Don’t apologize for being a nut. What fun would you be? Hehehe. I had an experience with TAF + MEOEST and MX135 + MEOEST that gave me that shock factor. See Dude where’s my burger…the TAF, MEO-EST memory lapse
Don’t expect the effect to last when you’re away. I notice once I wash off the EST my desire to nest went down the drain. Here’s an example, the guy I was briefly seeing was in love with his ex, and he was totally in love with her memory. If you’re dealing with this kind of guy, understand that memories can be so etched in their minds that the make up stuff that’s grander than actual reality. EST is only enough to cuddle at that moment. You would need months of cuddling to create memories to make him want to nest. So that he realizes life without you sucks a whole lot more than with you. Then he will want to nest next time around.