbed some drinks and gave my friend a “speech” that it’s his time to make some moves. That girl was so turned on. I was all the time the captain at the table and at the dance floor. We went back to dancing and here just put my wingman-role to the max. I blocked other men trying to reach our group (3 girls 3 men). At it worked like charm! Well im kind of tall so physicall adventage is on my side but still it was so sick. At the sime tried to guide my friend and the girl together. And finally when DJ played some music where you can dance “slow” it succeeded. Immedialety hit the doors to grab my jacked because I understood that they might want some privacy.
Some of you might be like “wtf he is trying to mess around others business” but nonono. Almost all is just going with flow and checking out the body language of the girl. Alpha was just speachless after the night because of the help I gave. Anyway I had totally insane amount of mones and didint notice any OD. So is this just snake oil? Anyway we kept needling outside and the girl gave me a “bitch lap” It was nothing. So hot and perfect. If there wouldnt be that alphafriend I would have no problem of hitting her. Sweet dreams…
Well story doens’t end here. A couple of days ago it was again friday. This dynamic of here is just sick. Me, my bff and his big brother. Then the girls, which two of them are sisters together and the third is their bff. So a alot of talking behind the scenes or so.. Anyway we had again the plan to have some fun together. Gathered together to have some drinks before bar. At this point I used mones “right”. Had like 3 Ammo 3 IS and 2 TUTH. Nothing special here. When the time passed two of my friends had already some closer connection and touching. I hadnt even spoked a word in this point with my ladie. Well after some time and alcohol had the courage to speak (lol?). Just normal stuff. Almost like I am friendzoned here? She doesn’s show any body language to encourage me and the topics we are discussing are just like bffs where talking.
Well time to hit the bar. I had a little while an idea to pass. Then my ladie came and asked, am I going to join them. She was the driver again so she didin’t drank any alcohol. Laughed and said if I would get the front seat 
Naturally other dudes automatically went to the back seat… Felt ok in this point.
Ok maybe now I get to the main point. Hit the bars and had some drinks. Girls pretty quick wanted to go to dance. I joined but other boys just disappeared 
So there was me and those 3 girls. Lol I was the captain of the dance floor! Felt like god for a minute. Then boys returned and had some shots. Hit the bathroom to add mones, because last time putting more them didin’t hurt at all. I dont remember correctly, but this time put like 3 Ammo and 3 Instant Shine and 2 TUTH. Went back to the dancefloor and there we danced again. Then again the other “couples” went having some closer physicall action. They all just stared down me like DIHL because there was me and the girl. Ok got the message and even sayed it at loud that “Yes yes I get it u can stop it now” Hugged the girl behind and like 5secks had true awesome feeling. Then disaster strikes!!! She very firmly grabbed my arm and moved it away from her body. I was totally devastated. What the fuck I did wrong here? Something snapped in my brain. When dance ended I just hit the bartender and ordered a shot. Drank it very fast and walked to the door to grab my jacket and leave. This was just a huge error 
I dont know I was so tilted. Just when I was putting my jacket on the girl of the alpha rushed to me asking where I was going. Almost said to her why but then my girl grabs my arm and says “heyhey dont go”. I wasn’t listening. I just blow everytime my even tiny chances like this. Shouted to the girls at the door that “Im not interesting in of this spoof” and just ran away.
Walked to the shore and just collapsed mentally. Started to cry like little baby and had some thoughts to jump from the bridge. AGAIN all this shit was my fault. When I was little calmed down I answered my phone. There had been like 10 calls before I answered. There was that mine girl. She had run after me saying things I missunderstood. When she arrived just spread my hands to hug her. We hugged like 45min and I just cried and complained. Her jacket must have been wet hoho. I thought those feelings occur only in movies but it was supertouching. Kept saying to her that can’t even discribe how important to me is that she is there. She is the best thing what has happened in my life at this point. After we got tired just standing hit the bench near by. Noticed here that she had cried also. That thing she moving my hands off from ther body, she said something it wasn’t the thing she ment or so. Because overuse of mones?? 
Well it was very cold outside and she was shaking. Decided to go back to the car. Just drove to a random place and sat there. Well there we just sat so close together as u could when you are still having seat belts on lol. Some big hand/finger action and it was sooo sweet. She said that “this is completely new to me” with a little shaking voice. She was shaking physically also. Maybe becuz she vas cold but I really dont think so. After a while friends called me and the situation broke there. Drove back where we left and when my friends were waiting to get some food from the grill just hugged the girl behind all the time mainly because I wanted her to feel warm.
All in all everything settled nicely but still I’m not convinced. Talked with her about what happened and this should be okay now. I’m just totally lost right now. What to do, where to go, and so on. Atmosphere at our chat is not at the level as it used to be so I feel just absolute sick to myself. I’m fuking too needy at the start and I blow my chances. I dont know what is the case here but lets see. Maybe I should just concentrate on other things first and come back to ladies when I know how to handle them 
Thoughts about OD
So is it possible that my tilting is occuring because of overuse of mones? This total mentalrage has happened a few times after I started using these. I lost already one of my friends and now this. I’m not blaming the mones: if I use them wrong the results are wrong ofc. Just curious to know is this the case. And the last thing still. The girl here is supershy. Never met same before. Those more active girls went almost nuts when I had too much mones on but the shy one was just rejecting me.
Note to self: Use proper amounts of mones. The more the merrier isn’t always true.
Lets see I try to keep reports more shorter in the future. Planning to order some more mones soon. Next testing place is class room with all totally unknown people 
Next time when I see the girl I wear ony 1+1 mones or none at all.
Respect to all who read the whole thing. I cried when I wrote..
All the man-bartenders are very friendly and talkative. One asked me when I was ordering that have I been fishing lately? And yes he didin’t mean in that way. Also many men have been come to me and started conversation. More than usual. Can’t really complain but I’m looking here some reactions from ladies.
“What the heck he’s doing right every single time?” I thought in my head. Actually his brother took Imo the most unintelligent one of the girls to the sofa but I wasn’t paying so much of attention. You know this had happened many times 
Slept almost to next evening and when I woke up felt devastated when realized that the ladie had gave me a call. Called her back but she didn’t answer. After like 30mins she texted me back that her phone had gone crazy and “apparently called to you also