if i wasnt there that would be my take on it too.
unfortunately i get too busy to allow them to watch me laugh, and so i still had to maintain myself regardless of how i feel.
i wait on people, waft my cloud, and allow it to influence whatever they have going on .
Sure well first off Let me say the reason I have these is not for mone study directly its for training in NLP and Influence Technology. I dont plan on being a postal worker forever LOL 
I started young there and will be able to retire in my 40’s if I want and am thinking of moving into Social Influence. This is not like Phycologists or anything, they got it going on. but on a more marketable level. Damn it I am babbling again LOL Sorry…
First one I love is “Hand book of Emotion” Third addition. By Michael Lewis, Jeannette M. Haviland-Jones, Lisa Feldman
I ordered mine from Borders but you may find it in your library if its big enough. I later found out google books has it which pissed me off because I would rather have downloaded it into my computer so I can read it anywhere without lugging the book around. I do like having hard copies though.
Sex and the Brain by Jo Durdan Smith You can get it at Amazon really cheep. Hard cover but not a text book really. Still good read.
Emotion explained, Edmond T Rolls You can read this free on google books I believe. I bought before I knew that LOL
What is emotion By Jerome Kagan
The Educated Mind By Kieran Egan
Principles of neural science By Eric R. Kandel
I got these three from Barnes and noble again check amazon for cheeper hard copies and Google books for downloads.
I have to many books to list on all sort of subjects. I had to bring them over my moms and stash alot in her attic. She has one of those old big full sized attics you can explore for days. There is a library up there between Me my brother who is a Scientist and My sister who is in the medical field. I hated reading as a kid, now I cant get enough of it.
Hope this helps you some
Tisha
More thoughts on P83…
IO 3 sprays reg , ISA 4 sprays reg & P83 4 sprays 10 mg
Day 1:
environment: restaurant/bar, about 70 degrees F
A friend and I wanted to try out a new restaurant / bar in town for a drink after work. I used this combination because I wanted to feel strong and confident (thank you IS/A), be open to conversations with new people (IO) and see what the p83 might add to the mix. In retrospect, oh my GOD, this combo was amazing. I need to try the IO with p83 and no IS/A…not sure what the IS/A did here, the IO definitely ran the show.
When we entered the bar area, we were the only customers so the bartender had plenty of free time to pay us attention, and he DID! Obviously, it’s part of his job, but he was extremely talkative, about the restaurant, his boss, where he worked before, friends of his who worked here and there…all sorts of topics. On and On…very nice! This could be attributed to the IO and ISA but again, he wasn’t busy and he IS a bartender… In any case, he was our new best friend. Learned our names, shook our hands and everything. And now that I think about it, our bill did not at ALL correspond to how much we ate and drank…our bill was much less than it should have been, I think. The martinis were basically poured vodka, so he was generous there, in any case! He was obviously right in front of us for much of the time.
About 45 min after we arrived, a man arrived and sat right next to us, (MAYBE two chairs down?) at an otherwise long empty bar. We didn’t chat with him but I didn’t notice plenty of looks our way, almost uncomfortable. He stayed for one drink and left. He looked open to conversation but we weren’t interested as he looked nothing like Daniel Craig
Once he left, two guys came – one older, in his 60s but SOOOO fun, and the other younger, in his 40s, They work together and are great friends. Again, they sat just to the left of my friend (hey! why not me!? The IS/A may have made her seem softer?) and ended up being our best friends through the night…brought us lots of drinks, plenty of kisses on the cheek (WHAT? right??) invited us to their restaurant for dinner on Friday and gave us their number. My friend said she had the BEST time and loved them, which I think had to do with the free drinks and the fact that they were so nice….NOTHING sexual, despite the cheek kisses…they were more adoring than anything! Also of interest is what the IO did – we found out more about these guys in two hours than we’d ever have thought. The older was in tears for a time discussing a personal issue regarding his son! Lots and lots of personal information – divorces, family issues, financial information! CRAZY!! Definitely some weird bonding there with guys we never would have talked to…so Im sure there were self effects too!
I think p83 may have been responsible for the over the topness of reaction to IO. Oh and I should ALSO notice that the younger guy grabbed my hand and said ‘I want you to know that whatever youre wearing smells AMAZING’. Then I KNEW…I heart androtics!
AGAIN..this is the second time at least that Ive been drinking with P83 and felt more inebriated than I should have…I think…though little food again. Still suspect though!