I hath returned! What's New?

Well my favorite by far was P83 mixed with a variety of things depending on the situation I was in. My initial reason for joining the community was because I had it bad for this girl who told me after the second date she didn’t really feel “It” you know, that thing girls expect to feel but can’t describe it. I started with the instants as suggested, found my sweet spots, and started experimenting with how they effected my body.

You see certain mones do have a universal effect, mainly the Instant line, but you still have to figure out what the EXACT effect it has on you and the people around you. For instance I tried using IJ because I thought I would try being the bad boy that all girls seemed to want to be like but I was totally a nerdy shy beta and trying to come across as a “Bad boy” caused me to fall flat on my face and was ready to give up on mones completely because I didn’t believe they worked.

Later one when I reached what I call my dark period I started using IJ again and had some amazing results, but that was because my whole demeanor and attitude had changed due to life events and it was really only good for one thing, which was just sex.

With P83 combined with some Ammo, and the social mones mixed in there like some IS, IO, or IH depending on what I was going for and was very congruent with those mixes I had meaningful dates, with meaningful conversations, of course in the end I realized that the girls I was out on a date with I really had no interest in. Back in the day I would have grabbed hold of any girl that showed a monocle of interest, but now I find I am picky and that is a good thing I think. But I left a very long lasted impression, some would keep texting me and show signs of clingyness and it annoyed me. I found it funny that I was now on the opposite end of the spectrum. Was it just the mones, probably not, I have changed ALOT since I created this profile.

MX297 was great for being the life of the party, people would comment and write on your facebook wall saying how much fun you are to be around and we should hang again. It is mostly platonic though unless you had a hint of sexiness like my absolute favorite, ammo, to help steer things going from just fun to be around and the life of the party, to being confident and really sexy. It is important to be congruent.

Like I said it has been a long time but I did keep a very detailed journal back in the day which you can check out now, you will also see how much I changed as a person in the end. You can find that here hope that helps give you an idea!

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