I found your forum after researching ‘Liquid Trust’, my reason for researching LT is because i am trying to get back into dating after many barren years. I don’t want to get to heavy but i suffered bad depression for may years, and last year i was diagnosed with ‘Social Anxiety Disorder’ SAD.
Now i am not a wall flower and not shy when it comes to being opinionated but these days in groups and with strangers i do feel uncomfortable, and woman well the more beautiful they are the more my ability to communicate disappears, i literally become speechless.
Now it was not always this way, when a young lad i was very flirty and went out with some very hot girls, but i was crap at relationships and when i did fall in love it was failure and big painful mess that dragged up mountain of repressed childhood issues that led to my depression.
I think it may be useful to mention that these childhood issues related to being rejected by my mother who i have not seen or had contact with for nearly forty years.
Now i have nearly five years of therapy and did some CBT last year for SAD, also a couple of years ago i started learning to dance in an effort to get out and about again and meet some women.
I have not yet been successful on that front, this is not due to not attracting them and i do get hit on enough to have been successful by now. My problem is lack of confidence and as mentioned before the total loss of ability to communicate, hence the research of LT which i hope will help me relax and trust myself and others.
I should add the more forward and chatty a women is the better i get but most don’t hang about while i get over this wall.
With all this in mind i read this forum with interest and about the affects of certain products and how they can make women more relaxed and chatty and hopefully this will allow me to function better.
So i ordered LT which i am still waiting for plus i got ordered (received) intro pack which consists of:
SOE
NPS
Edge gel packs
Perception gel packs
I will be off dancing monday night and will try out my intro pack and see how it goes, i was going to try SOE and NPA, though know most recommend just trying the one product to start.
I would appreciate if anyone has any info on product that may have similar affect as LT?
cheers
Male
45
London
PS i don’t expect products to cure my psychology issues but be more of a little helper.
PERSONALITY UPDATE
Here is an update and bit more depth to my personality type.
As already said i have suffered with depression and social phobia, and looking back i have had these since childhood in varying degrees. When every changing environment i would need a warm up period before i could be myself, but even then i could be prone to withdrawal.
All this means i can be a bit complex, in my youth i was known for being loud, even a little arrogant or stand offish, but very sociable. I have always had a vibe of being in control and in my youth of being older than i was. I am at the alpha male end of the spectrum, not the bouncer rip your head and crap in the hole type more a subtle ‘that is far as you go’ type. I always find i am the one people turn too when the crap hits the fan, the one they expect be able to deal with tough issues and make decisions.
The issue of approachability has come before, for some people i am, for others not, with kids and babies i am a bit of a pied piper and have no problems making a connection, in fact young children can get so relaxed and comfortable so quickly it can be scary.
I think the approachability issue stems from my sometimes being unable to communicate and this is not understood.
A lot women tell me i have expressive eyes, that i speak with my eyes, which handy as the mouth often fails me 
well i think is about it.
I will create a new thread on my experinces.
cheers
