I had one spray where I felt the same thing. Could be the alcolhol in there? Similar feeling, getting stung by bees but shortly after it died out and everything was good.
Hi mrseeker! Do you remember what spray it was?
I have been noticing that there is some molecule that I have a strong aversion to. Like I can’t stand to have it on my skin. It’s possible that it might be TAA, I don’t know for sure because I’ve only experienced it in mixes. I can imagine that a straight dose of the offending molecule would be more strongly negative.
I asked my roommate if she would be willing to test a spray of TAA , I didn’t tell her about my burning experience. After spraying her I walked away and headed to the kitchen to cook dinner. She came in about a minute later and said : “is it supposed to burn??”
So I guess we aren’t the only ones feeling burned lol
Lol! What did you tell her then?
Lol I shrugged and said “no.. you must be a vampire”
She gets my dorkiness lol .. I eventually told her that she’s not the only vampire around who is burning.
I guess its MX476 that caused it but I am not sure. Have to find it back and try again…
love vampires! lol!
thanks for this observation. ![]()
Another long rambling entry. I’m exhausted and struggling to stay alert while writing this, so forgive me if I seem to lose direction. I need to write it out while its fresh.
4th time trying p97.
Today I tried 3 sprays. (Solo) There was a lot of deep philosophical conversation , but that is normal for us. There just seemed to be a lot more more of it today.
P97..Results are sporadic for me. When I get good feedback it’s amazing and very noticeable. Other times it’s as if I’m not wearing anything at all.
A little update. Everyone is working fine at the office now, had a few breakthroughs. I will hold off on introducing p130 unless it’s really needed later.
My doses are getting lower as I watch feedback and results. I’m fine tuning and learning what I like. The more often I use the sprays the more sensitive people become to them, and so adjustments are needed. I read that it is usually the other way around but oh well. I trust the feedback.
I am getting more comfortable with my ability to sense and observe pheromone feedback.
It has been a regular experience in my life that men constantly show sexual interest , come onto me, flirt, try to start “relationships” with me. It happens on the streets, with friends, while shopping nearly every day. I know it’s strange because I’ve been a hard person to approach. But it’s usually the very bold and sexual people who initiate. I’ve had several stalking cases initiated and crazy pd pursuits against psycho men (and a few women).
Over the years I have learned to tune out the daily minor proddings and brush them off. I’m oblivious when it happens, but only upon later reflection do I realize it happening. Combine that with my annoying habit of being so focused and goal oriented that people think I hate them and life is just peachy. (Sarcasm..big time) if I were a nymphomaniacal porn star I would be in heaven!
Since the start of using pheromones and practicing awareness within social dynamics and interactions I have become more aware in the moment and have once again realized how annoying it can get to have that kind of constant prodding. Certain pheromones, I’ve noticed, increase the frequency of prodding greatly. I do some major and minor adjustments here and there and I see huge differences. Sometimes the differences shift between the genders, and is even more exaggerated if I introduce a certain spray to the mix.
P83 is a big instigator for the prodding, and when I add IO to it then the prodding becomes hectic, all over sporadic , spontaneous, strange and inappropriate. ( mostly verbal , but some physical )
However I wore p83 with other bonding mones such as p74 and 86 , 96 and excluded IO and interactions became soft and cuddly but the chaotic inappropriateness disappeared.
I’m not sure what the technical connections and interactions are between io and 83 but they do something with my feedback that is noticeable.
Also most of the people I live with, engage with, work with etc are Asian and that also makes a difference. Caucasians react differently to the sprays I wear. They almost seem more tolerant and forgiving. I can wear much heavier doses around them.
there’s something in io that is showing itself more and more prominently lately. I know it makes people chatty and comfortable. It also strongly effects me in that way. But there’s something else in it that also makes me verbalize thoughts I normally wouldn’t. It’s subtle. But I really notice it. I wouldn’t say it makes me carefree , but rather I seem not to notice what I’ve said until after I’ve said it. From what Ive heard IO doesn’t do this for people. But it’s been consistent and I notice it every time I wear io. It’s almost as if I’m speeding around the corners not noticing that I should have slowed down until after the car has stopped and I get out to look at the scratched up body. Not wrecked. Just scratched. I have a little less control of my steering it seems. I thought IH is more known for havin this effect? I’m not talking about deep personal things though, the thoughts that slip out are frivolous and harmless. Just not what I’d like to sneak out.
Yesterday in two different social settings I tried io solo 4 sprays on my neck and face to see if that was the culprit. without getting into too much detail (as I commonly do..) I’ll just say that io is the culprit lol.
It’s subtle but it’s enough to get my attention. Even two spray and one spray applications effect me that way.
Decided to try a combination today that excluded io. Since I tried io solo a few times already.
1 spray p74 neck
1 spray p83 arms
1 spray p96 inner elbow
1 spray TAA chest
Ok. Lol. People are still chatty with me but it was all work related. I pretty much stayed to myself and kept busy. Smiling and interacting when needed. However people were still approaching me randomly throughout the day. They would stop by my desk and ask questions like “what is this thing..?” And “how’s this thing work?” And “hey.. Just curious.. What are you working on ?”
Every topic was work related, be it about their work or mine. They were sweet , timid and kind.
They kept their topics rigid and surface gliding but controlled and disciplined. Professional. I noticed the lack of io. They seemed to be waiting for a window, ( usually io + my conscious mannerisms produced widows for them to engage). Today they saw the lack of windows and after waiting they gave up and approached me instead with surface 5 word sentences small talk.
I was very focused on my work so my replies were brief but friendly.
I had some longer more engaged conversations at work and didn’t notice the speedy driving effect.
After some more playing and adjusting I’ll update here.
Love~
Hi FuzziKitty,
IO can have that effect on people as well. To avoid you spilling your beans as much, wear IO and IH down on your wrists. That way it diffuses into your cloud surrounding you, but it doesnt make you tell all your deep dark secrets…
I only wear IH on my wrists or sometimes the back of my neck above the collar. Hope that helps.
Hi thank you Celticprince. ![]()
My regular application point for Io is back of hands near wrists. For the sake of experimenting to see IOs self effects, I purposely sprayed all over my neck and face a couple of times to record the results.
Even on the back of my hands I am effected by io. It’s effects are greater when applied to my neck.
Lately I’ve really lowered how much I use IO in my mixes.
Hey FuzziKitty, try IH or IO under your nose when you are by yourself brainstorming or meditating…interesting side effects. Gives whole new meaning to “Being honest with yourself..” ![]()
Fantastic idea! I’m always looking for ways to stimulate mental capacities. I wonder how this would be when combined with TAF!
Wow. I never thought of that. I should totally try that meditation thing when I get Instant Honesty. I wonder how it would work at my church’s prayer meetings…
That’s a great idea !
Another unusual day!!
Today I wore two sprays of each:
P83
P96
P86
P74
and a few low dose sprays of TAA for self effects.
4 sprays IO
I like wearing this combo even if I’m not around others. It feels good to me as I feel softer emotionally and mentally. Self effects are very strong. P74 seems to bring me the strongest feelings of warmth and happiness, and if I need a little feel good uplifter then p74 is always what I grab. One low dose spray lifts me up very quickly. I call it my butter spray. I melt and smile.
All day I was in a calm happy peaceful mood, strolling along researching products on my iPhone whenever I found interest in them.
Today there was a lot of interaction with strangers. Some minor and some huge. No matter what I was involved in strangers (all women) came up to me to ask me my opinion about various products. How does this look to you ? Sorry to bother but could you tell me if you have any experience with this product? They looked into my eyes without shielding or hesitation.
Two women ( who were very obviously a couple) were standing behind me while shopping. I knew who they were through connections ( they don’t know me though) and that they often like to cause trouble and big (dangerous) fights. They’ve been involved in heavy drug related situations, fighting and domestic disturbances.
They are very loud and pushy with one another behind me.
After a few moments one of them steps back and bumps into me hard. I don’t show any signs of discomfort and I just smile without eye contact , crouch down to look at something on the bottom shelf as if nothing happened (No bad windows.. No bad windows..lol) often times this response is enough to defuse things. Don’t give them a reason to feel defensive.
Well they gave each other a reason immediately without my help because
The other girl reprimands ms bumpy telling her to say sorry to me. Crap. Lol
While they are going back and forth about whether to apologize to me or not, i speed dial a friend and put her on quiet speakerphone ( and place my phone in silent record mode just for precaution) My friend is in the same store but different isle. I’m happily talking to her about products, pulling out my crumpled up shopping list from my pocket. Hoping that the phone call is enough to deter them. In most cases it would have. ( running away is disrespectful, I know, weird) Mid sentence I feel an arm go around my shoulder and roughly pull me up and in to a sideways “hug”. Ugh. They are speaking pidgin, touching my face and jostling me about with their arms while arguing. I just smiled lol My cell friend is saying “hello …what’s all that noise?”
I respond “we have a party here in isle 4!” Lol
I didn’t feel like pushing these women away , despite their aggressive behavior, or them including me in their quarrels. I was more in an open, I’m okay ,go with the flow state.
Their tone of voice was so rough , angry and loud that my brain was going all different directions while trying to calculate my responses. It felt similar to someone sticking earphones in your ears against your will and blasting heavy metal at volume 20. Verbal aggression increased between the two…
Something caught my eye. Both these women are covered in tattoos, and my eyes landed on a beautiful tribal one on her forearm. My face lights up and In the middle of her shouting I slowly touch her tattoo while smiling. ( this was natural and not planned , I wasn’t thinking lol) Well that was a good move because ms bumpys tone went from loud angry rough , to loud happy and excited. Her gf resists but eventually joins in. They start sharing their tattoos with me, lifting up their sleeves and shirts, (HELLO cleavage !) speaking proudly of their tattoo artist, pulling on my sleeves and clothes to look for tattoos . I shared a few of mine with them and after a few minutes of normal but loud chatting and bear hugs (uuuuffff) we say goodbye. Lol
On the way home all I could think was : I’m so writing about this experience in my journal when I get home! Lol
The whole time I could feel the pheromones keeping me calm and laid back. It was unnatural for me, considering my history with personal space and trust issues, and I don’t ever associate with aggressive angry people. It could have been much worse for sure.
Later:
A worker from a store I have frequented for years stood in the isle wide eyed and frozen, longer than the norm. I sort of poked about at products trying not to stare at her. Occasionally glancing up to find that she hadn’t moved or looked away. So i toss her a window , I gaze at her while smiling and she approaches me with a growing smile. “Hello love, can I help you find anything ?” She’s standing close to me with her fingers touching the space between my shoulders and I can smell she is wearing something flowery.. Hint of plumeria. My normal reaction would have been “thank you so much but I’m just browsing.”
I hesitated ( NOT like me) and started to share what I was looking for. Lol what the heck am I doing ? Something in my head said “ahh it’s ok just relax , everything’s fine!”
My response : “oh okay!”
Lol
She kept her hand on me while asking me questions that would help her better understand what I intended to use the product for. I didn’t mind at all that she was touching me.
All day women (excluding the tattoo tyrants ) stood very close and were touchy, unafraid, approaching, curious and friendly. I also felt this way towards them. I randomly noticed beauty in their eyes, face and skin, the color of their lips or the shape of their hands. The way light shimmered in their hair. It was unusual for me to do this with strangers.
Same store but different lady:
Found her standing at the cash register staring at me, following me with her eyes. Every time I looked at her she would look down , brush her hair behind her ear and smile, then look back up at me. Her cheeks were blushed. She felt soft and feminine , and innocent. I began to wonder if every woman in this state is gay/bi And why am I only just now seeing this ? lol.
At a different store :
One lady saw me looking at some natural skin products , stood close to me and while touching me she pointed out a favorite product of hers and started telling me all sorts of things. She was very smart and spoke with intelligence. She described in great detail her experience with this product that was in her hand. I’m thinking , “okay..girly stuff, girls like to talk about beauty products. She’s just being a friendly girl. No problem.”
In most normal situations I would have smiled and thanked her , then move away to continue shopping ( thinking something along the lines of “weird..”
I don’t usually leave windows laying about. Today I felt open, going with the flow, relaxed and obliging… I was leaving a trail of windows all over the place today lol. From the corner of my eye I saw an older woman standing next to us, (full frontal body face ) watching intently with wide eyes, slightly smiling.
A few minutes into the conversation I thought “wow this chatty lady is actually really attractive.” As she spoke I listened carefully while admiring her features and eyes. Not only did she speak about the product but she shared gross personal details which really had no value to the conversation. Like how much she loves popping pimples and how fun and rewarding it is. She made a few orgasmic sounds while holding her chest. Lol uh ok yeah. Eek. Just when I thought it was gross enough she starts getting into details about consistency.. She pushed closer to me a lot while laughing and touching me, looking into my eyes and I got a strong feeling that not only was she comfortable with me but she was drawn to me. She spoke about her sons, foot fetishes (lol) and that she likes the smell of armpits. Lol.
I couldn’t hold it in anymore and I broke down laughing really hard. It was such an odd experience to be in. I felt like I was missing time. Like I had lived a ten year friendship with this strange person but she is the only one who remembers those years. I kept wondering if she was like this with everyone she meets, maybe she’s just a naturally uninhibited carefree person ? If she’s like this with strangers I can only imagine what she’s like in more intimate relations.
So the odd part ( oddest I should say lol) was that while I was attempting to break free from the conversation , I was thinking about finding a different unrelated product to look at which was located in another isle. She rushes up to me and grasps my arm and says “oh you can find that product in isle 15, on the left side” she smiles and goes back to looking at the shelf. Uh wow. Does she know which product I’m thinking of ? I leave, head to the isle and there it is, sitting on the shelf , on the left side right where she said it would be. How fucking awesome ! Lol
Time traveling psychics ( lol )
Tattooed tyrants.
Best friendly foot fetish pimple popping strangers.
Today was a very weird and funny day! Lol
Just ordered the vanilla cop set. More crazy reports to come, I’m sure !
Wow, those tattooed tyrants! Do you live in crazy land??
Sometimes it sure feels like I live in crazy land lol at least it ended on a positive note. People here ( outside of work conditions ) can be very outspoken and blunt, different cultures. So if they are bad boys / bad girls then things get really wild !! Lol