Hello, I’m Samantha. I’m 18 years old and a senior in high school. I will be majoring in chemistry and physics next year in college. I am in the top of my class and will be graduating with the Honors Diploma.
Most of my life I have been an extreme introvert. I have always been very shy and very akward and anxious in social situations. Due to some reasons (that would take a lolng time to explain) that pertain to my unusual personality, I’ve very suddenly grown out of most of my shyness. However, I still have a bit of anxiety in normal social settings and quite a bit in situations where I have to speak in front of many people or “important” people(like representatives from West Point).
I am currently in the application process for college and scholarships. So, there will probably be a number of interviews in my future. I’ve read a bit about the synthesized pheremones available and I’m sure there are some that could help me in those situations.
Also, my boyfriend has been my best friend since we were about ten years old, and I’ve known him longer than anyone else, besides family.(So, when I refer to him please don’t think we are in some stereotypical teenage relationship.) Right now I live in Indiana and he lives in North Carolina. We don’t get to see each other often. This year I’ll probably see him twice, summer and Christmas. We are very much alike and we have almost the exact same personalities. For those of you familiar with psychology and the MBTI, we are INTJ’s. That means we are very introverted, intuitive, thinking, judging people to you non-psychology types. Basically, we dont do emotions. We have a very hard time expressing them and it’s in our nature, even among close friends, to keep them to ourselves. Considering that we only get to see each other a few times a year, some kind of communication-enhancing pheromone couldn’t hurt.
What got me interested in pheromones is my love of science. I first learned about pheromones from advertisements in my magazines, Popular Science and Psychology Today.I like learning about anything I don’t already know about. With the way they unconsciously alter people’s behavior, I find them quite intriguing. Especially if they could help me with social and communication problems. Also, I’ve heard about pheromones that give the wearer more focus. I usually have about five to nine hours of homework a day. Since I work till ten most nights I often don’t have time to sleep and I sometimes go even days without sleep. After staying up for only 24-36 hours it becomes rather hard to focus and concentrate and it takes me longer to do my homework. If there is a synthesized pheromone that could help me focus, that would be just dandy.
But, I’m also interested in learning more about pheromones and maybe even experimenting with them. I would like to get more in depth with how they exactly work.
I have already ordered Instant Shine and Instant Truth. I hope those were good beginner choices.