Good luck chuck

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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Doses: 2 drops a314, 25 mcg p83, 37.5 p96, 15 p74, 1 spray 5:1 cologne NPA (should be approx 5mcg none + secret mones)

Did a derivative of Steve’s IBF mix from P51’s journall.

I’ve been playing around with p74 for the last couple days and have a pretty good handle on p83, and a314 so I figured I’d give it a shot. Went to the bar despite being sick, which in retrospect probably wasn’t the greatest idea.

I’m going to have to revisit this mix later to see just how much of my self effects are being influenced by the codeine and the sickness I’ve been battling but overall I felt super chill. P74 makes me relaxed but aware, but adding p96 to the mix made me feel like everything was in slow motion. It was almost like being high really. Again, not sure how much of that is due to actually being doped up, but I can tell you I didn’t feel like that before application. At any rate, the mix felt very natural, unlike say when I apply mx297 I definitely feel like I’m on something.

I ended up running into E and M again. M is turning out to be a great test subject. I really wish she were more my type, but she’s a cool chick and I enjoy her company. She asked me to come sit with her and we ended up talking for most of the night. There were a couple times where she touched my arm or invaded my bubble for no reason. She made some pretty blatant flirtatious comments throughout the night as well. I forget the context, but at one point she pretty much made me kiss her on the cheek. It’s to the point where I sometimes get the feeling that E backs off from me because of M, which kinda sucks because I’d be all over E.

Overall, this mix strikes me as very personable, fluid, comfortable, and charismatic.. Something I’d use in small groups or on a date. What I did find interesting was the fact that I felt more VIP with this mix than I expected. Granted I did run into a lot of friends, I just felt like everyone wanted to talk to me. Well ok, except this one girl that E and M came with. She asked to sit at my table because there weren’t any other seats and after I said sure go ahead, she didn’t look at me at ALL and was super stiff the whole time. I couldn’t tell if she was intimidated or repulsed or what, but it was clear she was really uncomfortable.

Before I left one of my friends drunkenly asked me if I had heard from my ex. He does this pretty much every other time he gets drunk, and every time I get the feeling he feels sorry for me when I tell him I haven’t heard from her. I also think he forgets that I was the one to leave her. He didn’t know anything about our relationship, except she was nice to him and she was fucking hot. Still, every time he brings her up it makes me wonder about a lot of things. We weren’t perfect for each other but she is still to this day, more awesome than anyone I have ever met at this bar during the last 7 years I’ve been going there. Women like her don’t ever go to bars like this because they have no reason to. I wouldn’t even step foot in these bars either if my friends didn’t play there. Makes me wonder about what people say about needing to go to quality places to meet quality women. A lot of the time I feel trapped by my social circle but I have faith it’ll work out like it always does and someone awesome will materialize out of nowhere at the least likely place at the least likely time.

It’s all about the journey right?

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Applied : 2 drops a314 along jawline, 15 mcg p74 to neck
Setting : Work

Effects : Self effects aren’t as pronounced as the first couple times I used p74 but I still get a slight boost in mood and motivation. I’ve been sick for over a week now, and I’ve noticed every time I apply p74 I go from “i feel like crap” to “i’m still sick but I could probably go to the gym right now.”

So far, I think this may be my go-to work mix. I got a lot of smiles and warm greetings in the office today which is a little out of the ordinary. I know it’s not a vibe I’m putting out because I’m pretty sure I look like crap, with the constant sniffling and red eyes and whatnot.

All of my interactions today have been very friendly and at ease. This is entirely subjective at this point, but I feel like every time I wear this mix life in general seems to go more smoothly than normal. I find it easier to interact with people, as if I have greater presence. Negative things also seem to roll off me a little bit better.

Gonna try bumping p74 tomorrow just for testing purposes. It already has obvious and satisfactory effects at 15 mcg.

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reapplied 2 drops a314 when I got home and went to the gym. There were a surprising amount of HOT women at the gym. Got some looks but nothing totally overt or out of the ordinary.

Went to get food afterwards at zippy’s. As I entered the restaurant a cougar was walking out and stopped in her tracks and said “HI!” I stopped and stared at her for a second thinking wtf?? and finally managed to say “uh hello!” and she smiled and walked to her car. I couldn’t tell if she knew me and I didn’t recognize her, or if she just wanted to get my attention or if she was friggin’ crazy. Maybe all of the above?

The woman who took my order seemed a little frustrated so I tried to be as polite as possible with her. She said it would take a while for my order to come out because they had to make another batch of chicken. I waited no more than five minutes before she called me over, apologized for the wait and offered me a free drink. That’s a little unusual but right on.. This particular zippy’s is notorious for being SLOW as shit and they don’t usually give a DAMN about how long you wait. I thanked her and started sipping on my drink playing with my iphone. In the meantime I could hear her harassing the cooks about my order. Finally, they finish the order and I go up to get it and she says, “i’m so sorry about the wait, this is for you. two chocolate long john’s.” I thank her again profusely and leave thinking that has to be the strangest zippy’s adventure I’ve ever had.

I wish I could embellish a little and say they were the hottest women on earth, but regardless it was an experience worth remembering.

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2 drops a314 jawline, 22.5 mcg p74

Setting: work

Effects: Something feels off today. I really think testing while sick is inconsistent at best. I think part of it has to do with the fact that I can’t really breathe normally and I’ve been on some form of cough medicine for the last week or so. I think I may take a break till I’m better.

I did get some prolonged eye contact from a hot, married coworker earlier. She usually treats me like I’m invisible. Could be because I’m wearing red and I do kind of stand out right now. Will update later.

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Been testing what I think will be my work mix from now on : 2 drops a314, 15 mcg p74

I tested for a week and then took a day off to see if some of my assumptions were true. In so many words, this mix is awesome all around. I find that chatter in the office is definitely increased when I have P74 on. It’s not silly and overbearing like with IO though. Conversations flow naturally and conclude naturally instead of obnoxiously overflowing into useless or serious tangents like with the nols. I also find that P74 adds some sort of communicative awareness. I am more careful with my words and I’m better at controlling the tempo of conversations. I speak with a lot of strangers every day and I’ve noticed that there are considerably less awkward moments when I’m wearing this combination. It’s like I’m more in tune with customers but I don’t think empathy is the right word for it. It almost feels like it increases my intuition, which is why I’ve used the word awareness a lot.

Throughout the week people have been a lot friendlier with me in general as well. I’ve gotten a lot of warm smiles and greetings out of nowhere which is kind of unusual at work as everyone is usually pissed off here. Just as I went to lunch earlier a female coworker smiled and said, “long time no smell” which totally caught me off guard. The general feeling I’m getting is that people see me as being a lot more approachable all of a sudden. There have been several instances where someone will start telling me a story out of nowhere while I’m doing something else. Usually people don’t mess with me when I’m busy.

I’m continually amazed by how different my first uses of a product are from the subsequent trials. When I first tried p74 I felt acutely aware of other people to the point where I felt focused but couldn’t concentrate. It felt like some part of my brain was working in overdrive. Now when I apply p74 I feel almost the opposite and get super calm and relaxed. Relatedly, I almost fell asleep earlier out of nowhere about 5-6 hours after application. Not sure if that’s some kind of crash or me just being so relaxed.

In other news, M added me on facebook a couple days ago. Today she chatted me up out of nowhere and gave me her phone number and said we should hang out some time “if i’m bored.” I had a feeling she was really into me the night I wore a314, NPA, p74, p83, and p96 but didn’t pursue it because she’s not my type. Makes me wonder though, since I’ve seen her a lot and worn a buncha different mixes around her, but that was the first time I tried p96. Coincidence? haha

I’m having a hard time deciding what to test next. Lots of ideas and not enough time.

EDIT:

Ran outta time updating at work. :roll_eyes:

Some other thoughts on self effects. I find p74, and maybe this mix overall, makes it easier to stay positive during the day. This is particularly easy for me to spot because my job is stressful and I have had depressive bouts in the past. It’s been shown that depressed people simply can’t stop negative thought processes. This is something I seem to have overcome only recently, partly due to a lot of introspection and inner game work. I still get depressive thoughts these days, like when I came across my ex’s fb page and saw that she had a pic up with some other guy, that definitely messed with me for a bit. But what I find interesting about p74 is that I dwell on things a lot less. It’s easier for me to acknowledge negativity and then let it go. I’ve also been doing meditation and getting into David Deangelo’s stuff so it’s not totally p74, but I do notice a marked difference without it.

I also find that there’s a slight motivational factor to p74. I’ve mentioned in the past that upon application I felt like I should go to the gym or do something despite being sick. This morning when I applied it I found myself dancing in the mirror getting ready for work. I’m not usually a dancing kinda guy. The best thing is, the self effects seem to last for quite a while.

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M just messaged me again on the way home. From our brief conversations I can already tell she’s a lot easier to talk to and more down to earth than my ex. It’s kind of frustrating knowing that I’ve met a lot of women who are awesome but I’m just not attracted to. Meanwhile, it’s been an uphill battle with all the ones I am attracted to. I’m more aware now than ever that “attraction is not a choice.” Sometimes I feel like I’m being too picky but I can’t help it and I think I have every reason to be. I’ve put in so much effort into learning from all my relationships and becoming a better person inside and out and yet I can’t seem to find what I’m looking for. Meanwhile everyone around me in a relationship doesn’t seem to appreciate what they have. It’s boggling to say the least.

But I digress. I know it’ll work out eventually.

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I know what you feel like when you realised that you wern’t generally attracted to much people anymore. I’ve been through Deangelo’s stuff aswell. Its good. And you don’t really find much people attractive because of your personal reasons, but its because you knkow how it works now. It’l be Even Harder to find someone.
You shouldnt worry to much. Just have fun and learn with giving one of them a go. your choice obviously.
Back to mones. Im intridgued about your research in IJ. I put off buying it pretty fast. But hearing your results I might reconsider. Then again these things work differently for everyone.
Nice journal you got here.
and good luck chuck :wink:

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Thanks mirror. You really should check out IJ and test it without thinking anything can go wrong. I haven’t tried it above 1 spray yet, but even at 1 spray it gives very obvious results. As far as self effects, I find 1 spray of ammo to be a hell of a lot smoother than even 2 sprays of Ammo which makes me a little anxious sometimes.

I really think it’s the IG that makes it pop though.

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More IJ testing last night.

1x IJ, 2xIG, 3x12.5 p83

Self effects: p83 definitely adds some aggression to this mix. After I applied I drove to the bar and on the way there I kept imagining getting into fights with people. I didn’t really feel like getting into a fight, but it was kinda akin to watching MMA and getting all into it. I also recall swearing in traffic a couple times. Kinda felt like I had tourettes in a way. I wasn’t that upset but the words just slipped out anyway.

Setting: bar

Effects on others: I really think this mix gives me more respect, and the “cool guy” vibe than anything else I’ve tried. I’m almost tempted to say it’s more social than sexual. Everytime I wear IG and IJ I feel like everyone wants to talk to me. There was a point last night where R’s gf’s boss kept yapping in my ear to the point where I had to excuse myself and bail to the bathroom because I just couldn’t take it anymore. It really felt like I was wearing a ton of IO. We’ll call him Harley Guy from now on since I seem to see him a lot these days. HG introduced me to his friend and I had the same kind of interaction with him. We struck up a conversation about our professions, and it felt like he was hanging around waiting for me to continue the conversation.

As for the ladies, I get the feeling this mix is best used to get attention. I was dressed casual but sharp, and every woman at least noticed me. It didn’t seem like it was anything more than that though. I did end up running into, Slap Girl who mauled me the last time I wore mx297. I had been giving her the cold shoulder the last couple times I saw her but she seemed to be having a bad night so I sat with her for a bit and made small talk with her. I made her smile a few times and I could tell she was holding back but she was also preoccupied. I gave her just enough attention to let her know I didn’t want to hate her without leading her on.

E was also there looking fine as hell. She greeted R and I with a warm hug. As always, R told me I should go after her since she’s always talking about wanting to get laid. Every time he says that it makes me realize just how much I’d rather have something of substance.

I also started using the ASC sub that Deja Vu mentioned in his journal. I consider myself pretty confident as it is, but I think I’ve got a ways to go before I’m overconfident so I figured I’d give it a shot. Also started Jim Wendler’s 5/3/1 in my quest to bench 300 by the end of the year. I’ve also started to study for the CCNA again. All in a grand plan to work on myself before I go back to focusing on how to pick up women. If I can keep it up this should be the most productive year of my life. Can’t wait to see how it pans out.