Application : 2 drops a314, first wimpy spray + 1 full spray 7.5 mcg p74
Setting: work
Observations: As I reported earlier, i’ve been sick for several days and today is my first day back at work. I noticed during the car ride I felt pretty damn good in general. Usually just thinking about going to work gives me utter dread, especially if I’ve been off for a while, but I felt particularly relaxed and upbeat.
it’s been about 6 hours since application and I think the self effects are dying down a bit. I’ve noticed a couple things that strike me as interesting. First, I feel more talkative than normal. I commented on it here earlier:
I also feel like conversations with people are more fluid than normal. My job requires me to say a lot of things repetitively and sometimes that leads to awkwardness in conversations, but things seem to be more fluid today. I’ve noticed a difference in focus mentally as well. I’m finding it a little hard to focus on things I’m reading, but I can zone in on conversations and people really well. Actually, I wouldn’t call this feeling focus.. it’s more.. awareness and alertness. I work in a giant room with a big floor and a ton of employees and I swear it feels like I can hone in on people’s conversation’s better. I feel like i’m a little more sensitive to when people are looking in my general direction as well.
I hesitate to say that this is a focusing molecule because I’m really NOT focused on work right now obviously. I am however acutely interested and aware of what’s going on around me. On top of all that I still feel pretty awesome. Completely out of the ordinary considering I’m sitting here eating cough drops like candy and I’m still obviously sick.
Looking forward to testing this one more.