Today I went out with a different mix then I normally use, no A-314 today.
Today I had 2 sprays of Instant Openness to my forearm
2 sprays of Instant Shine on the inside of my arms (biceps)
And I was a bit hesitant, because I been scared to, but I tried out some Instant Gentlemen because I don’t think it’d be right for me but I wanted to give it a try with 1 spray to my stomach
I also had a little bit of my own mix that I’m working on applied to both of my wrists.
I went to go pick-up my girlfriend and her friend she hasn’t seen in awhile, I never met this girl before so I couldn’t say what she’s normally like but she had a pleasant personality. My girlfriend was all over me from the moment we parked, this isn’t abnormal but it just had a better feel today. Eventually we made our way to her friends house and after dropping her off my girlfriend started flipping, this is very usual to the point that I’m completely sick of it but that’s a whole other story and I’ll spare the details. Basically she doesn’t let anything slide, always talking about what I’ve done rather than what I do for her. She lets every issue accumulate and never gets past them. But today was different! She actually let things slide, and treated me like I was being a gentlemen. There was no outcry after every word I said, she responded calmly for once. It was probably the addition of the Instant Gentlemen and Instant Openness (she was extra playful)
Things are terrible and I’m too young to commit myself to this type of relationship, it’s not beneficial to either of us. I don’t want to hurt her but every attempt to break up with her has been met with threats of suicide, ultimatums, etc.
Also while on this mix I hit the beach and saw some old acquaintances of mine. 1 girl and 2 guys and the girl seemed to be the only one interested in talking to me at all. I noticed an almost untouchable level of self-confidence with this mix, nothing could bother me.
Your 19 right? In your age IG is pure gold! The younger girls in your age like the protective, confident, fatherly vibe much more than tuth or anything with none! Try 3 of IG with 1 TUTH and the rest of your mix and you will be suprised ;-)! Also if you have IH I would try to make 2 IO and 2 IH! Greetz
She sounds very controlling. Keep in mind, if she wanted to break up with you she would not be considering your feelings. 4 sprays if IJ should do the trick.
Yeah be careful, you don’t want to hurt her now but it hurts even more if it happens later. Sometimes it can be that the honymoon phase is over and you guys need to build some synergy and or come to terms with whatever your differences are as opposed to contributing to toxic cycles of arguing.
Not a fun thing to sort out at your age any age for that matter
Whatever you do, don’t mention this test or any mention you suspect anything like this. Telling her these things would make your relationship dynamics worse most likely. But answer these questions in this test for your gf. If alot of it holds true, theirs alot of good resources online that can help you understand the type of relationship your in and try to get some stability into it or support you if you need to brake away.
any age for that matter 