**Its the 21st but I became a member on the 10th I think so I dont know if Im still a “new” member but here goes, plus its my first post.
"When introducing yourself please include:
a) Your age, or general range
b) Sex (male, female),
c) General location (don’t worry, nobody wants to stalk you), and
d) Most importantly, tell us a bit about yourself, your personality, why you’re here, and what you hope pheromones will do for you.?"
–SteveO
22
Male
Mpls, MN
Hello all,
I attend a community college so I suppose thats where my target range is in regards to ideal pheromonal influence.
Im an African American born and raised in the Midwest, 6 feet, not particularly muscular probably 150-160 Ibs, Im not sure. Im in the process of developing a more muscular body…well when I obtain the motivation to continue on a daily basis, at the moment Im settling for 10 pushups day and night lol. My physique is one of my many insecurities, well now that I think about it, its consciously one of two: my size and my less than perfect teeth, gapped, not sure if its genetic among African Americans but when I see another person with this condition 9x out of 10 its one of us.
Personality wise Im open and friendly with my current and future social circle, my approach anxiety comes not from talking to people in general its from talking to strangers(particularly women). A person rarely feels anxious or at least I dont when it comes to being in a classroom with people for months at a time so Im more comfortable to socialize in that setting, same environment at school though but a woman is sitting by herself in the cafeteria and Im stuck in my tracks speechless.
From the above I suppose you can reason that interpersonal relationships from the opposite sex is the primary reason why Im on a site such as this but general socialization with both genders is a bonus as well. Moreso the first instance since thats more difficult than the second considering that Im taking steps to become more sociable in general. Im aware of the seduction community so their advice is useful to me as well, although I havent used the methods to gear things to a more sexual nature, Im making more friends so thats good.
My involvement in the seduction community began in '07, senior year of high school(well technically '04, freshman or sophomore I think, unbeknowst to me when I signed up for the newsletter of SoSuave.com) when I saw VH1’s The pickup artist. Thats where my login name came from: Erik Von Markovik. I sort of have an bizarre admiration for Mystery to the extent that if I believed the Messiah has or will return in a human body…you catch my drift lol. I bought his book, read and re-read and to this day its still one of my most prized possessions lol, its practically my bible, no dust no wear or tear, perfect condition , sad I know. I even read The Game by Neil Strauss, didnt care much for it since its principally about the SC and Im not that involved in it. For a time I left the SC alone and went about my business but never forgetting about Mystery Method. During my absence Ive told a few people of the community but because of my hesitance, or laziness, Ive heard it both ways, theyve surpassed me in their skills with women while Im still in the same situation while I was in high school. In Aug of '09 the thought of SC occurred to me once again and I googled Mystery and came across FastSeduction(Even though the site was a reference in The Game but I didnt acknowledge any references.) Like this site I read alot of posts before joining, finally did but lost interest a few months later, although occasionally Ill read a post or two, mostly the LRs(Lay Reports) The one thing I did take from FS was Mysterys archive of course plus 60 years of challenge’s “Anti-Manifesto” and Vin DiCarlos escalation ladder. Id say that of all methods Ive used, the AM and the EL is what I used the most, primarily because 60 promotes being silent and letting the woman qualify herself and build sexual tension with your body language and VinD promotes kino escalation; and any method that promotes not doing that much talking or for that matter anything at all I support 100% LOL.
The result of these methods led to two (pseudo)sexual experiences. Theyre not 10’s or anything like that, theyre the average woman I suppose, a little extra weight on the bones Id say. One on my 19th birthday and the other during the winter of '10.
The one on my 19th kind of just fell in my lap but I suppose the methods apply because she said she was attracted to me because I didnt give her much attention during our interpersonal communication class in Spring '09, to be honest with you I didnt even know she existed until I worked with her during Work Study as librarian assistants, shes Kenyan by the way if that matters. I wanted sexual experience and she was there so I took the opportunity, that was the thought in my mind but reality fared differently. Fast forward summer break of '09 while we’re in Chipotle she blatantly states she wants us to be intimate, and obviously I dont reject so we’re in her car getting busy of sorts. Kissing is always weird for me I dont know, maybe because Im inexperienced…so we do everything “normally” except actual coitus and cunnilingus but I dont ejaculate from her giving me fellatio. Well after this incident she still wants to have sex so we plan this engagement at my house a few times, all of them unsuccessful. The first time, we do everything again except coitus, I ate her out this time as well but we stop because I thought a family member was home, most likely and I think she knew it too, was because of my hesitance. Question: Was it wrong that I brushed my teeth right after eating her out while she was still in my house? I was unprepared for the taste, everytime I penetrated my tongue in her vagina I had a gag reflex. The last time we tried this similar results but a bit embarrassing and humorous. Same situation as last time but while she was giving fellatio I tried to force myself to ejaculate but ended up urinating while she was still in the act. Before this moment though we’re both nude and shes begging me to put my penis in her, but I couldnt, that moment was practically the most scared I was arguably ever in my life. Suffice to say that was the last time we did anything.
My second experience didnt get far enough for anything like the above to happen but I think I could have gone through it that time, I think because she was resisting and I was persistent in the mission so to speak, this one’s Caucasian by the way if that matters. Well I came across this one on Facebook, during my era of requesting people that have many mutual friends in common, summer '10 I think. I dont use facebook as much now as I used to in the past, I was an avid fb user like addiction/obsession avid. Well we became friends and for a time she was interested in meeting me face to face, shes the type that is primarily interested in black men, but again my hesistance preventing anything from happening so I just made multitudes of excuses. Winter came and I propositioned a meet up and she agreed. She picked me up and we went to her place, she had four or five different roommates, I dont remember the exact number but they were all women and oddly enough were all extraordinarily attractive, all white as well, the one I was with was the odd one out. I dont get out much so it was kind of awkward for me and two of her neighbors joined in the festivities(A bf/gf and even she was beautiful), Im thinking there was a party brewing but since it was early it was kind of dead. We’re all watching Stepbrothers I think, my focus was on all the attractive women around me, at this time though I think a few more guys came in as well. The movies over and we head to her room. She puts on Couples Retreat and we’re watching for 10-15 min. I start making moves on her with no rejection, Im not adept at taking off bras so I tell her to do it, some hesitance at first but shes hot from the heater so she takes off her clothes and puts on sweatpants. We’re doing things but I want to speed this up so put my penis up to her mouth, she just rubs against her lips and lets go. I think I was visibly frustrated, I dont know, but I continue even still but everytime she rejects my hand from going in between her legs, eventually I prevail and shes liking it but I still couldnt take her pants off, a size to small I think and she wouldnt take them off herself. After this I give up especially considering the VinD EL says more often than not when youre fingering a girl her impulses reigns over her logic so coitus should be inevitable. After that I just rest, while still caressing her breasts and nipples, they became stiff so easily which I enjoyed thoroughly lol. Nothing after that I suppose.
I told my best friend, he’s Kenyan as well, both of these stories and he jokingly concludes that I may be a latent homosexual. His rationale is that when a man sees a nude woman, he naturally/instinctively goes to consummate. He also says in the first case that I may not have been attracted to her and thats why I didnt have sex with her, I think there could be validity to both answers, Im not sure. Ive never thought about the homosexual aspect before, I am more comfortable around men but I never took that leap, hell some people including my mother suggests that he and I are a gay couple ourselves much to his chagrin, I just play it off and dont think much of it, a lesbian friend of mine once said that at most I was a bisexual. So I dont know lol.
Fast forward June '11, he introduced me to a coworker/friend of his, we’ve been introduced previously but I didnt care much for him, I overestimated my abilities in the beginning, I more sociable than my bff 
and therefore have quite a few more friends(I dont know why but I tend to not merge social circles, then again neither does he.) but Im still quite anti-social. So we start interacting more, his friend and I, and I find out hes into the SC as well, he was never as involved as I was but he took the basic templates and applied them to his social life and now hes like a lightning bolt, he has women for every day of the week, Ive seen his “Friday” girl LOL. Well we pretty much talk pua everytime we interact and one day we kinda had a heart to heart of sorts, the reasons why we’re engaged in the pua lifestyle, me in mind and him in practice. During this discussion he tells me about ThePlayer, one of the gurus he listens to occasionally, and one of the hyperlinks on the page is about pheromones. We talk about them and he says he believes theyre legitimate but prefers to be natural with is game, I scoff at the idea that theyre legit and we continue talking pua.
A few weeks after this Im bored on the computer so I look up pheromones, I read the wiki page and thought there might be some legitimacy to it since its a natural phenomenon in the animal world and we afterall are animals. Then I came across The Pheromone Authority(One of the top links on google search for pheromones I think after the wiki page)Kyle Macrannell and read his reviews on pheromones. From there I was set on Scent of Eros and Max Attraction Gold/Primal Instinct for a while, continued research and came across LoveScent. From there I read negative reviews of MAG so I shot that off my list and from continued reading and put NPA on number one of phero priority list since I hear nothing but rave reviews. I google NPA OD and NPA results and came across posts from both LoveScent and PheroTalk. From there Ive just been reading but PT has a restriction on the number of posts you can read while guest so I signed up on the 10th and Ive still been reading. So its only been a few weeks that Ive known of this site and LS and here I am on the 22nd at midnight writing this post.
I dont know if this is relevant but these are the pheros Im interested in, in order of importance: NPA/Scent of Eros/NPAw/PCC/EoW/PI from LS and TUTH from PT, your “Instant” series seems so much like Scent of Eros and Im going for economy so Ill probably stick with SOE, plus I dont really know who makes your products and I have an mp3 of James V Kohl and I like what he says, and hes a scientist so that gives him quite a bit of legitimacy, no offense. Your “Ammo” and “Raw Power” seems like TUTH with its A-none pheros and TUTH appears to be more popular than the others lol. I read alot about the MX series but you guys dont sell anymore, Im perplexed? Although I am interested in the Panty Scorcher product LOL, mostly because of the badass name haha, Id buy it just for that .
Thank you for listening/reading,
EVMDisciple
**
