Hi Injun,
Sounds like you’ve sheltered yourself from the social scene for too long. It’s important that you address this now before it becomes a social anxiety or phobia.
The runaway syndrome you mention is a fight or flight response to certain situations.
I now suggest you consider the feel good product Instant Shine, and the social products Instant Openness and Instant Honesty - they will help you and others feel more comfortable within intimate social settings. They will also help spark relationships.
Do certainly read about these in the Mens guideand I also suggest trialing several products which you can buy in small sizes in the to-go section of the Smartmones website.
Best of luck and let us know how you go 