High School Adventures

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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I’ve been around here for a few months posting on razors journal I have been meaning to start a journal of my own but with all of the chaos going on in my life there were certain times where I couldn’t even get to a computer much less test pheromones.

Well finally things have settled down and my life is much more normal so I can start posting.

This is the outline for how I’m going to do the entries when I post, I’ll probably make improvements to it along the way as I see fit.

Weather/Temperature
Environment(s)
Hours of sleep/Mood before pheromones were applied
Pheromones used and amounts
Self Effects/ mood after pheromones were applied
Application spots
Outline of day/Reactions from others:

I hope I can add on to the community and help keep the research moving forward.

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Day 1: The adventure begins

Weather/Temperature: 76°F
Environment(s): School
Hours of sleep/Mood before pheromones were applied: 7 hours sleep calm neutral mood

Pheromones used and amounts: MX297 two sprays

Self Effects/ mood after pheromones were applied: Usually when I wear MX297 I get nice self effects such as I feel like I’m a celebrity and every girl is into me I feel extreme confidence for about 15-20 minutes and then it calms down and I feel like my normal self but with a bit more swagger in my step a little more confidence in myself.

Not today though today was different I felt slightly insecure/beta throughout the day probably because of lack of sleep I wouldn’t blame the mix but will need further testing.

Whenever it was an appropriate time to talk to some one I just talked to them without a second thought like it was completely normal usually I don’t talk to some one unless I’m in the mood but throughout the day I was high fiving people and saying hi to them I felt as though my body was forcing me to improve my social standings with people like that was more important then me relaxing and not having to say a word because I’m tired.

I felt as though I genuinely liked the people I was around and wanted to be better friends with them.

Another thing I noticed was that I was smiling and laughing more then usual most of the time I walk around and give off a tough/chill guy vibe but today there was nothing I could do to give that vibe off I was the social and cute guy which was weird.

Application spots: Neck

Outline of day/Reactions from others: Definitely different from when I wear my MX297 and A314 combo.

Everyone was messing around today having light saber battles, crayon wars, pulling pranks it’s not completely out of character for my class but it was definitely more then usual.

I felt as though I was really getting along good with my class mates and they were acting like they liked me but they also were joking with me and giving me shit more then usual.

Probably because they feel like I’m a good friend and they can mess around.

I was going to do errands with my mom and there was this cute girl around 25 she looked over at me a few times and then we made eye contact I’m guessing she thought I was a cute kid.

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Cool man, looking forward to read more of your experiments…

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Weather/Temperature: approx 73°F
Environment(s): Street, Neighborhoods, School
Hours of sleep/Mood before pheromones were applied: 7 hours sleep excited mood
Pheromones used and amounts: MX391 1 spray
Self Effects/ mood after pheromones were applied: Once I had applied the pheromones I got much more confident and I noticed a lot of my self talk was going away.

Application spots: neck and jawline
Outline of day/Reactions from others:

I’m not sure if this was because I heard good things about the mix and was expecting a lot or if the mix itself effected my mood.

I was talking to my friend in a voice that was deeper and more sexier then usual the girl I was going to hangout with had something come up and she couldn’t see me but it didn’t bother me at all I just assumed I could get any girl I meet up with so I told my friend invite some girls.

Unfortunately he couldn’t get any girls on such short notice it bothered me more then usual for some reason I was on the hunt for girls.

I still wasn’t sure weather it was because of the mix itself effecting me or the fact that I was excited as to how well it was going to work.

I walked to see my friend and was on the side of the road I knew that there were a few kids around the area I was who would jump me if they saw me but I didn’t care I needed to meet with people.

I had swagger in my step and I was ready to meet some girls, then when two girls showed up out of nowhere I got a little bit nervous and my state was changed for the worse.

Thinking about it it was probably because my vision is bad and I couldn’t see the girls until they got right up in my face.

I was almost at my destination to meet my friend and he freaked out and ran toward me my guess is it was just him being excited to see me because hes a good friend but my body language and facial expression could have had something to do with it because I looked very alpha.

When he got to me he gave me a nice high five and smile he was definitely happy to see me, we walked over to the school and a girl who is a few inches shorter then me thin with blonde long hair about an 8 in looks looked at me in shock and said something to me but I didn’t really pay attention to her because she was like 2 years younger then me I had met her before the first time I was wearing MX297+A314 and she looked at me and said I had amazing eyes anyway everyone freaked out that I was there when I walked in I felt like a badass and greeted everyone I probably high fived 8 guys and hugged 2 girls.

One girl who I talk to sometimes who is a little on the loose side just stared at me for a few seconds then didn’t say anything and she left.

Everyone was very talkative and fun one of the girls who i’ll call T there was being really friendly and when I told her i’m leaving she asked me to stay I was touching her and she was completely fine with it and really flirty.

She made strong eye contact with me when talking and I didn’t get nervous at all just answering all her questions she was really curious about my situation because a lot of stuff had happened.

I was messing around with my friends and for some reason didn’t care what anyone thought of me.

T went up to a pole and started like rubbing up against it I said something like your stripping for us and she laughed then said my friend he was the hottest guy there which really surprised me because he’s a nerd then she said just kidding so I knew she was just messing around.

I gave her a nice long hug and then said we’re leaving and took my two friends with me she gave both of them hugs then went to her car because her mom had pulled up.

Me and my friends started walking and I said lets go find some girls we walked to the back of the school and noticed some kids playing basketball two of them screamed my name and we went over to say hi.

One girl who seemed to be like 14 said something and I thought she said your small you go to our school right my body literally forced me into her face for some reason I wasn’t thinking at all and I said no I’m like F*cking 16.

She then told me that she said you have a brother thats small and goes to this school right.

I wasn’t mad at all when I said that so I wasn’t sure if it was the none or not but she took it the wrong way and said I scared her.

My friends and I started talking to the girls who we kind of knew one of them was too peppy and the other one didn’t have any facial expression so I got annoyed and said I wanted to leave.

This is where I’m going to end the report because we didn’t run into any girls the rest of the day.

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Weather/Temperature: sunny approx 78
Environment(s): School
Hours of sleep/Mood before pheromones were applied: 4-5 hours sleep tired low energy slightly depressed

Pheromones used and amounts: 1 spray P130 then another spray about an hour into school.
Self Effects/ mood after pheromones were applied: Noticed my self talk is suppressed and mostly gone I still get a little bit of the anxious feeling but it wasn’t bothering me.
Application spots: Neck
Outline of day/Reactions from others: People were happy and having fun when I walked over I had no problem making eye contact with people I had less fear too like if some one wanted to fight me I wouldn’t be as scared as usual.

I’m really curious how this putative works it seems to suppress self talk meaning you wouldn’t feel either insecure nor confident just a neutral feeling because thoughts about yourself are made weaker or non existent.

I was a little bit zoned out but it was probably from lack of sleep I had a wierd happiness too could be because there was less self talk going on in my head saying anything negative.

There was a bunch of people and some girls I had some anxiety around them but it felt weaker I couldn’t open my mouth for some reason.

The cute girl was trying to figure something out so I looked it up for her and helped her out she said I was cute and touched my arm.

I was chilling with some of my classmates and I asked something, one told me to shutup after that I felt slightly depressed and angry but it was a weak feeling not that bad.

Then a kid blew smoke or something on me and people started having a spank war and an ice war I was really tired so I didn’t want to get into it and had a friendly conversation with one of the guys there was a normal reaction from him.

I was listening in on a conversation then I said something really weird and they looked at me like whats wrong with you it was something that without p130 my mind would’ve stopped me from saying it.

I guess having less self talk can be either positive or negative.

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Weather/Temperature: Warm sunny
Environment(s): Walking around, woods, school
Hours of sleep/Mood before pheromones were applied: 6 hours sleep, neutral mood
Pheromones used and amounts: 1 spray mx391
Self Effects/ mood after pheromones were applied: Confident, expecting results
Application spots: neck
Outline of day/Reactions from others: I applied the mix to my neck and then got a rush of confidence I felt better about myself, I still recognized that I had insecurities but they were weaker then usual.

I gathered some of my things from my room put them in my backpack and called my friends asking them if they can hangout.

Some of them said yes so I walked to their school I was a little out of it on the walk which probably helped me not get bored walking so far.

I got to the school and asked one of the kids where my friend carlos was he told me at the stairs so I walked up to the stairs and it ended up being the wrong carlos my friend j and a girl that I’ll call r.

The girl freaked out and ran up to me and gave me a nice long hug.

She started talking about how I should get with my ex girlfriend I didn’t really wanna hear it.

Everyone seemed to be really interested in me and was talking to me joking around and having fun the girl sat near me and was making strong eye contact with me while I was talking to her, she seemed to be a little bit scared though if I cussed or something like I was giving off a vibe that I want to fight (I’ve gotten these type of scared reactions from people while wearing this mix before)

I called my friends up that I originally planned on hanging out with and I told them I was gonna go meet them so I gave the girl I was with r a nice hug and said good bye to everyone walking to the development where my friends were.

I got to the development and the girl started running over to me she stopped and got a little bit into my personal space and smiled but didn’t hug me it was unusual.

She was all in a hurry to get to my other friend we walked over and the guy walked up to me and hugged me I ignored him and said that he’s shady because he told me he was grounded then he said to go somewhere with him but he left without me he said he didn’t want to wait. It’s unusual that I got mad because I love the kid he’s one of my good friends it could have been the none in the mix effecting my mood.

He just kept trying to be nice to me and make me like him so I got over it and everything was fine.

I was really annoyed because a girl I hooked up with before (had a 4 way hookup with her and her friends) was there we ended on bad terms and I cussed at her and didn’t say bye because she did something to me.

She was really awkward to me it seemed like she was intimidated she would like make eye contact then break it like she was a little bit scared(I never acted aggressive toward her before just slightly mad so it was weird)

We all walked to the woods the girl in the group I like was walking close to me and was smiling at me a little bit.

We all got to the woods and walked inside then sat down on logs the guys sat on one log and the girls sat on another.

Both of the girls kept making like strong eye contact with me and they were texting each other.

I was giving one of the guys with us crap and he didn’t care he still acted like he loved me so I started being nice to him.

The girls said they had to go so we started walking back to the gate of the development the girls walked way behind the guys and were talking.

I went up to the girl I like J and reminded her that we planned to fight so we started play fighting and getting really touchy.

I told her I had to go then we hugged she smiled the hug wasn’t really long which disappointed me.

I started texting her later in the day and she was being really nice she told me some secrets which I didn’t expect her to tell me and we texted the rest of the day.

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1 spray MX395 to neck and jawline

I was getting a ride to my friends house who had to tell me something I noticed that I was getting very impatient waiting to get there which is unusual I was actually a bit rude.

We got in the car and drove there and I went to the door I played a practical joke with my phone which made the mother who answered the door slightly annoyed.

I was told that my friend was at another persons house I said ok then left to go find her I was very impatient and called several times which was also unusual for me.

The girl said she was coming out but that wasn’t good enough she had to come out now, I was very short tempered.

When she came out with her friend who I think is cute G the friend looked a little shocked like something about me had changed.

Throughout the night G was touching her hair non stop.

When I sat down next to G she turned her body a little bit toward me and when I was standing up she would point her foot toward me.

For some reason I kept trying to touch G and get close to her and I really wanted to hookup with her it seems like these UF mixes give me some sexual aggression.

A kid made fun of my fostor situation over texts and I just lost it I was screaming and leaving to go like end his life.

But G really calmed me down to the point where I was fine she said she had to leave then gave me a long hug and went inside.

The kids kept saying things but it didn’t effect me anymore it was like I had control over my anger then I started to feel much higher status then them and didn’t care what they thought.

Self effects: Confidence, High status, Sexual Aggression, Calmness
Side effect: Anger, Bipolar
Effects on woman: Attraction

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Weather/Temperature: Sunny 80 degrees
Environment(s): House (Inside, front and back yard)
Mood before application: Normal
Pheromones used and amounts: 1 spray A314
Self Effects/mood after application: Confidence rise, Negative self talk decreased.
Application spots: Neck
Outline of day/Reactions from others:

The girl I was dating at the times best friend who was new in the picture replacing her old one had texted me several times a day leading up to her asking me to go to her house to meet the both of them to hangout.

The inviter whose name I forgot I’ll just call ? and then there was the main girl who I was in a relationship with I’ll call B who was very attracted to me for a while we had been friends for several years then it became romantic.

Once I arrived there I saw the friend ? standing there in a bikini which was weird because I later found out she has no pool LOL anyway I jumped out of the car hid behind a tree and called her then I hid behind her house and was calling her messing around it took her a while but she found me I guess I was feeling a bit energetic I really liked the self effects.

She asked me inside and I met her parents both seemed fond of me I suppose and welcomed me.

I went into her room to see my girlfriend B who I went up to and kissed she was sort of weird about it so I just sat next to her and just started talking to her friend sort of seeing what she was about and trying to read her opinion of me oddly she was throwing constant tests at me more than I’ve ever gotten from any girl so I blatantly said that I knew what she was doing and then she stopped after that I would be saying random entertaining things and they would both laugh a lot more than normal I think possibly that the A314 raised my perceived status so she was unconsciously testing to see whether I was a high status male.

I started noticing that the friend was pretty comfortable with me but my girl was very nervous like she literally would not take her eyes off of her phone and could not make eye contact whatsoever she called a few people who I knew they were her friends but I’d become friendly with them and I talked to them saying they could come meet us one of them agreed and said he would come over asking what I was wearing so we would match he showed up and we all went in front of her house to use the skateboards my girl was still not able to make eye contact with me at all even walking awkwardly her friend was just neutral with me at that time and it seemed too me the energy of the situation changed when the other guy arrived he normally was cool to me but I noticed that he was slightly annoyed I think that he was perceiving the signature negatively because he never acted like that before and my behavior was very similar to what it normally is I asked him if he’s annoyed and he said no but his facial expression seemed to say otherwise.

We all moved from various locations we were all sitting down and it seemed like B had trouble even sitting near me it had been the case in the past that she was very nervous around me but this time it seemed too much for things to go well she started to make eye contact with me and would look away first every time she did and then she sat near me the guy then put his arm around me which was odd after more casual conversation we all went back inside and continued speaking to each other the guy then left before me and I decided to go too B kissed me goodbye.

I felt that the signature was effecting ? that she felt like she consciously or unconsciously I’m not sure needed to test me repeatedly more than what would be normal even of a friends boyfriend at first after I passed though it seemed she associated me as a male in the group of high status because it was easier to keep her laughing than normal.

I felt that the signature effected B in that she reacted to it in a confusing way she couldn’t make eye contact and she was more nervous than usual it could be that she felt my status had changed because afterward she had said that she’s not good enough for me I’m not going to act like that was a positive thing honestly it was nothing I had experienced before so I don’t know really what to make of it.

I felt that the signature helped the parents to have more respect for me the father had raised his voice at me because I didn’t close the door I told him it was because everyone else was right behind me and instead of just apologizing once he had apologized three or four times sincerely over the course of me being there the mother also apologized too.

I felt that the signature effected the guy friend making him slightly annoyed that maybe he got the vibe I was trying to act like I was better than him I’m not sure he was also being sort of confusing.

After I spent time with them I decided the three were more drama than their worth and so I broke up with the girl.

Really I’m not sure what to make of their behaviors it was all a bit confusing to me for people to act that way hopefully someone with more psychological knowledge than I will be able to diagnose the situations.

I’m interested to see how higher doses of A314 will affect my interactions.