I don’t know why I did now, lol I wish I didn’t because i feel it did ruin the night for me. But now I at least know what it does at 5 drops.
2 drops, one to each side of neck.
1 under nose.
1 on neck/collarbone
1 on back of hand rubbed on to other hand.
Self effects I felt serious, I mean I really felt serious. And my eyes where stinging, I had to keep blinking hard all night lol.
Picked friend up and went to bar, not that many people in there but I really felt like I couldn’t be bothered to approach any girls, I felt kind of lazy.
In this bar I saw to girl that I use to go to school with about 5-6 years ago, I have seen them a few years ago, but not speaking. She came up to me and said hello, and making small chat, then I said a few things to her, and she leaned back and said wow, you have really changed, your outgoing. It was like she couldn’t believe it or something, and she said some other things and gave me a playful kino hit to my belly, which was not needed 
And swiftly went to go change or something and coming back a few minuets later, asking me what I thought, oh the new top she got on asking me if its better then the one before and shit…bla bla bla I said you will probley get laid lol. And she said she didn’t want to get laid, and I said well what do you want then, and she said I want my boyfriend to like it…etc Bla bla bla. Then she shooted off. Saw her later and she gave me a cuddle and kiss on cheeck saying it was good to see me..etc.
The other girl that I saw which was her sister, came over to me later and said hello, just small banter gave me a playful slapp to my shoulder for me saying she looking like her sister and saying there twins..etc. Lol I think she knows her sister is not as good looking as her. Then she shooted off.
When I usually go out, I do usually notice that I get quite alot of IOI’s and I never really act on them, In bars and clubs I get approach anxiety and shit. But in normal day life I am ok talking to a woman, it’s nothing its just talking..etc But in a bar/club there is something different, its like a different world to me. But I have my odd night, where I can easily force my self to start opening, but I havent been to bar/club in months! And to be true I am really going off them, there is a big part of that just wants to get on with everything else thats the opposite to woman, and then just meet woman through other ways, which does not involve going to a bar or club. I don’t drink, I don’t smoke, and I got gym 3 times a week and I do Latin and ballroom dancing 3 times a week.
Anyway me and my friend go to this club and this night I really feel like a ghost. I notice NO IOI’s what so ever, to be true I notice girls didn’t even look at me!!! It really felt like I wasn’t there! Even when my friend saw a girl that he knows he introduced me and she just didn’t even say hello or nothing, she just looking at me for a few seconds, it was weird, but he then said this is my friend introduce your self. And she said hello and I gave a greeting cuddle and shit, then straight away she turned her attention straight back to him, it really felt like I wasn’t there. Now this did make me feel abit down to be true because usually I do get alot of IOI’s and girls look at me and smile, but I noticed when I was looking at girls they would not even smile at me, just look at me for split second and look away. But I must say I did feel really serious from the 5 drops though, but I was laughing towards then end because I started to think it was funny…well maybe laughing trying to hid my crying! haha. I adventurously tried to wash off the drops with water in the bathroom, I don’t think water alone would do it but I tried. But by this time I was really tired, and couldn’t be bothered to speak to any birds to be true. Called it a night after a while of just sitting down.
This had really made me think about by usage of A314, specially as I wear 3 drops to dancing, mainly because there is this older woman that I like, and she does seem into me, she seem to look forward to dancing with me on a particular day, and I even remember her saying one night that she hoped that I would be here to dance with tonight. I think the A314 did a good job with the older ladies, I have wore 2 drops one night and 3 drops one night, of course with 2-3 sprays of CTTM2. I noticed the dancing night with the 3 drops woman with other partners get smiling at me and staring at me whilst they where dancing with there partners, when I was dancing with mine. it was weird. But then again, a night were I just wore 2 drops of A314 only, I had to keep swapping partners this night, and one of the woman that I like kept trying to avoid eye contact with me, and even when I went to ask her or her friend to dance she tried to avoid eye contact so she didnt have too. But I still did in the end that night, she had too baby! And I was dancing with her for longer without swapping and she kept saying I feel like I am hogging you. After a while she got her friend to dance with me.
Anyway a week later I made the effort to speak to these woman after dance, I found out the one I felt like tried not to make eye contact with me and said she felt like she is hogging me, has a BF! which is shame because I like her. I was talking to her and her friends and every time I spoke they ALL had the attention on me, even when I said something little there heads went to straight to me! which was cool, I felt high value I have to say. I found out her other friends are single though, because they are like 10 years older then me, I know A314 will help right? I am just a sucker for older woman man! I just love them! I feel they are on my same wavelength, cuts thought the shit like butter aswell. I just need to find a way of me finding out if the woman is interested in me in a certain way, before I can make a move that would move things forward in that direction.
I have only A413, and maybe to 2 full sprays of IH x2 and one full spray of CTTM2 Haha!
Tell me what you think about all this guys
