Wow, it’s been a couple days. Lots of stuff has been going on and I haven’t had much stuff happening interesting enough to post.
Got a really strong room full of hits with mx209, p74, and TAF. It was my last day at work and I wanted to leave it on a really upbeat, fun note. I didn’t intend to but the p74 also had a ‘bonding’ effect I think and there was a lot of jokes about making me stay and giving me the position of company psychologist.
The CEO told me that they really wanted me to stay, kinda joked around about offering me shares and raises. They knew I wasn’t going to stay and that the time I was going to gain by quitting was more important at this point.
But what I really wanted to post was more developments for TAK.
TAK really seems to calm people down, sort of slows them down, so to speak. My friend has a lot of anxiety related to how he appears to his close friends. He doesn’t want to offend me or violate any of my personal rules at all. This is with or without pheromones. Anyways, I’m telling him that it’s no big deal and all that. He keeps saying sorry, I’m just trying to not offend you, cause you’re my close friend, you’re my brother (Korean thing.) etc…
I couldn’t take it anymore. So I decided to see if TAK just shuts me up, or if it shuts people up altogether. He sprayed 30 mcgs of TAK. Part of the decline in talkativeness was due to the fact that I introduced a completely new, engaging topic (here spray this mystery spray on yourself
), but after a couple minutes the anxiety was definitely gone, and in fact hadn’t even thought about it all day.
That sort of leads me to believe that TAK causes a sort of ‘acceptance of circumstances’. Basically ‘I’m content with how things are, however they are.’ I’m not sure how this might translate with actual TAK use, but I imagine in smaller doses, it could be conducive to a ‘comfort’ effect. At this point, I would limit doses to around 5-10 mcg for use in mixes/combos as a supporting pheromone.
We smoked a lot of weed afterward and this particular strain, IRRC, is known for inducing sleep, so I’m not sure how good of an indicator this is. So far, most of my experiences with TAK involve someone, including myself on many occasions, sleeping or feeling very sleepy. That being said, most of my experiences involve smoking weed…sooo it might be hard to separate where the ‘sleepy’ effects are coming from. For what it’s worth, I can usually differentiate between sleep induced from smoking too much, sleep induced from the strain, and other types of sleep inducing activities (physical exhaustion, lack of sleep, eating turkey)