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Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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I guess it’s time to start a journal. I’m partially compelled because I read Thegentleman’s thread in the a314 forum where he mentions journaling for 30 minutes a day. I used to write a lot and I think this might be productive in more ways than one. The title is from the movie with Dane Cook and Jessica Alba where Dane Cook’s character has a gift.. or curse, where every woman he sleeps with goes on to find the man of her dreams. Oddly enough, this seems to be how my life is playing out too. Which is fine, as long as I end up with Jessica Alba in the end. :stuck_out_tongue:

Anyway, I’m Asian, 31 years old. I work out every other day. I have a good job that pays well, but is pretty damn stressful. I’ve been at the top of my ladder for years now. I’m in the midst of improving myself so I can go on to more rewarding things, though that may ultimately require a step or two backwards on the pay scale first. I make it a point to always dress sharp. This is something I can thank my ex for. She was a high maintenance Dior girl, but she taught me a lot about fashion and paying attention to details.

Personality wise, I think astrology sums me up pretty well. I’m a cancer, with venus in cancer, moon in scorpio, and taurus rising. I wish we’d see more astrology + mones reports like those from catlord.

I think I’ll start off with the products I have and some brief thoughts on them so far.

Ammo - This is the first product I really saw results from. My sweet spot is typically 2 sprays of 1x. I have it scented in Neroli because I hate the default fragrance. I’m getting the feeling Neroli doesn’t hit as hard as the normal ammo, but I don’t like the normal ammo enough to really test this a whole lot. Every time I wear ammo I get noticed. I get eye contact, and I get double takes, and sometimes I can sense shyness and intimidation. Either way, it’s a goto product for me.

My favorite ammo mix is 2xammo, 1xIO, 2xIS. Probably my best attraction/attention mix.

IO - IO by itself makes me straight up dopey at 2 sprays. Even in mixes I get pretty heavy self effects. Sometimes it makes me want to talk to myself. I hardly go above two sprays because I don’t like needing ISTFU, I use just enough to keep things social. I’m still amazed at how much people talk once they get going when I have IO on.

IH - I’m not really sure I have a handle on this stuff yet. Every time I use this in a mix with more than 2 sprays I tend to get a little more introverted and serious than normal. From what I’m reading, this isn’t the norm. Again, 2 sprays is fine, 3 or more makes me weird. I think I have a natural beta-nol signature because people confide in me anyway. IH is definitely not nearly as chatty as IO, but that could be because of the way it affects me.

IS - The effects of IS on others seem pretty subtle to me. It does make ME feel better, but I crash hard after 2 hours with more than 2 sprays. This seems to be getting better with time but I still spray it on my wrists or the back of my head so I don’t inhale as much of it. I use it mainly when I feel like I’m coming off too serious. I keep a to-go in my car along with IO for emergency buffering.

a314B - I’m gonna be the oddball and say I don’t really like this stuff. It makes me edgy at 1 and 2 sprays. Sure respect hits are there, confidence is there, but it’s not smooth at all. Also seems to hit hard and disappear entirely after 3 hours or so. Negatives are a little better when applied to the back of the neck but.. I haven’t touched this stuff since I got the oil

a314 oil - Now this stuff is awesome. Way more suave than the spray. My sweet spot is 2 drops. I feel relaxed, confident, and I don’t sweat minor things. However, when it is time to put my foot down, I don’t have any reservations about doing so. It seems to accentuate the alpha parts of my personality without being overbearing. The spray on the other hand makes me feel like an ass. I keep reading about people saying how you should control the mones and not the other way around. Well for me, 314 spray is like drinking too much. Sure you can drive drunk, but the level of control you’d normally have just isn’t the same.

Still trying to get a handle on a314 as far as attraction is concerned but it definitely works as far as respect goes. Since wearing it I’ve become a lot more conscious of who is Alpha and who is beta in every situation. One thing I like about a314 is people respect my space as much as my opinion when I have it on.

IG - I’ve only used this stuff a handful of times. Like everyone says, it seems like a314 light. Have to test this one further honestly. I don’t get much at 1 spray, 2 seems to give off a cool guy vibe. Not as cool as ammo though, but again, needs more testing.

mx297 - I had mixed results with this mx at first. The first couple times I tried this mix I had serious self effects. It messed with my vision, my auditory perception, AND my emotions. For me it seems to amplify whatever state I’m in. If I’m happy, everything is awesome. If I’m not happy, things are definitely not as awesome, bordering irritable.

I find this mx to work best with people I already know. I’ve had serious bonding with not-so-close friends who seemed to become best friends overnight while wearing this stuff. Conversations are fluid, deep, and long. Feels very IH like in a way, but way more chatty than just IH alone. I don’t get the superstar VIP thing that everyone reports, but I do feel like people want to get to know me. One of the things I like about this mx is there’s always a lot of touching when I wear it. However, this reduction of personal space also seems to apply to men too, which I don’t particularly care for. :stuck_out_tongue:

Favorite mix 2xammo 2x297 2xIH - Attraction, bonding, social. I’d say it’s somewhat sexual if there was already some existing attraction. I actually got mauled while wearing this combo but unfortunately it was by someone I wasn’t into at all, which resulted in me getting slapped in the face. There’s a report on here somewhere. Overall, I’d say 297 makes the experience more memorable, whereas ammo mixes alone are usually more frivolous. Like “fallout” versus in the moment.

P83 - I’ve tried this a handful of times with mixes like 297 + IH + p83 or a314 + ammo + IS + p83. This putative seems to depend entirely on what it’s mixed with. I’m still testing it, but I’m not sure I’d say it’s a pure disinhibitor. I’d say it’s more along the lines, of.. it keeps you from thinking about consequences. This stuff seems almost like subliminal mind control in a way. Like I don’t notice what p83 did till I look back the day after. One particular p83 hit came from a female friend of mine. We had gone drinking together while I was wearing 297 + ammo + IH + 25 mcg p83. What struck me most, was the next day, she said “I don’t recall asking you if you were ok to drive.. I always ask if someone’s ok to drive.” Which is true, she always does except that night. Relatedly, I swear I also drink more with p83 on. General bouts of out of character situations are the norm with p83. I don’t get the out of the blue sex talk that others report, but I haven’t really played with this one enough yet.

Oh right, forgot about the reduction in personal space. Even at small doses like 12.5 mcg it seems like people always get in my personal bubble. It also seems like they don’t even know they’re doing it. I’ve seen this effect on men and women. Again, to me, it seems to be an effect more along the lines of forgetting what could happen when you invade someone’s space instead of an actual need to be near me, if that makes any sense.

Also have IJ, NPA and A1 waiting to be tested. So many choices. So little time.

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awesome report so far zest! will be reading!

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Hello fellow asian! Welcome to the journalistic world! Looking forward to your reports!

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zesty, loving what you’ve done so far, will definitley keep an eye on your jounal. Interessting what you say about mx297, I seem to get that best freind vibe aswell. Its brilliant when mixed with ammo :smiley:

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Thanks for the welcome guys.

Last night:

Doses: 2x IG to go to neck, 2xIH to forearms, 3xIS back of neck, 1x 5:1 NPA/cologne from to go

Setting: Bar with live music

Self effects: I put on everything but the IG at first because I had left the bottle in my car. NPA definitely makes me slightly anxious even with 5 sprays of socials. I get the same feeling with 3+ sprays of ammo, so I guess I may be more none sensitive than I thought. After applying the IG in the car I noticed something pretty significant about IG. It seems to turn the volume of my inner voice WAY down. It was kinda like when you’re in a noisy room and you can’t hear yourself think, except I was by myself in the car listening to the radio at a normal volume. It’s hard to describe but it does something to me mentally that I haven’t seen in any of the other products. It actually started to weird me out a little bit. I can see how other people say it can make you more introverted. It definitely took the edge off the NPA though and made me calmer.

hits: I knew the crowd there would be significantly younger than I am so I decided to go with IG instead of a314 which I had been testing more recently. The difference seems pretty obvious. With a314 people seem to respect my boundaries more. They seem more aware of their actions and things that would potentially piss me off. IG feels like people respect me more as an equal than as a superior. I can’t really place my finger on it. The confidence is also different. For me it seems to come totally from within. Like I feel sure in myself and I don’t feel the urge to make sure anything goes a particular way.

There were a lot of beautiful girls at this venue but it was kind of hard to notice real mones based hits because I had a lot of social proof. I know all the bartenders and the guys performing, I was with a bunch of friends, I had a beautiful friend come up and hug me and talk with me for a while, etc. One hit did stand out in particular though. There was a super hot, tanned, hawaiian/filipino looking girl that kept making eye contact with me from across the room. I had been standing near her while we were looking for seats but didn’t say a word to her, but every time I looked over at her she’d be looking right back at me. This went on for pretty much the whole night till she left, and even on the way out I caught her glancing at me again. It was one of those “is this really happening?” kind of things, because for the most part she was sitting across the room from me for 90% of the night.

…and no, I didn’t go after her because I was just there to see my friends, and honestly I’m taking a break from women after getting totally blown out last week by a girl I’ve been doing the back and forth dance with for the last couple months. It’s pretty liberating though to finally put that behind me, and looking back I’m pretty sure there’s still a possibility there, but I guess I’ve realized it’s going to be more trouble than it’s worth to me.

I also noticed quite a few IH hits. When we were outside my friends started talking about some deeply personal shit out of nowhere. We’re all close friends, but the subject matter was totally out of left field. I also take back what I said about IH not being chatty. There were quite a few times where people were trying to talk to me and I felt like they weren’t taking my cues that I was done with the conversation. I think I pinned down what makes me weird with IH. It’s alcohol. Whenever I wear a lot of IH and start to drink, I get less and less talkative. Needs more testing, but I’m pretty sure there’s at least a correlation.

Conclusion: I like this mix a lot, social, semi respectful, gets attention but not in a super overt way. It needs to be tweaked a little bit but looks promising. Might sub in TUTH for the NPA to see the difference. I can see why IG softens ammo and why people can wear IJ with it. IG seems to buffer the shit out of none. I guess it makes sense if you look at it in terms of ratios. Think I might try IG + IJ at the concert tonight. Can’t decide. haha

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Yesterday:

applied: 1xammo neck, 2xIS

setting: haircut

summary: Went to see my stylist and decided to test a theory on her. Last time I saw her I wore 2xammo and 2xIS and noticed she was more irritable than normal. She’s early 20’s and asian. I’ve actually noticed that same type of behavior with other women her age when I’m at 2 sprays so I decided to take it down a notch and see what the effects were.

When I walked in, there were only women in there and all eyes were immediately on me. I think it was mainly shock from being the only guy to enter a woman’s domain. It was kinda awkward at first, but after awhile I was getting the feeling I was more uncomfortable than they were. Any rate, my stylist was friendly as ever. She gave me a longer than normal neck and scalp massage and I could swear there’s a weird intermittent attraction with her. I never really paid attention to it until I brought my ex in with me while I got a haircut, and she got super pissed insinuating she and I had something going on. I dunno. whatever. I got a great haircut. Went home and slept before the TOOL concert.

application: 2xIG 1xIJ
Setting: TOOL and bar afterwards
Summary: I started off a little irritable because my friends asked me to play taxi for them at the last minute. I REALLY hate being inconvenienced by people who suck at planning and I REALLY REALLY hate playing taxi. I bought a two door for that exact reason, and now I’m thinking I want to buy a motorcycle or a 350z instead so I don’t have to deal with this crap anymore.

Anyway, I picked up my friends and after a short silence we started talking and my mood started to lighten. I actually felt less serious with this mix on than I did last night with the IG + NPA + IH mix. We ended up pre-gaming before the show and I was pretty much having a blast by the time we got to our seats. I saw a LOT of people I knew at the show and everyone I saw was happy to see me and super talkative. I’m not sure if it was me or the alcohol but I felt like I was at least noticed by everyone I passed. I didn’t notice a signal negative reaction from anyone and I didn’t really see any negatives in myself either. In fact, I’m tempted to say I might be a natural jerk because it felt like this mix suited me the best out of the several I’ve tried lately. I felt confident, but not cocky, and a lot smoother than with just IG by itself. To me it felt super social, whereas IG alone for me is definitely not social.

After the show we hit the bar. I got a LOT of looks at the bar. I wish I could remember specifics but I was totally wasted by then. I do remember feeling like everyone I looked at would at least look back. It also seemed to me though, that no one was intimidated and I felt like I was more approachable than I was the night before. Strange. One of my friends had a real heart to heart conversation with me out of nowhere towards the end of the night. People usually confide in me and all, but it felt like a real IH kinda moment.

Overall, I love this mix. It took me completely by surprise and I’ll probably be rocking it again tonight. Thank you AD for giving me IJ as a gift because I wouldn’t have tried it otherwise.

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Ammo + IS is truly brilliant, probably my favorite combo at the moment.
Nice report by the way.:slight_smile:

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application : 1 drop a314 back of ears, 1xIJ neck

Setting: Gym + sushi

Results: I don’t know what’s in IJ but it seems to actually make me calmer?? I say this because I’ve worn NPA + a314 to the gym and gotten semi none rage, while IJ has way more none than 1 spray 5:1 NPA and I felt almost relaxed.

At the gym people pretty much stayed out of my way. I had a guy let me go ahead of him at the water fountain. He was in front of me, saw me coming up behind him and just let me go first for whatever reason. I didn’t really sense any intimidation from people. I was mainly testing to see if IJ gave me that none-aggression that NPA gave me last time and I was surprised to see it almost did the opposite.

Went to get sushi afterwards. A jailbait hottie gave me a stare when I walked in. Got a couple more looks as I was going to get a smoothie, but I think it’s more from what the mones do to me, than actual exposure. I think IJ and a314 give me a subconscious swagger, because I do get hits every time I have them on, but a lot of the time they’re from kinda far away. I think I’m going to have to recruit a friend to watch for hits to make sure I’m not crazy.

It’s only my second time out with IJ but I’m getting the feeling it’s WAY tamer than it sounds. Going back to IG + IJ next time I go out and see if the results are the same as last time in the same setting.

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Warning: long entry. More about the night than mones really.

Doses : 2xIG sides of neck, 1xIJ to front of neck
Setting: bar

The night :

Before I went out I had done some reading and finally finished “The Secret” which had been lying around on my bookshelf for the last however many years. I tried to put it in practice and asked, believed, felt, and gave gratitude for an awesome night in advance. I figured I might as well, because I was looking at last night as my last night out since I had felt I was starting to burn out with the whole bar scene and women in general.

I applied everything and headed out the door without a cover cologne. In the car I noticed the music sounded a lot softer than it normally does. I think the Tool concert totally jacked up my hearing. Note to self, wear earplugs if you’re gonna be really close at Tool, and too drunk to notice how loud it is. Spent most of the ride trying to stay upbeat and “present.”

Got to the first bar where there were quite a few hotties. They were all younger than what I’d go for, maybe 21-23 tops. I’d venture to say some were even younger because they didn’t seem to be carding people the entire time. We ended up sitting in a corner to watch the music and I felt like I was ghosting for the most part. I wasn’t really interacting with anyone but my friends, but I wasn’t getting any looks from the girls who were passing by.

Just as I thought it was gonna be hitless night, E and her friend M came walking in. Now M, is a friend of a friend. She’s not my type at all, but there’s something about her that’s very alluring. We’ve talked here and there and we seem to be getting closer. I know she’s affected by mones because every time I wear something around her she comments on how good I smell.

Now E, is M’s friend. She is a tall, spanish mix, brunette, curly hair, nice eyes, and nose ring and a couple other piercings. Again, not normally the type of girl I’d go for, but for whatever reason she’s sexy as hell. They approach us to say hello to my friend R, we’ll call him R since he’s a Rockstar. He’s also my best friend, but an incredibly terrible wingman.

E hugs R and turns to me and says, hi what’s your name?

me: haha oh really? You’re gonna make like you don’t remember?

E: What? We’ve never met before.

me: oh yes we have at bar #2

E: oh yeah? well what’s my name then?

me: it’s e

E: omg I’m sorry! I must’ve been drunk. so what’s your name again?

me: oh I see how it is! I’m zest.

E: Well it’s very nice to meet you zest.

The entire time she has her hand in mine and is smiling while looking me in the eyes intently. I normally wouldn’t have played it like that, but I’ve seen this girl around a lot. She always says hi to R and I’m always standing RIGHT THERE when it happens. She even seemed to be almost outwardly unfriendly to me so I figured I’d just give her shit and ignore her and see what happens. I get the feeling a lot of women I see out in this scene see me as a challenge or something. They try harder to get my attention when I ignore them, and they don’t give me the time of day when I act interested. WTF.

Anyway, I say hi to M and give her a hug. She immediately says, “wow you smell nice.” I say thanks, and they go off to get a drink.

They come back and I move aside and E sits down next to me. We small talk a little, and I try my best to not pay too much attention to her. I tease her a bit here and there and she starts asking me about when we first met.

E: So what was it like when we met last time?
Me: haha what?
E: at bar #2, what was our conversation like?
me: um. you said hi to R, asked me what my name was. I told you and you walked away or something along those lines.
E: Well that doesn’t sound like a proper introduction! I’m really sorry it’s bar #2 and all.. (it’s a late night bar, everyone who goes there really just goes there to get trashed till closing)

At this point I’m noticing she’s sitting pretty damn close to me. Close enough that our hands touched a couple times. Then her knee brushed up against my leg ever so slightly and she held it there for a good while. I turn to my friend LB, (jeezus I need to make a notepad for these names) and he says “she looks like she’s being pretty friendly with you.” I tell him, yeah that’s kinda weird, this girl is usually like ice with me.

After a couple rounds, the bar closes and R, LB, and I decide to hit bar #2. E tells M to take her home and we leave separately. Before they leave, M and I hug and she says again, “omg what IS that smell?” I reply, “i’d tell you but I’d have to kill you.” “you can kill me then!” she yells as she pulls me in closer. I laugh and we go our separate ways.

At bar #2 there’s a lot of people there but no one really stood out to me. I have to admit I don’t really pay attention to women I’m not interested in, especially if I feel like I’ve already gotten a lot of attention earlier from a hottie. We post up at a table right in front of the band. Within minutes a girl comes up and starts dancing in front of me and LB. He turns to me and says “this girl is totally grinding her ass on my knee.” I tell him, “that’s usually not a coincidence.” Then she passes us and starts hovering at the bar behind us. A couple minutes later she finds an excuse to walk between LB and I blatantly brushing against him again. Stealing my signature? haha I kid, he can pull girls on his own. Either way, she was definitely trying to get attention. She was probably mid 30’s, caucasion, blond hair, wasn’t really paying attention to her because…

There was a super smoking brunette, asian/caucasion mix dancing off the side of us. This girl had been dancing right in front of me a couple nights ago at the same bar and I remember smelling her perfume. It’s some kinda local flower, maybe plumeria? I can’t tell for sure. Anyway, LB notices her immediately and says “dude check her out.” I tell him that I’m pretty sure that’s the same girl I saw last time, I’ll know fore sure if she’s still wearing that perfume. Funny I normally wouldn’t cue in on these things if I hadn’t found this site. Anyway, R goes up to this girl and her friends and introduces himself. He comes back and pulls me aside.

R: that girl just said she’s drinking buttery nipples and she’ll only have one if I have on with her.
Me: yeah.. well you go ahead and do that then. (R has a gf btw)
R: I think YOU should go ahead and buy her one.
Me: uh no, she asked YOU to buy her one. besides she’s all up on other dudes. I’m not playing drink machine for her. (as we’re talking I look over there and she’s watching us talk)
R: Whatever dude don’t be a wuss!
me: f that. you can buy her all the drinks you want.

So he goes off, buys her a drink. I ignore the entire interaction. 2 minutes pass and Plumeria girl and her friend are dancing right up in front of LB and I and they start backing up closer and closer to the point where it was pretty clear they were trying to get our attention. Neither of us did anything because their boy toys for the night were sitting off to the side and it wasn’t worth the potential drama, but it was still fun to watch. haha.

Right after that, E and M come strolling in. I tease E again, “weren’t you going home?” she smiles and shrugs. I leave her with LB and they seem to be engaged in pretty good conversation despite the REALLY LOUD music. This is one of those moments that makes me realize how picky I am. I know I could’ve gotten a lot farther with E, but I’m kinda turned off by the fact that she is also clearly into R. It’s also LBs last night, so I figured he might as well take a shot.

The bar finally closes and LB and R decide to go jam in the parking lot. They convince the girls to join us. Not a whole lot happened here, but E continued to look at me and smile sheepishly almost every time I’d look in her direction. Obvious attraction there, but I’m not sure I’d ever act on it.

Summary:
I love this mix. Third time out with it and pretty similar results every time so far. This mix seems to compliment my personality pretty well. It feels like it helps me be myself more. A lot of the time when I see a girl like E, and realize she’s actually interested I start to get weird, or slip into “nice guy mode”, none of that happens when I wear IG and IJ. I say what I mean and I mean what I say but I don’t turn into a total jackass like with high doses of a314 spray. I think I may pick up a 30 ml of jerk on my next order… but I also got p96, p74 and p79, and more p83 on the way. Can’t wait!

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application : 2xIG neck, 1xIJ to front of neck, 12.5 mcg p83 back of neck

Setting: bar

Summary: Went out to see R play. Decided to try the same mix but add in some p83 since I have a pretty good baseline. I can’t quite say for sure, but I felt like it added more respect than sexuality. I got commented on my shirt multiple times during the night. I was wearing, a tshirt, jeans, and a pair of sneakers which for me is kinda dressing down but multiple people made comments about how I looked.

About an hour in, I saw E at the bar with her friends but decided to sit back and observe her for a while. R takes a break, walks past her several times without noticing her. She notices him each time, but doesn’t stop him to say hi like she normally does. While he’s off doing something, she gets up and walks across the room to greet me. I joke with her a bit about making it to work this morning (she’s unemployed) and start to notice she’s a lot more genuine than I thought. Later we got to talking and she asked me when I my birthday was, and what sign I am. I told her I’m a cancer, and found out she’s an aquarius. I found it kinda odd that she’d bring that up because I’ve been getting further into astrology lately and that’s one of the first things I think about when I meet someone. I could also get the vibe that she knew a cancer and aquarius are usually bad news. I asked her if she ever had the rest of her chart done, and she said she has a friend who’s really into astrology who told her that she has the most complicated chart ever, which she says matches her complicated personality. She went on to say every time she meets someone she has her friend see if they’re compatible or not. Something I admit to doing as well. I got the feeling she was fishing ever so slightly for potential. I think we intrigue each other equally at this point.

Went to bar #2 as usual afterwards. Ran into a couple coworkers which was weird. I never hang out with my coworkers and to see them in a bar where no one would ever expect to find me was totally out of left field. One of them bought me a drink, and told me I’m the coolest guy ever. I thought that was awesome, especially being that because of my position and the general workplace atmosphere there’s usually a certain amount of tension between me and the rest of my coworkers. It doesn’t help that I hate the job, and everyone else there seem to be a buncha sheep who don’t get that we’re just cogs in a big, completely mismanaged corporate machine. This particular coworker though, gets where I’m coming from, so it was good to see him and not some other random hater.

Got some looks from a cute aussie girl, but wasn’t really looking for hits otherwise. Got into a pretty serious talk with R on the way home. This is now the second time someone’s totally opened up to me while wearing this mix. R’s my best friend and all, but we don’t always talk at length. We actually talked about a bunch of things for hours. I’m starting to notice a trend in that IG by itself makes me talk less, but adding IJ seems to activate something that makes me talk a lot.

Overall, good night. not sure that p83 added a whole lot. Did seem like I got more respect with it but I can’t totally say for sure.

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great reports so far, you might need to up the dosage on the p83, most start to see effects from 30-40mcg but YMMV

how old are you btw zest? ethnic background?

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I hear that, I was starting low mainly to see what the minimum level is for this mix. I’ve had results from 12.5 of p83 in other mixes before, but it seems to work differently with IG+IJ.

I’m japanese/chinese and 31.

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I’m filipino, do you feel as if we(asians) have to use more sprays than the norm?

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Actually, I’m feeling the opposite. I can’t tell if it’s because the climate is usually pretty hot here, or because of my personal body chemistry, but I seem to OD quite a bit lower than everyone else on here. With none or status products it doesn’t take much before people start to get standoffish with me. I usually buffer with at least a social or two, these latest experiments with IJ are the only non buffered tests I’ve done in a while and I think it’s because IG works synergistically with IJ for whatever reason.

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I think that there are so many variables involved that it would difficult to say whether one race would need more or less. Sometimes it really seems that way, but Jasmin always taught me that everyone is so unique to just go about it with a clean slate. She has half Filipino blood in her so she would know.

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Well the good news is, I got my order of p74, p79, p83 and more mx297 with a free gift of even more p83. The bad news is I’m doing an involuntary self test of p79 because the 30 ml bottle pretty much blew up in transit and now my whole room smells like neroli p79. :frowning: I got a lot of this stuff on my hands while trying to take pics. If I’m going to OD on this stuff, I’m pretty sure now’s gonna be the time for it.

Last night went out with 3xmx297, 2xammo, 2xIS. I’ve now tried this mix with varying ratios at least three times and I have to say I don’t really like it that much. For me at least, I feel like IS takes something away from 297+ammo. I was with a bunch of friends for a going away party and I felt as if something was a little weird. Don’t get me wrong, I had a great time, but I felt like I needed to push interactions to get the ball rolling downhill but conversations seemed pretty genuine and fluid once that barrier was broken.

Overall I felt the mix was a little less… natural than the 297+ammo+IH I’ve had consistent results with.

I spent most of the night listening to music with my friends. It was kinda loud so it was hard to have any prolonged or meaningful conversation. As far as self effects, I felt like I was on some kinda relaxant. I felt relaxed, but focused, and somewhat self conscious considering the setting was familiar and I was with familiar people. I also noticed it was easier to focus on the music.

Speaking of self effects, this p79 is definitely doing something to me as I write this.

At any rate, I had two hits last night that were worth remembering. There were two cute brunettes sitting at a table across the room from us and I noticed one of them was always looking in my direction when I’d look over there. I think there’s something about this table because this is where the hawaiian/filipino girl was sitting and staring at me in my other report. Anyway, I passed by their table a couple times while getting drinks and talking to friends and then went to the bathroom. When I came out of there and started to walk back to our table, that same girl was staring at me for a LONG time to the point where I started to feel self conscious and actually had to look away. It was more aggressive than friendly to put it mildly. I’m tempted to say it’s the 297 that makes me feel self conscious because ammo makes me super confident, and I’m normally not self conscious without mones in that setting.

Second sorta hit came from a really hot, tanned asian girl. She was pretty drunk, and this entire interaction made me think that attraction is really a totally subconscious thing. Similar to the last encounter, I walked past her a couple times and then caught her staring at me when I got back to my friends. Within a couple minutes she came up to where we were and started hovering a couple feet in front and to the side of me. She was just waiting for someone to open her. Honestly, my mind was too busy saying “omg” to really do anything about it. One of my girl-friends finally asked her to sit and she started chatting with her really animatedly while looking back at me in her peripheral vision every so often. She was really touchy feely with the girls we were with and I was starting to get the feeling she was bi or something, till she pulled what appeared to be her boyfriend over to sit.

Also saw E last night for a bit. Didn’t say much, but something about her strikes me as being completely opposite from me, and I find that intriguing.

This entry is all over the place because I was feeling pretty ADD for most of it. I have a short attention span as it is, but not usually when I’m writing. I feel like I’ve been swinging from calm and relaxed, to intensely focused, to feeling ADD during this entire entry. Now that is something I haven’t seen before. Weird.

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Not sure what to think of the p79 exposure. May have been that I was getting sick, because I woke up feeling like crap.

Went to the doctor today unwillingly. 1 spray a314b, 1xIH. During check-in the receptionist was waaaay overfriendly with me. I’ve never seen her before so I couldn’t tell if she’s like this with everyone else but I heard so many “please” and “thank yous” in the 5 minutes I was talking to her it was starting to seem a little awkward. The whole interaction was so brief but at the very end she said, “thank you for being so very patient with me.” Maybe she’s one of those people who’s just overly courteous?

I didn’t notice anything out of the ordinary from the female medical assistant. The doctor however, was chinese, mid 30’s early 40’s and seemed to be giving me a more thorough exam than I normally get at this place. Again though, I’ve never seen her before so I can’t tell if she’s always like this. usually when I go to this hospital for a cold they look at me for 2 minutes and say “yep, you have a cold. you’ll get better eventually you should drink lots of water” which usually leaves me with the general feeling of why the fuck did i waste my time here?

This particular doctor was super thorough in asking me questions, and explaining to me why she thinks I have a viral infection and what to do about it and so on and so forth. As I was leaving she patted me on the shoulder and said to her medical assistant “he’s very nice.”

Hits? Maybe. Still a more pleasant experience than I’m used to at this particular place.

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Application : 2 drops a314, first wimpy spray + 1 full spray 7.5 mcg p74
Setting: work

Observations: As I reported earlier, i’ve been sick for several days and today is my first day back at work. I noticed during the car ride I felt pretty damn good in general. Usually just thinking about going to work gives me utter dread, especially if I’ve been off for a while, but I felt particularly relaxed and upbeat.

it’s been about 6 hours since application and I think the self effects are dying down a bit. I’ve noticed a couple things that strike me as interesting. First, I feel more talkative than normal. I commented on it here earlier:

I also feel like conversations with people are more fluid than normal. My job requires me to say a lot of things repetitively and sometimes that leads to awkwardness in conversations, but things seem to be more fluid today. I’ve noticed a difference in focus mentally as well. I’m finding it a little hard to focus on things I’m reading, but I can zone in on conversations and people really well. Actually, I wouldn’t call this feeling focus.. it’s more.. awareness and alertness. I work in a giant room with a big floor and a ton of employees and I swear it feels like I can hone in on people’s conversation’s better. I feel like i’m a little more sensitive to when people are looking in my general direction as well.

I hesitate to say that this is a focusing molecule because I’m really NOT focused on work right now obviously. I am however acutely interested and aware of what’s going on around me. On top of all that I still feel pretty awesome. Completely out of the ordinary considering I’m sitting here eating cough drops like candy and I’m still obviously sick.

Looking forward to testing this one more.

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Keep in mind, as has been reported many times, P79 is an amplifier. That applies to everything and not just mones. So if you were feeling slightly sick, the P79 amplified it to feel terrible. That’s what it does :slight_smile:

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I think I’m definitely going to re-order p79 when I get a chance since Mickaelia was nice enough to give me a gift card for the amount I paid for it. In the meantime I’m really liking p74. I just did 2 sprays 7.5 mcg/spray and went out to get some wipers for my car and some sushi. Didn’t really notice much from other people and didn’t really try to interact a whole lot since I’m still sick. I do feel 100% better than I did before applying though. I feel relaxed, but at the same time slightly more energized than I was earlier. Very interesting putative.