Steveo’s P83 megadose trial is pasted in below… maybe this putative just isn’t suitable to be used at such wild dosages
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My Brain Is Bleeding Into My Skull Causing Total Insanity
steveo (October 2007):
"MEGA DOSE TRIAL # 1
The molecule: [(Experimental Pheromone P83 - Alpha A314) to the face I started to go blurry and felt at first maybe some of it went into my eyes. Wait I had them closed. OK so why is it that while they’re open everything is hazy and what are sparks coming from my walls for?
Then of course there was all the commotion in my bedroom and the funny thing was when I finally made it there I was alone. It was like there was a celebration going on with all the horns but obviously just in my head. I don’t remember much about much last night. I do have some random gibberish that was written in my phero journal I keep with me. I think it looks like UFOs beaming me up to space.
I woke up this morning with a splitting headache, alone, confused and with a bowl of creamy tomato soup by my bed with crackers. Although it didn’t look like it was eaten at all and I cannot remember even making it.
If it wasn’t raining out tonight and a lovely friend wasn’t coming by to keep me company I would record a retry episode on video and sound. Oh well I’ll try again another time.." (Experimental Pheromone P83 - Alpha A314)