Time of application: 445 am
12.5 each spray.
P83 -
1 spray to neck
2 sprays to hands and wrists.
At work / office.
Wearing black suit.
I definitely notice a difference when I don’t wear I/O. There is a slight hesitation from people but once I engage my attention to them they become relaxed.
I was walking down the hall heading toward the ladies restroom when one female worker came zipping around the corner. Maybe she was really focused on a mission or she really had to pee, but she seemed a tiny bit snippy with me. I finished my business and sat down in the break room to have a snack and give my eyes a break from the computer monitor.
About five minutes later the same Mrs. Snippy Zippy (she’s married) comes trotting in, heading straight to me. I thought she was going to reprimand me by the way she was dominantly approaching me. But before she is even in the room she starts talking to me. It took my brain a few seconds to catch up / be on the same wavelength. She was talking about her life and things relating to her family and cousins. It felt like someone dropped me
Into the middle of a conversation. It was the oddest thing.
To get a better idea of what is going on , I scan her body language. She has one foot up on a chair, one hand on her hip, emoting very strongly with the other. ( also, she has an office skirt on and I can see a tiny bit of her panties, pink and blue !!) Flipping her hair, not making eye contact with me except briefly. In fact she was speed talking to the wall…occasionally glancing at me to see if I’m still listening.
So after a few minutes of this craziness she stops abruptly, looks down at her leg and gets a strange look on her face. She put her leg down , adjusted her skirt and looked over at me with wide eyes. Her speech became super slow as if she was just realizing something and didn’t know how to express it. She sounded a little lost. She turned and left the room. Meanwhile I’m sitting here flabbergasted.
What the heck was that???
After scratching my brain trying to figure it out, I came to the conclusion that she had an imaginary friend who lived inside the break room wall, and didn’t know I was there until the end of her rambling. Lol
I thought my day couldn’t get any weirder. Everyone in my section stepped out so I was alone at my desk pulling my hair out over some files that needed to be done . Mrs Snippy Zippy approaches my desk very quietly and leans against it. Again she’s not looking at my face. She’s looking at my hands, the papers on my desk, my monitor. I said hi and she asked me what kind of work I do in here. ( still not looking at me). I gave her a brief explanation, and somewhere in the explanation she asks to see an example. So I open a file to show her. She looks at my eyes for the first time and says “the angle is weird” I spin around in my chair, scanning the room for a chair for her. “Let me get a chair for you”. I said.
She said : “No. I’ll just sit on your lap”
I am shocked, looked up at her like what??? I expected her to laugh, or show that she was joking. Straight face. She turns and sits on my left knee. My body was completely frozen but inside I’m freaking the f&$k out. Someone better not walk in on us. My mind was racing with thoughts of how I would explain myself to my boss should he walk in. I grab her waist and help her to stand up with me. I couldn’t think straight , the only thing I could do was stand a few feet away from her completely still.
I went back to my computer to lock it, and excused myself from the room.
The rest of the day was pretty awkward too. She now holds very steady eye contact with me, but never smiles.
Ladies have you ever been somewhere out in public and had one of those creepy stalker type guys staring at you from across the way? And you feel slimy like you just wanna run away? They stand really still and don’t blink while burning their eyes into you. You wonder if they are imagining your skin as a lamp shade or something. Yeah that’s what I felt every time she looked at me. Whats the point of psychological screening if you still have Mrs Snippy ?
I am not sure if these events had anything to do with the pheromones I was wearing or if it was just coincidence. A weird planetary alignment ??? Lol. I’ve had creepy stuff like this a lot in my life. Usually with men though. I’ve just not had it in my office where I work.
Everyone else was very pleasant to be around. My close coworkers reached out several times to chat with me , ask me how my weekend was, what my plans were.
We conversed ( technical but social conversations about hobbies and interests) and I liked the way it felt. It felt very sweet compared to my earlier experience.
I’ve been wearing p83 at work since I got it, not every day but randomly here and there. I feel like my coworkers have become somewhat “familiar” with it, if that makes sense. Never had a negative reaction from its inclusion , regardless of dosage. No one has ever reacted so extreme with it, which is why I think perhaps it’s just Bizarre coincidence.
At work I’ve never worn it solo ( I should clarify , I’ve not worn it solo at a higher dose ) . Did I spray too much ? Mrs Snippy isn’t from my section and hasn’t had the same type of exposure to my pheromones as my coworkers.
Today’s experiment confused me ! I was not expecting creepy lap sitters. I think what was so disturbing about it is that not once did she laugh or blush or show signs of nervousness. Most girls show some sign of playfulness or maybe a passionate expression or flirting with body language. Even confident take charge women have expression in their eyes and mouth, hands. She was almost mechanical. She could have played a Vulcan !
Tomorrow’s dose is set at 2 sprays. I’m hoping to just zip right to my office and avoid that hallway completely lol